Possession.

“Within the truth hides the lie... within the lie hides the truth.”

- Mukuro Rokudo, Katekyo Hitman Reborn!, Chapter 165

Prom, job encounter...etc. PART 1

This entry was created on Sunday, December 20, 2009, at 1:16 AM.

OK! IT IS TIME TO BLOG MY ULTRA SUPER LONG BLOG POST!
Well, First up will be talking about a lvls...

Well, For a lvls, which is over around 30th nov... quite a blast though... some subjects i m quite confident in is chem... Maths partially confident... Econs, phys n eng is doomed i guess... not say i did not do well... but is guaranteed not to get A so is damned bad... especially physic... i totally screw up paper 2... It is very elementary... n i jus blank out... dartz... but wat done is done... jus wish result will be sufficient for me to enter NUS or SMU.. or else bb Singapore after NS... will try out HK since i hv PR there or Japan...

Prom was a blast i guess... First, i will talk bout the preparation for prom... Let see...

25/11: Went for a haircut at reds saloon by suzan in the morning... 1wk b4 prom to let the hair grow nicely... After tat meet up jlau, kaijie, suyi, n jlau's friend : steffi n caitlin at far east plaza... was kinda late cause lost my way... did not buy anything there but almost buy the full set at a store... the auntie mouth vry glib... say u handsome n blah blah blah.... say i look like the koren guy in the f4 korean drama.... but she say the title wrongly which end up becoming a joke.... n tell the 3 girls in the group to consider me lol... 1 of them jus met me nia....n keep let me try a lot of stuff... At the end, escape from the store as jlau said the things too ex...

Then, went to shaw house to eat pepper lunch... for lunch, by then caitlin left.... thought she seems quite ok... n she dress quite hot... but definitely not photogenic... haha... Well... then went to bugis junction to find some clothes.... met up with some friends there like jinjia... Alot of nyjcians where there... cant stand the urge to shop till a lvl ends haha... I bought my reddish pink shirt n my white pants there... took quite sometime to find... there is one orange shirt i like at there... but was too small... if only i was not tat big size... Would definitely buy... kaijie also bought a bow tie there... after much convincing... pity he didnt wear it for prom. :( would be quite funny haha.... After tat visited illuma raffles city shopping center to find my belt, shoe n jacket... but was unsuccessful.... especially shoe... all dont hv my size ... By then we were all damn tired of walkin n like half dead.... n steffi hv to leave... She was a reali great help with my prom stuff.... Great image consultant if she pursue for the job haha... Then went to marina square to find... finally find the jacket... but was too small to button... but it still looks ok... so bought it... By then, all of us r dead... jlau even say tat after spendin n wasting so much energy n time n MY prom stuff... i will win prom king... n mus share the price with the group... haha will nv win... cause i dont hv looks n the charisma... Then meet up with hui quan to eat at food court b4 leave for home....

My dad was pissed off with tat day cause i went shopping till damn late n still smacked btw the a lvl period... Well like he was nv happy with wat i do anyway... There will be more complains bout my dad for this post... see how much he kills my life...

1/12: Meet up with renjie in the morning to eat breakfast at sengkang... he was 40min late... not surprised but vry sian... ate at mac n chat... suppose to pass me his racket but he forgot to bring...haiz... anyway after tat meet up at jlau's house to see him play raikon for a while b4 heading out to bedok to get his black pants altered... took a long time to find the store.... n there is also the waiting time... so we walked around... buy lucky draw n stuff... then head out to queensway to alter again... n for me to find shoes n belt... found a decently lookin belt... but did not buy initailly cause i m comin again at thu... so decided to buy it as a last resort... then went to ikea eat swiss meatball... yummy .... So did not buy anything at the end... sian... except for a big yellow tweety bird for my sis's bday... cost $62 >.<... damn ex... but she like it... tats gd...

2/12: Went out with my class to buy prom clothes, met up with royston, renjie n nigel at orchard mrt first n walk around ion to wait for cheng long n andre... then head to far east plaza to find prom clothes again... did not find anything i wan though... met up with james there.... then we head to ps to play arcade.... Saw this new gundam arcade which was like a dream come true for me... but was damn ex... is like a stimulation game for gundam n was damn cool... gundam fan dream game...haha... played daytona which i got last position for the beginner mode but 2nd for advanced mode... lol... then played jubeat for 2-3 rounds... which is a damn fun game... got addicted to it liao haha... then went to buy shoe at ps... finally found my shoe... but took a long time... including changin into my white pants to see it fit... At the end, hv to leave early to celebrate my sis's bday... which was a bit sian... reali nothing to do... haiz

3/12: meet up with renjie at serangoon... to go to queensway to restring his racket... n then went to buy the belt tat i saw 2 days ago... finally bought finish my prom clothes.... then went to eat around queensway sc at mac... b4 collecting heung kin n his racket... then went to ikea to buy hotdog hahah... b4 goin back to sch to play tennis with heung kin, andre, renjie n james... wanted to watch zombieland with liesel n friends but did not at the end... cause was forced to go back for family dinner.... damn irritating cause my dad nagged me again during the dinner.... rrrr..... but lucky did not go watch movie either... underage... cannot go in haha....

4/12: Finally the prom nite... Reali did not do much in the morning n noon... was jus starring at my laptop feeling sian.... After tat, changed into my prom clothes n waited for my dad to hitch a ride on his car... but he keep wantin to take pics... which make me sweat a lot n had to on the air-con in the car full blast to cool myself down... he sent me to central to get my hair styled by suzane at reds saloon... around 4... Took a pic after styling...

n then i took an mrt to orchard to far east plaza to meet up with my class peeps... was freaking weird in the mrt cause ppl keep staring how i look... damn embarrassing...

Ok damn tired n late liao... i will continue the story tml.... keep u in suspense haha! TAG PLS!!!!

Back... with a whole new look!

This entry was created on Wednesday, December 16, 2009, at 1:32 AM.

6 months liao! Finally got feel like blogging... jus changed new blog skin... vry similar to previous to the old one cause created by the same person... HITMAN REBORN ROX!

Anyway i will blog more bout wat has happened the past events... mostly bout prom... end of a lvl... some recent stuff... n some stupid encounters i hv the past few weeks... TML! Cause tml i got interview for a job... so no time to blog now... job details also explained tml....

START TAGGING! I wan my blog alive again! (if is any alive in the 1st place...)

Oh ya, Weight:78.2kg
Jus to continue wat is stopped halfway... i havent gain weight bac... shows the diet is a success... n i now i aiming for 76kg... After checking with my bmi n stuff... Despite many ppls recommendation to stop liao... However, i decided to use exercise to remove the last 2kg of fats.... cause i seriously lack of muscles... k go liao.... TAG AH!

Long time nv blog....

This entry was created on Tuesday, June 2, 2009, at 11:59 PM.

Weight: 78.8kg

Haha it is a long time since i blog... partially lazy, my internet connection had been cut off for 2-3 weeks.... like crazy n always use sch internet... or else gprs... n during the past few weeks it is chionging SYF for CO and Skill A SPA for my sciences... anyway CO GOT GWH FOR SYF hahaha... kinda late though... it has been a month liao... but finally break my silver curse... invited to play for syf closing cermoney.... cant wait for it.... oh yea n i m still talkin bout my weight.... haha actually i increased weight to 78.8kg... i m siao already rite... lose so much.... well i actually got more to go....

Dont wan to talk the past stuff liao... will take forever... so i goin to talk bout today.... n then i will try to blog more often :D....

Today, meet up with renjie to get his brand new racket!.... the feeling is always great.... for him anyway... waited for him at srg mrt n then head to queensway... along the way... giv me stupid advices bout *ehem* which obviously i hv no hope in.... i did try.... by seems not interested n not working.... i feel like givin up :(.... Then we went to the usual store i string my racket n help him find a racket... at the end he choose a wilson six one too..... why everyone like to use wilson.... six one somemore.... it is the six-one 95.... so we restring the racket to the poly msv hex string i constantly used n tried out the barbolat xcel power soft synthetic gut string tat aaron used... seems vry gd....

Then we walk around queensway for awhile to look at some shoes n bag... since both my tennis shoe n bag hv wear n tear badly.... wanted to buy but seriously no money sia.... stupid treat i hv to giv to my guanyue section cause we got gwh.... shld not hv make the promise at all...

after tat we went to ikea to eat lunch... Saw alot of nyjcians there.... i think i even saw the j1 tennis girl captain there.... well i overspent at there i think... then went bac to collect our rackets n renjie say wan to try out... so we went bac to a club near my house which has a tennis court to try out.... LOVE THE NEW STRINGS :D!.... like the feel alot... generates alot of power.... played with renjie a bit.... but then my bac starts to hurt again.... is like WTF!!!! Now it has evolved to a new prob.... if i jus do any intensive exercise.... it will act up immediatly .... mite recover the nxt day.... but it has not recover for a week liao..... no.... i dont wan to suffer pain for so long again..... so at the end we did not rally tat while since i can play 70% of maximum standard.... cause i hv to move alot n use my waist alot if i use more than tat n it will hurt my bac even more.....

Well tats all i guess.... my room is under repair... cause my stupid dad wan the free polish tat his friend offer i think... so they r now polishin the floor of my room which makes my room damn dusty :(.... I also cut my freakin hair :( damn ugly..... look like some pri 1 boy.... all because my fringe disturbs me when i play tennis.... i decide to cut it off.... now so shit....

I will be quite busy the nxt few days...
4-5 jun : Tennis Camp
6 jun : CO outing plus syco concert
8-10 jun : NYCO chalet....
Hv to buck up on my studies..... so many activities...

I fall in love with tennis....

This entry was created on Sunday, April 19, 2009, at 11:28 PM.

Weight= 80.9kg...

Well i finally manage to stand properly now... so i thought of weighing myself to see how much i hv gained.... Turns out... i reduced... LOL.... mus be due to the hopping around with my crutches... vry tiring....

Anyway... I will jus briefly describe wat happen the past few days...

Wed- Went to eat dinner with the co after co prac today... Had a quarrel with ****** after dinner.... i finally shouted at him.... cause i cant stand it anymore.... but then nv did it again i guess.....

Thur- Stayed bac at sch to help build the wack a human mole machine for the carnival on fri.... I think i will upload the pics for the carnival n preparation in facebook if wan to see.... It is me who suggest the idea for the class... got this idea when i went to yjc carnival last yr... Kai li stall is also wack a human mole.... thinkin bout it gives me some bad memories bout tat guy who shouted at me for wackin so hard....... N some happy moments durin the carnival like the haunted house n wacking benedict choh n stuff.... :D I wonder how is kai li n benedict choh doin... shld organize a 6d reunion pt immediately after a lvl.... get everyone bac together again ....

Fri- Watched our tennis team play against SAJC tennis team... say brandon who is an old childhood friend.... but i dont think he rmb me.... neither did i rmb how i met him.... We lost though 4-1.... but it is a gd match cause we manage to put up a gd fight against SAJC... or they... cause now i bai ka.... cant even play tennis... only can be umpire.... Oh yea n this SAJC guy is freakin shit i tell u.... i told u it is out or in... TAKE IT!!!! Insult my judgment for wat.... I tell u if u ever cursed me or something, I immediately giv u court violation using curse words n make u even more pissed off.... But i saw how much effort my team played ... i wan to play tennis so much... n against these ppl... my heart feeled pumped up... damn how much longer then i can play tennis again :(

Then after tat went to watch my class stand.... did not earn much like only 29 dollar like wtf... sian at least we tried making a store... so i want to thx the class for at least tryin to help out for this sl project.....

I guess tats all... tml will be leavin sch early to go vjc for a div... can see dewei :D.... will post soon!! n THANK YOU! for all the ppl who wish me fast recovery... i m recovering fast i guess...( spent alot of money on chinese sensei... or else waste money)....

Swollen like balloon....

This entry was created on Monday, April 13, 2009, at 11:56 PM.

My leg still havent recover till i can dont use the crutches... but hv to return to sch... so went bac to sch with crutches n ppl keep askin me the same qn... wat happen to my feet.... sprain lar.... Anyway, after the last lesson i realise my foot become swollen like a balloon... n is damn red.... dunno wth happen... n also it hurts like crazy.... so decided to go see the chinese sensei immediatly wat happen to my foot.... conclude tat my sprain is vry bad n some veins were torn n those alot of blood cannot flow out of the foot... furthermore... the bruises came vry late n it is everywhere from my foot till 30cm above my ankle.... damn bad.... so went bac home after changing medicine to rest my leg....

I wan to walk again... is damn tiring to use the crutches.... thx octave for helpin me to push me to the chinese sensei on a wheelchair... n returnin it back...

Lives like a drama sometimes...

This entry was created on Thursday, April 9, 2009, at 11:25 PM.

Weight= 82.1 (Last measured on tue)

Well... i guess i would not be posting my weight cause i hv to stop my diet due to some circumstances.... at the end i cannot break the 80kg barrier....

Well... my life has been like a roller coaster these few days... my ptm did not went well... n now i sprained my ankle badly 2 days ago... now i cant go for a div cause it takes a month to recover... all those effort i spent on trainin ... hoping tat could at least try to compete for a div r now wasted... like drama rite?! Someone train so hard at the end could not compete due to a simple injury... tats me now... i was so sad tat day... after got scolded by ***** bout it... was :'( in my room .... hating myself for makin this fall n ****** for not even caring bout my feeling now... n now this few days **** keeps givin me lectures n made me feel as if i was there to get gd results n not as a human being.... so angry.....

I m now stuck at home for 2 days liao.... i cant even walk properly... n hv to go chinese sensei for acupuncture n massage to help reduce the swell on my leg.... was damn painful...( n i hate needles....) i cant even walk out off my bed much.... n i even hv to sit down to climb down the stairs... felt like a handicap... i also hv to catch up on my studies for the maths test nxt mon n phy n chem test few weeks later.... i wan to go to japan n i hope my test result would prove my family n my teachers tat i can hold my studies.... n keep tennis .... even though is useless after a month i hv to step down for exam... My diet is still on... but eating more than usual since i stay at home n i nd the food to recover first.... i cant exercise or even walk to at least help to reduce the weight from increasin again... this sprained ankle also cause my diet to go in vain cause i sure increase bac weight for the nxt one month.....

Oh yea i wan to thx zhipeng n tiansheng for helpin me get to the sensei ... they spent their time to accompany me while receivin treatment ... thx alot... n thx to ppl who wish me well... i will try to recover soon...

Damn sad these few days... damn unlucky these few days.... wish tat all these days would go by quickly.... :(((((((((....

Extremely PISSSED!!!!!!

This entry was created on Sunday, April 5, 2009, at 10:28 PM.

Weight= 82.7

Broke the 83kg barrier... but is not hanging out... still fluctuating... 74kg wont be a dream anymore if i can hold on.... but i guess i nd to change the remainin fats to muscles or else i will jus be flabby n not fit....

I m so freakin damn pissed to the EXTREME for the past 2 days!!!!!!!! I wan to like scream out loud at ******** tat u nv listen to ppl's opinion or anything.... n always think of the negative of a person.... N U ALWAYS THINK U ALWAYS RITE!!!! U become like tat towards me after *** N tats why ****** hv ur *********.... n his ******* say so.....

Sry i cant revel wat is ******s cause it is a private matter n ***** would soon noe bout it if i type it out......

Well i finally say out wat i wan to say tat is stuck in my heart.... i reali hate goin **** partialy cause of U! I now stay most of the time at sch so tat i can concentrate on my study without getting disturbed by my laptop n seeing U!

Anyway PTM did not go well for me... kinda bad n i most work hard for this whole month in order not to quit tennis, to go japan, n get my butt kicked by *******.....But it givs me a motivation to start studyin i guess.... Yesterday was so bad talkin with ***** tat i cried due to the anguish in my heart.... He stopped me before i go for my coaching.... makin me hv to tell uncle mike at the last min i cant come....

I cant even type a proper blog post cause of ***** .... guess i stoppin here.... so damn F***in pissed......

P.S.: So many ******* haha!

2 days to my hell day....

This entry was created on Wednesday, April 1, 2009, at 11:52 PM.

Weight: 83.1kg

Jus broke the 84kg barrier.... vry hard.... keep fluctuating but at the end break n almost close to breakin the 82kg barrier... but jus ate a chicken cutlet rice.... wan to see got much effect... Anyway i target liao... 74kg is my ideal weight liao.... n it mus be weighed after i eaten my last meal for the day.... +-0.5kg bah...

2 days to my hell day... urs can guess wat is it... after tat... there will be many changes to my life....

Nthing special today i guess... cant blog much.... tml got phy spa n alot of chem hw... so hv to go off liao bb....

Tired....

This entry was created on Friday, March 27, 2009, at 12:09 AM.

Weight=84.1kg

Short, Sweet ... I like it.... N sry i m not ppl's person n hv low self esteem.... I nv expected to be liked or anything....

Hi Ben Stiller.... poster....

This entry was created on Wednesday, March 25, 2009, at 12:21 AM.

Weight= 84.6kg

Going down slowly... no choice... i m almost at the limit of my diet.... i m trying my best to reduce... but i still nd the energy... n i almost hv no time to find time to eat my 6 meals.... everyday there is lessons... cca... yar n i nd energy to exercise.... so is hell....

Today is kinda stupid.... Arrive to sch early to do hw.... then hving lecture n lessons.... durin gp lesson... was hving break so was going to toilet when i saw this ben stiller ....board thingy on the staircase... It was him in a security suit in Night at the Museum n was damn cool... it was left on the floor of the staircase n i thought it look cool.... is rare to kinda get these stuff... so brought around with me in sch today... my class is hving fun with it so dont mind.....

Oh yea there this new sandwich machine outside lt4.... at first i thought someone is inside playing a prank like Gotcha... cause i nv see the machine before... but after i saw tat someone bought sandwiches from it... i let a sigh of relief.... tried a bit from friend... felt it taste not bad at all... so went to buy for 1 of my meal today.... but decided not to buy again tml cause i think it is too fattening....

Oh yea thi ha mite hv pox.... i think..... cause i saw his hand is full of blister like stuff which is a symptom of chicken pox.... pls be alright.....

I brought the ben stiller board to the coffee shop with kaijie, suyi n renyi after their co prac to eat dinner.... get my poster a sit then after tat went to order food.... the uncle ask kaijie order wat drink n ask why nv order for ben stiller haha! ok lame... but it look damn cool... now it is in my room... thinkin where to put it.... ok i gtg liao tired bb.....