Possession.

BB

2010-02-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

Dont think will be bloggin anymore... cause too lazy haha... n also not safe to write some stuff... bb blogging....

Life's Ups n Downs...

2010-01-31T01:10:00.003+08:00

HIhi... sry... was kinda tired from the hk trip so did not blog for quite a long time.... Anyway will conclude wat i did in HK! Basically, the last 2 days... was kinda slacky... woke up around 1-2pm for the last 2 days 25/1-26/1..... Then would eat abit of bun b4 goin to eat dim sum at some chinese restaurants...One below my house at 25/1.... One at Po Lam where my grandma like to go... Now i realise why some hk ppl are not fat despite they hv so much nice food.... They sometime only eat 1 Meal!.... Like they go eat high tea like crazy at 3-4pm.... n they dun eat anymore... like my grandma... but she still fat lol...

For dinner time, went to eat the same chinese restaurant at Po lam for hotpot with my eldest auntie n her family n my 2nd auntie... Ate a lot of beef n veg tat day... kinda scared i put on weight after the whole HK trip :P.... Talk with my uncle alot during the whole dinner time.... like tennis, life n stuff... Then ate dessert at a famous store nearby....

Oh yea, u noe i got this aunt who is the hk distributor of the famous ba gua store in spore... mei zhen xiang... see my family keep use this to get free food from the store... damn cheap skate haha.... but still haha...

On the last day 26/1... kinda pissed... went bac to s'pore with a shitty feeling... cause i felt my family is givin my sis a lot of freedom n authority... n i m like left out like shit... Forget bout it... Tat is why i cant stay still at my house....

27/1... Went bac to NYJC to see 0810 classmates.... and ask bout my sis appeal to nyjc... somehow she still got into Acjc... n she hate it there.... N BLAMES ME FOR IT?! Cause i make a casual comment sayin tat JC mite start around 9am... which mine did last yr... n her jc starts at 7.30am... so she hate the travelling time n wakin up early... I feel damn irritated bout it... n i still help her with her appeal despite my displease with her... Went to see CO mates also... saw new juniors from DSA n many ppl... they are preparing for the concert which is help in april... would be helpin to play zhong yin sheng cause there are too many suona juniors liao.... n not a single sheng player left except jessica... sad case sia... but i afraid i mite not be able to perform.. cause jus nice still in confinement in NS... now tryin to find a way to get a day off to help perform... Then went with my class peeps to eat at sumo house for dinner b4 playing arcade.... lost to james in jubeat :'(...

28/1... Went to orthopedic specialist at mt alvernia... N was given a depressin news... My congenital deformity at my spine disk... is actually quite serious... 1.5 yrs ago... another doctor said tat it was jus a small deformity where a small edge of my spine disk is missing... thus easy to cause disk slip.... but now this doctor said tat i actually lost 1/2 of the spine disk... causing the lower part of my back to be deformed.... n physio mite not able to cure it... to cure the pain... is to undergo a major surgery where they cut my spine n add new bones into it... side effects is tat my back will be stiffer n i cant be as agile as b4... he ask me to find another specialist for his opinion... one who is a spine surgeon... Once i listen wat he said... i was totally feelin shit... for the whole freakin day... i either be pain for life... or be as stickpole for life... my rest of the life feel damn shit already... Then went to many places after tat to escape this depressing feelin... to novena to eat lunch with my mum at hk cafe... to orchard to borrow a prince rebel team racket from far east shopping center... to city hall to look for new earphones n find the dance studio at SMU... WILL BE STARTING DANCIN FROM NXT MON ONWARDS!!! FOR THOSE WHO THINK I CANT DANCE, WATCH OUT :DDDD....

then to bugis to find the orange jacket n shoe i found in hk... but still to no avail... Then lastly to raffles place to find my uncle workplace tat i m supposed to work at ther from nxt mon onwards... but was kana rejected the last minute yesterday... sianz hv to find a new job again... will try to find a suitable job... to work for a month or so.... then to yck lastly to book tennis court for 29/1 cause their freakin hotline nv answer.... LIKE FOREVER!... so irritating....

29/1... Went to play tennis with RJ n james.... at yck tennis court... was damn hot tat day... kana sun burn on the face geez.... then went to eat at kopitiam "nearby"... Then went to amk to accompany rj return his library book... saw an old friend at the bus stop there... but i dont think she rmb me... cause nv say hi... Received a call from Queenie Wong bout my sis appeal... asked bout why she come ny despite enter acjc n other stuff.... hope she dont dig bout me from LKK... or else my sis will sure kana blacklisted.... :)....Then went bac to sch to help out CO again... many new juniors came... n make the whole suona group even bigger... n still no sheng haiz.... zhiwen came bac also jus to collect scores... Seems she has been working the past month...anyway ate dinner with the juniors till damn late b4 return home... There is another relationship tat mite develop in CO again... haha... lets hope it goes official... will not say much or else i will get killed :D....

30/1... today woke up early to send my grandma off.... she goin bac to KL to check up on my great grandma.... Then was hangin around thomsan plaza durin lunch time... My dad returned.... which kinda made the rest of the day kinda depressing again... cause he immediatly gave me the talk bout how i m stupid... Lazy... n not helpin my sis in her sch selection... N bout how my back pain is actually my fault for not sitting properly... well guess i will nv be rite in his eyes so i nv think his words are always rite either... Then went bac to far east shoppin center to return the racket... Then find my way to tanglin tennis court which is like a damn ulu place...to try out the new wilson blx racket n some babolat rackets organized by tanglin tennis school n TFN... Liked the feel for the six-one pro... n the pro drive gt roddick version... kinda like heavy rackets now... N met alot of pros there... n played with some of them... gained alot of experience there....

Then went to wheelock to buy slipper.... but vry limited options for my big size foot.... so went to heeren... which also hv limited options... so went to cine leasure which i finally found wat i wan... An orange Slipper :D bought it... I also found an orange bag which look damn cool also... will save money to try to buy it :DD... Then went to 313 to hmv to buy an orange headphone... ATH-ON300 by audio technica... not reali like to it... but it is quite gd for its price...will post the pics of the things i buy tml... Then went home

Recently... i had gone through a lot of thought bout my life... How i m goin to live with my back prob... A lvl results which i m not confident with... wat m i goin to do after i got my results... n stuff... even how i feel bout relationships... i thought of someone... but seeing how i m now... i m so not in the position to make any advancement... Her standards are so far away from me... Her studies, her family status, her personality, her looks... furthermore my terrible looks n incapability to open with ppl tat not close to me jus pulls me away from everythin... Wished i hv the courage to take the 1st step... i always loss the courage to do many things... thus makin me loss alot too... when i m in sec 4... jc1... n even now.... guess my lonely life continues...

TAG PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD

HK trip part 2...

2010-01-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

Yoh bac again to blog bout hk trip yesterday n today...

Yesterday actually hv planned quite a few events with my cousins... but screwed up alot... one is the movie... we suppose to wake up vry early to watch a morning movie cause it is cheaper... at 9.45am... but woke up at 9am... n when we r all done, it was like 9.30am... which is freaking late... at the end... so watch a movie at mong kok.... which is The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus... kinda hard to understand the movie fully... but the graphic gd... n johnny depp rox! After tat, went to tennis store to see can get anythin like a new racket.... but the price was not much different from singapore... so did not buy anythin... Walk around sneaker streat to find an orange shoe n also a converse shoe... Walk into a lot of store n found alot... but also quite ex... cause i think is quite new... so at the end bought a converse canvas shoe...

Then went to central for brunchner (breakfast, lunch & dinner) at 4pm... Ate ramen... which is reali quite gd... finally saw a decent lookin girl there... but has a bf already... i wonder why i always nv get to see much chio bu in hk.... maybe i stay at far end of kowloon... rarely ppl go... Though i saw a girl which look quite gd too in sch uniform n a comfortable tall height 2 days ago... but i only catch a glimpse of her... so not reali sure......... WTF m i talking bout girls?!

Then went to Cotton On to buy more clothes.... bought a blue top with a hoodie... looks vry nice so bought it... Then went to IFC to buy yogurt to eat n went upstairs to watch the view... After tat, went bac home to meet up with terence n played a few games n drinks b4 slping

Today, did not do much... vry boring... though watch a show which is quite gd called operation love... am watchin now....

At the end, i spent my whole hk trip buyin damn lots of clothes.... The list goes:
3 T-shirt
1 Shirt hoodie
1 Scarf hoodie
1 Jeans
1 Converse shoe
1 Mac Doremon Pig for James
1 2lb of candies for Andre....

Spend a lot lar.... anyway PLS TAG!... would be nice to liven the blog.... Once again... if anyone nd anything pls tell me asap... cause i going bac s'pore soon... BB

Hihi from HK

2010-01-23T00:24:00.000+08:00

Ok... sry for not posting again for a long time... lazy to continue the previous blog... so i jus giv a brief account wat happen... met up few peeps, went for hotel... nice hotel n prom... louse prom king n queen selection... take photos... went kbox at cineleisure ... camp outside plaza sing till mrt start... go home... Photos of prom can be found at my facebook acc....

Then the past few wks n months were quite fun... mostly goin out n stuff... mahjong n band heroes... asked for freelance modelling by ppl thrice... from 2 different companies... but did not go for it... cause it i hv to pay a large sum first to create a profile which i m not willing to pay n my dad disagree with it... So did not take up the job... i m not gd looking anyway... wat is the point...

My bday was quite shit... due to various reasons n cork up... but i wan to thanks jlau n kaijie for at least taking time to come down n celebrate with me n also suyi for comforting me due to the lousy bday.... Also i wan to thank these ppl for their wishes... THX!:

(Not by any chronological order)
Zhiwen
Sherlynn
Herman
Zihui
Dewei
Andre
Jing Yu
Suyi
Veron
Kaijie
Pinli
wan xian
Kaijia
Steven
Audrey
Melanie(TPJC...dont noe who is she but thx!)
renyi
james
wen leng
alina
chee chiang
Kai Jie
Jlau
Chun Hao
Janice
Felicia
Cheyenne
Jack
Yuxin
Aaron Ang
Lynette
Catherine
Marlene
Shu min
Chun Fui
Jessica
Fangyin
Ming Wei
Shiqian
Royston
Jonathan Tan
Benedict Choh
Jolene
Michelle
Peiyi
Renjie
Szehan
Elysia
Wen Ling
n more... sry if i forgot some of urs.... it has been already 3 wks since my bday liao....

Congratz to chee chiang n fang ying for announcing them going steady despite everyone noeing...

N thx to jing yu, suyi n andre for the presents.... appreciate it :D

Oh yea i broke my speedport black racket :((((.... cause was so pissed when i play a match against kenneth... where i was like 10cm away from the net n i still can smash into the net.... Now finding other alternatives... hope is something orange...

Went to Gentin a wk ago with my class... After a few persuasion n proposals... he finally allow me to go... but hv to use my own money... which i lack... so i end up hving a $100 loan with him... It was fun at Genting... abit sian sometimes here n there... but it is cool... Forced to take two rides in the theme park... Was stunned for a few minutes after each ride... Im nv goin to take again.... Also i hate their stupid weight limit for some rides.... despite losing weight i still cannot take the ride... which is like max 70-75kg... I would be like bones if i lose till tat... If yao ming is there, he cant take anything.... :(
Photos are also at facebook... But caught a serious case of cough at there :(

When i returned from genting... my sis asked me to accompany her to Hong Kong to enjoy her last holiday b4 her sch start... but it was kinda last minute n crashed with my class 0810 chalet... which cause alot of conflict n stuff.... Like booking tickets....

Anyway, my sis score qutie gd for o lvl... n choosing her sch is a bit troublesome cause she wan to go nyjc... but my family wants her to go acjc.... she quarrel till like dont even wan to study for a yr... at the end... she put acjc as first choice n nyjc as 2nd... but still regretting putting acjc as first choice... ACJC shirt nice wat....

So went for class chalet at aloha loyang on mon-tue 18-19/1 ... was kinda stupid n fun the first day... bbqin n stuff... celebrating cheyenne bday n wanxian belated bday... playin drinking games with Absolute Mango... end up yujie is totally drunk n octave become bloody red all over... n me totally sober despite drinkin quite a lot too... 2nd day abit sian... cause everyone too tired to do anything... played mahjong though... lost $3... sian... my first lost of the yr... geez.... hv been winning alot the past few months.... my luk tat day mus be bad.... then hv to go home early cause hv to pack up to go to hk on wed early in the mornin... Pics on facebook too!

SO.... after so much rubbish... i m now in HK! Well took the plane in the mornin at 20/1 wed with my sis, vry little on board though... arrive hk in the afternoon... took a long bus trip back to grandma home to stay... then met up with my cousin michelle to eat hotpot at home... b4 i drop dead to slp...

21/1... Woke up damn early... so played the comp abit n went to buy bread at the shoppin centre below the apartment for breakfast... ate lunch at a hk style cafe.... similar to like s'pore hawker center where selling cheap food... ordered my favorite instant noodles with luncheon meet n egg... then went to apm with my sis... bought a few gachapon... n found alot of things i wan to buy....but waiting to find a cheaper one at mong kok which i will be goin tml.... like an orange adidas jacket n an orange nike tennis shoe... Went to a shop called bauhaus where i bought my jeans most of the time... was introduced to damn lot of clothes... which some are nice.... at the end bought 3 shirts, 1 scarf hoodie n 1 jeans.... n my sister bought some clothes... but when we saw the price... tat cause my heart n head to feel dizzy the whole day... HK$4559.... like S$850+... which is like WTF LAR.... 8 pieces of clothes for tat is ex... could not even afford at all... at the end got my aunt to come from somewhere else to help as discuss with the shop keeper to get a higher discount n help us pay for the bill... at the end become $3800+ after using free vip discount n membership card... which is still damn ex to me... made me feel damn shit for the whole day... Ate all u can eat jap buffet for dinner at Yau ma tei... n bought milk tea at there... which was quite ok... cool flavors like caramel.... then went to my cousin house to hang out n visit my aunt n uncle b4 goin bac home....

22/1... today, had to wake up early to go to immigrations... cause my ic expire... ate at another cafe again n ordered my favorite noodles again with egg n beef... nv feel tired eatin tat... the immigration was kinda stupid... was slpin during the waiting time... n also the process is damn fast... wasted alot of time waitin only... Furthermore... from now on... i hv to come bac hk every 3 yrs to keep my PR... WTH! Walk around with my sis at Tseung Kwan O.... to see any gd stuff... like the orange converse shoe... at Tseung Kwan O plaza... wan to buy but nv... Then went to little aunt house at nite for dinner... met up with my other cousins terence n bo heng.... drank abit of beer n played abit of mahjong... totally forgot how to play hk style mahjong.... rules are abit different.... but still manage to win abit against pros like my uncle n aunt who are playing high sets n still win... n they r damn fast... 1 match can be over in like 2 minute... Hell rite.... I manged to win a 4tai for a match an two 1tai... then went bac home....

I will post some photos wat i bought in the blog or facebook soon... If anyone nd me to buy something in hk... pls msn me! or post on blog... I will be goin back on 26 so tell me b4 tat... PLS TAG!!!!!! Will discuss some other things tml... bb!

Prom, job encounter...etc. PART 1

2009-12-20T01:16:00.004+08:00

OK! IT IS TIME TO BLOG MY ULTRA SUPER LONG BLOG POST!
Well, First up will be talking about a lvls...

Well, For a lvls, which is over around 30th nov... quite a blast though... some subjects i m quite confident in is chem... Maths partially confident... Econs, phys n eng is doomed i guess... not say i did not do well... but is guaranteed not to get A so is damned bad... especially physic... i totally screw up paper 2... It is very elementary... n i jus blank out... dartz... but wat done is done... jus wish result will be sufficient for me to enter NUS or SMU.. or else bb Singapore after NS... will try out HK since i hv PR there or Japan...

Prom was a blast i guess... First, i will talk bout the preparation for prom... Let see...

25/11: Went for a haircut at reds saloon by suzan in the morning... 1wk b4 prom to let the hair grow nicely... After tat meet up jlau, kaijie, suyi, n jlau's friend : steffi n caitlin at far east plaza... was kinda late cause lost my way... did not buy anything there but almost buy the full set at a store... the auntie mouth vry glib... say u handsome n blah blah blah.... say i look like the koren guy in the f4 korean drama.... but she say the title wrongly which end up becoming a joke.... n tell the 3 girls in the group to consider me lol... 1 of them jus met me nia....n keep let me try a lot of stuff... At the end, escape from the store as jlau said the things too ex...

Then, went to shaw house to eat pepper lunch... for lunch, by then caitlin left.... thought she seems quite ok... n she dress quite hot... but definitely not photogenic... haha... Well... then went to bugis junction to find some clothes.... met up with some friends there like jinjia... Alot of nyjcians where there... cant stand the urge to shop till a lvl ends haha... I bought my reddish pink shirt n my white pants there... took quite sometime to find... there is one orange shirt i like at there... but was too small... if only i was not tat big size... Would definitely buy... kaijie also bought a bow tie there... after much convincing... pity he didnt wear it for prom. :( would be quite funny haha.... After tat visited illuma raffles city shopping center to find my belt, shoe n jacket... but was unsuccessful.... especially shoe... all dont hv my size ... By then we were all damn tired of walkin n like half dead.... n steffi hv to leave... She was a reali great help with my prom stuff.... Great image consultant if she pursue for the job haha... Then went to marina square to find... finally find the jacket... but was too small to button... but it still looks ok... so bought it... By then, all of us r dead... jlau even say tat after spendin n wasting so much energy n time n MY prom stuff... i will win prom king... n mus share the price with the group... haha will nv win... cause i dont hv looks n the charisma... Then meet up with hui quan to eat at food court b4 leave for home....

My dad was pissed off with tat day cause i went shopping till damn late n still smacked btw the a lvl period... Well like he was nv happy with wat i do anyway... There will be more complains bout my dad for this post... see how much he kills my life...

1/12: Meet up with renjie in the morning to eat breakfast at sengkang... he was 40min late... not surprised but vry sian... ate at mac n chat... suppose to pass me his racket but he forgot to bring...haiz... anyway after tat meet up at jlau's house to see him play raikon for a while b4 heading out to bedok to get his black pants altered... took a long time to find the store.... n there is also the waiting time... so we walked around... buy lucky draw n stuff... then head out to queensway to alter again... n for me to find shoes n belt... found a decently lookin belt... but did not buy initailly cause i m comin again at thu... so decided to buy it as a last resort... then went to ikea eat swiss meatball... yummy .... So did not buy anything at the end... sian... except for a big yellow tweety bird for my sis's bday... cost $62 >.<... damn ex... but she like it... tats gd...

2/12: Went out with my class to buy prom clothes, met up with royston, renjie n nigel at orchard mrt first n walk around ion to wait for cheng long n andre... then head to far east plaza to find prom clothes again... did not find anything i wan though... met up with james there.... then we head to ps to play arcade.... Saw this new gundam arcade which was like a dream come true for me... but was damn ex... is like a stimulation game for gundam n was damn cool... gundam fan dream game...haha... played daytona which i got last position for the beginner mode but 2nd for advanced mode... lol... then played jubeat for 2-3 rounds... which is a damn fun game... got addicted to it liao haha... then went to buy shoe at ps... finally found my shoe... but took a long time... including changin into my white pants to see it fit... At the end, hv to leave early to celebrate my sis's bday... which was a bit sian... reali nothing to do... haiz

3/12: meet up with renjie at serangoon... to go to queensway to restring his racket... n then went to buy the belt tat i saw 2 days ago... finally bought finish my prom clothes.... then went to eat around queensway sc at mac... b4 collecting heung kin n his racket... then went to ikea to buy hotdog hahah... b4 goin back to sch to play tennis with heung kin, andre, renjie n james... wanted to watch zombieland with liesel n friends but did not at the end... cause was forced to go back for family dinner.... damn irritating cause my dad nagged me again during the dinner.... rrrr..... but lucky did not go watch movie either... underage... cannot go in haha....

4/12: Finally the prom nite... Reali did not do much in the morning n noon... was jus starring at my laptop feeling sian.... After tat, changed into my prom clothes n waited for my dad to hitch a ride on his car... but he keep wantin to take pics... which make me sweat a lot n had to on the air-con in the car full blast to cool myself down... he sent me to central to get my hair styled by suzane at reds saloon... around 4... Took a pic after styling...
n then i took an mrt to orchard to far east plaza to meet up with my class peeps... was freaking weird in the mrt cause ppl keep staring how i look... damn embarrassing...

Ok damn tired n late liao... i will continue the story tml.... keep u in suspense haha! TAG PLS!!!!

Back... with a whole new look!

2009-12-16T01:32:00.003+08:00

6 months liao! Finally got feel like blogging... jus changed new blog skin... vry similar to previous to the old one cause created by the same person... HITMAN REBORN ROX!

Anyway i will blog more bout wat has happened the past events... mostly bout prom... end of a lvl... some recent stuff... n some stupid encounters i hv the past few weeks... TML! Cause tml i got interview for a job... so no time to blog now... job details also explained tml....

START TAGGING! I wan my blog alive again! (if is any alive in the 1st place...)

Oh ya, Weight:78.2kg
Jus to continue wat is stopped halfway... i havent gain weight bac... shows the diet is a success... n i now i aiming for 76kg... After checking with my bmi n stuff... Despite many ppls recommendation to stop liao... However, i decided to use exercise to remove the last 2kg of fats.... cause i seriously lack of muscles... k go liao.... TAG AH!

Long time nv blog....

2009-06-02T23:59:00.002+08:00

Weight: 78.8kg

Haha it is a long time since i blog... partially lazy, my internet connection had been cut off for 2-3 weeks.... like crazy n always use sch internet... or else gprs... n during the past few weeks it is chionging SYF for CO and Skill A SPA for my sciences... anyway CO GOT GWH FOR SYF hahaha... kinda late though... it has been a month liao... but finally break my silver curse... invited to play for syf closing cermoney.... cant wait for it.... oh yea n i m still talkin bout my weight.... haha actually i increased weight to 78.8kg... i m siao already rite... lose so much.... well i actually got more to go....

Dont wan to talk the past stuff liao... will take forever... so i goin to talk bout today.... n then i will try to blog more often :D....

Today, meet up with renjie to get his brand new racket!.... the feeling is always great.... for him anyway... waited for him at srg mrt n then head to queensway... along the way... giv me stupid advices bout *ehem* which obviously i hv no hope in.... i did try.... by seems not interested n not working.... i feel like givin up :(.... Then we went to the usual store i string my racket n help him find a racket... at the end he choose a wilson six one too..... why everyone like to use wilson.... six one somemore.... it is the six-one 95.... so we restring the racket to the poly msv hex string i constantly used n tried out the barbolat xcel power soft synthetic gut string tat aaron used... seems vry gd....

Then we walk around queensway for awhile to look at some shoes n bag... since both my tennis shoe n bag hv wear n tear badly.... wanted to buy but seriously no money sia.... stupid treat i hv to giv to my guanyue section cause we got gwh.... shld not hv make the promise at all...

after tat we went to ikea to eat lunch... Saw alot of nyjcians there.... i think i even saw the j1 tennis girl captain there.... well i overspent at there i think... then went bac to collect our rackets n renjie say wan to try out... so we went bac to a club near my house which has a tennis court to try out.... LOVE THE NEW STRINGS :D!.... like the feel alot... generates alot of power.... played with renjie a bit.... but then my bac starts to hurt again.... is like WTF!!!! Now it has evolved to a new prob.... if i jus do any intensive exercise.... it will act up immediatly .... mite recover the nxt day.... but it has not recover for a week liao..... no.... i dont wan to suffer pain for so long again..... so at the end we did not rally tat while since i can play 70% of maximum standard.... cause i hv to move alot n use my waist alot if i use more than tat n it will hurt my bac even more.....

Well tats all i guess.... my room is under repair... cause my stupid dad wan the free polish tat his friend offer i think... so they r now polishin the floor of my room which makes my room damn dusty :(.... I also cut my freakin hair :( damn ugly..... look like some pri 1 boy.... all because my fringe disturbs me when i play tennis.... i decide to cut it off.... now so shit....

I will be quite busy the nxt few days...
4-5 jun : Tennis Camp
6 jun : CO outing plus syco concert
8-10 jun : NYCO chalet....
Hv to buck up on my studies..... so many activities...

I fall in love with tennis....

2009-04-19T23:28:00.002+08:00

Weight= 80.9kg...

Well i finally manage to stand properly now... so i thought of weighing myself to see how much i hv gained.... Turns out... i reduced... LOL.... mus be due to the hopping around with my crutches... vry tiring....

Anyway... I will jus briefly describe wat happen the past few days...

Wed- Went to eat dinner with the co after co prac today... Had a quarrel with ****** after dinner.... i finally shouted at him.... cause i cant stand it anymore.... but then nv did it again i guess.....

Thur- Stayed bac at sch to help build the wack a human mole machine for the carnival on fri.... I think i will upload the pics for the carnival n preparation in facebook if wan to see.... It is me who suggest the idea for the class... got this idea when i went to yjc carnival last yr... Kai li stall is also wack a human mole.... thinkin bout it gives me some bad memories bout tat guy who shouted at me for wackin so hard....... N some happy moments durin the carnival like the haunted house n wacking benedict choh n stuff.... :D I wonder how is kai li n benedict choh doin... shld organize a 6d reunion pt immediately after a lvl.... get everyone bac together again ....

Fri- Watched our tennis team play against SAJC tennis team... say brandon who is an old childhood friend.... but i dont think he rmb me.... neither did i rmb how i met him.... We lost though 4-1.... but it is a gd match cause we manage to put up a gd fight against SAJC... or they... cause now i bai ka.... cant even play tennis... only can be umpire.... Oh yea n this SAJC guy is freakin shit i tell u.... i told u it is out or in... TAKE IT!!!! Insult my judgment for wat.... I tell u if u ever cursed me or something, I immediately giv u court violation using curse words n make u even more pissed off.... But i saw how much effort my team played ... i wan to play tennis so much... n against these ppl... my heart feeled pumped up... damn how much longer then i can play tennis again :(

Then after tat went to watch my class stand.... did not earn much like only 29 dollar like wtf... sian at least we tried making a store... so i want to thx the class for at least tryin to help out for this sl project.....

I guess tats all... tml will be leavin sch early to go vjc for a div... can see dewei :D.... will post soon!! n THANK YOU! for all the ppl who wish me fast recovery... i m recovering fast i guess...( spent alot of money on chinese sensei... or else waste money)....

Swollen like balloon....

2009-04-13T23:56:00.002+08:00

My leg still havent recover till i can dont use the crutches... but hv to return to sch... so went bac to sch with crutches n ppl keep askin me the same qn... wat happen to my feet.... sprain lar.... Anyway, after the last lesson i realise my foot become swollen like a balloon... n is damn red.... dunno wth happen... n also it hurts like crazy.... so decided to go see the chinese sensei immediatly wat happen to my foot.... conclude tat my sprain is vry bad n some veins were torn n those alot of blood cannot flow out of the foot... furthermore... the bruises came vry late n it is everywhere from my foot till 30cm above my ankle.... damn bad.... so went bac home after changing medicine to rest my leg....

I wan to walk again... is damn tiring to use the crutches.... thx octave for helpin me to push me to the chinese sensei on a wheelchair... n returnin it back...

Lives like a drama sometimes...

2009-04-09T23:25:00.003+08:00

Weight= 82.1 (Last measured on tue)

Well... i guess i would not be posting my weight cause i hv to stop my diet due to some circumstances.... at the end i cannot break the 80kg barrier....

Well... my life has been like a roller coaster these few days... my ptm did not went well... n now i sprained my ankle badly 2 days ago... now i cant go for a div cause it takes a month to recover... all those effort i spent on trainin ... hoping tat could at least try to compete for a div r now wasted... like drama rite?! Someone train so hard at the end could not compete due to a simple injury... tats me now... i was so sad tat day... after got scolded by ***** bout it... was :'( in my room .... hating myself for makin this fall n ****** for not even caring bout my feeling now... n now this few days **** keeps givin me lectures n made me feel as if i was there to get gd results n not as a human being.... so angry.....

I m now stuck at home for 2 days liao.... i cant even walk properly... n hv to go chinese sensei for acupuncture n massage to help reduce the swell on my leg.... was damn painful...( n i hate needles....) i cant even walk out off my bed much.... n i even hv to sit down to climb down the stairs... felt like a handicap... i also hv to catch up on my studies for the maths test nxt mon n phy n chem test few weeks later.... i wan to go to japan n i hope my test result would prove my family n my teachers tat i can hold my studies.... n keep tennis .... even though is useless after a month i hv to step down for exam... My diet is still on... but eating more than usual since i stay at home n i nd the food to recover first.... i cant exercise or even walk to at least help to reduce the weight from increasin again... this sprained ankle also cause my diet to go in vain cause i sure increase bac weight for the nxt one month.....

Oh yea i wan to thx zhipeng n tiansheng for helpin me get to the sensei ... they spent their time to accompany me while receivin treatment ... thx alot... n thx to ppl who wish me well... i will try to recover soon...

Damn sad these few days... damn unlucky these few days.... wish tat all these days would go by quickly.... :(((((((((....

Extremely PISSSED!!!!!!

2009-04-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

Weight= 82.7

Broke the 83kg barrier... but is not hanging out... still fluctuating... 74kg wont be a dream anymore if i can hold on.... but i guess i nd to change the remainin fats to muscles or else i will jus be flabby n not fit....

I m so freakin damn pissed to the EXTREME for the past 2 days!!!!!!!! I wan to like scream out loud at ******** tat u nv listen to ppl's opinion or anything.... n always think of the negative of a person.... N U ALWAYS THINK U ALWAYS RITE!!!! U become like tat towards me after *** N tats why ****** hv ur *********.... n his ******* say so.....

Sry i cant revel wat is ******s cause it is a private matter n ***** would soon noe bout it if i type it out......

Well i finally say out wat i wan to say tat is stuck in my heart.... i reali hate goin **** partialy cause of U! I now stay most of the time at sch so tat i can concentrate on my study without getting disturbed by my laptop n seeing U!

Anyway PTM did not go well for me... kinda bad n i most work hard for this whole month in order not to quit tennis, to go japan, n get my butt kicked by *******.....But it givs me a motivation to start studyin i guess.... Yesterday was so bad talkin with ***** tat i cried due to the anguish in my heart.... He stopped me before i go for my coaching.... makin me hv to tell uncle mike at the last min i cant come....

I cant even type a proper blog post cause of ***** .... guess i stoppin here.... so damn F***in pissed......

P.S.: So many ******* haha!

2 days to my hell day....

2009-04-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

Weight: 83.1kg

Jus broke the 84kg barrier.... vry hard.... keep fluctuating but at the end break n almost close to breakin the 82kg barrier... but jus ate a chicken cutlet rice.... wan to see got much effect... Anyway i target liao... 74kg is my ideal weight liao.... n it mus be weighed after i eaten my last meal for the day.... +-0.5kg bah...

2 days to my hell day... urs can guess wat is it... after tat... there will be many changes to my life....

Nthing special today i guess... cant blog much.... tml got phy spa n alot of chem hw... so hv to go off liao bb....

Tired....

2009-03-27T00:09:00.001+08:00

Weight=84.1kg

Short, Sweet ... I like it.... N sry i m not ppl's person n hv low self esteem.... I nv expected to be liked or anything....

Hi Ben Stiller.... poster....

2009-03-25T00:21:00.002+08:00

Weight= 84.6kg

Going down slowly... no choice... i m almost at the limit of my diet.... i m trying my best to reduce... but i still nd the energy... n i almost hv no time to find time to eat my 6 meals.... everyday there is lessons... cca... yar n i nd energy to exercise.... so is hell....

Today is kinda stupid.... Arrive to sch early to do hw.... then hving lecture n lessons.... durin gp lesson... was hving break so was going to toilet when i saw this ben stiller ....board thingy on the staircase... It was him in a security suit in Night at the Museum n was damn cool... it was left on the floor of the staircase n i thought it look cool.... is rare to kinda get these stuff... so brought around with me in sch today... my class is hving fun with it so dont mind.....

Oh yea there this new sandwich machine outside lt4.... at first i thought someone is inside playing a prank like Gotcha... cause i nv see the machine before... but after i saw tat someone bought sandwiches from it... i let a sigh of relief.... tried a bit from friend... felt it taste not bad at all... so went to buy for 1 of my meal today.... but decided not to buy again tml cause i think it is too fattening....

Oh yea thi ha mite hv pox.... i think..... cause i saw his hand is full of blister like stuff which is a symptom of chicken pox.... pls be alright.....

I brought the ben stiller board to the coffee shop with kaijie, suyi n renyi after their co prac to eat dinner.... get my poster a sit then after tat went to order food.... the uncle ask kaijie order wat drink n ask why nv order for ben stiller haha! ok lame... but it look damn cool... now it is in my room... thinkin where to put it.... ok i gtg liao tired bb.....

Sch starting....

2009-03-22T21:57:00.002+08:00

Weight= 84.9kg

Finally broke the 85kg barrier.... hard to do so... i break my diet alot of times.... but still try to maintain the diet.... like minus wat i eat after i break.... finally i broke the 85kg barrier.... but is not obvious.... cause is only like 0.1kg.... would not say i break it officially but for the moment i got break lar.....

Sch is reopening soon... there are still so many hw i hv not finish (especially redoing 9 tutorial.... is vry impossible.... with block test paper too) so hope i can finish it before it is called up....

Yesterday had clayshooting somewhere at the west for pe enrichment.... It was kinda fun.... cause i nv shoot a real gun before.... but kinda scary cause wat if i accidently shoot someone or someone shoot me 0.o..... but i keep missing the target...... nv hit a single one.... i kinda keep close my eyes went i fire the the gun... or i only open 1 eye to see the target.... cause i m left master eye right handed.... i cannot aim with left eye open.... cause it is inaccurate.... thus the target is seems smaller.... Jlau even able to hit 1... while suyi 2...

Then when return to sch... went to check out co.... i entered jus when co ended.... ding lao shi saw me n giv some sacarstic remark of my extremely "late" arrival.... anyway... went to eat at the coffee shop outside zhonghua again for lunch with the co peeps... Then went to take bus with zhiwen, zihui, jlau n estelli.... after tat went with jlau to expo for the adidas expo sale.... wanted to buy a new bag or shoe or tennis stuff.... n jlau wans a new jacket.... at the end all sold out.... was extremely dissapointed.... then we check out the robinson sale.... but we did not buy anything also cause it is extremely crowded... Then i went bac home.... suppose to go coaching... but last minute cancelled due to raining again.... Boring....Shld hv gone to eason.... i nd to get something for my zhong ying suona bf liu lao shi come on wed.....

I guess i hv to rush there immediatly tml after maths remedial.... Hope my diet can end soon.... reach 78kg faster pls :(....

Detroit Metal City...

2009-03-19T23:58:00.003+08:00

Weight= 85.1kg

Going to break the 85kg barrier liao... actually i thought about it n decided to hack with the idea of maintainin 85kg before heading 78kg.... since i can resist the hunger temptations... why not put all at one go n reduce to 78kg n try to maintain it as much as possible... so diet plan will continue till like a div start... cause i nd energy during matches... so cannot eat too little during a div....

Anyway, today i kinda break abit of my diet... but it did not increase much my weight... affect bout 0.5kg....( if u wondering why i can measure in 1.d.p..... i got a cheap electronic balance at home so i measure everyday when i woke up.... cause it is my real weight without any food tat i eaten affected) cause today went out with jlau n zihui.... went to east coast park to find them.... they wan to suntan... but i dunwan.... so wan to do hw during tat time... at the end non of us brought...( i thought jlau would bring cause suntanning is so boring....) So we went cycling around ECP for 2hrs... We rented bike n a double rider bike n a normal bike... the double rider bike is so hard to ride... cause is kinda hard to balance 2 ppl on a bike... cause different center of gravity...but is kinda fun.... Around 2pm... there is sunshine n jlau can finally suntan... but only for bout 1/2 hr.... which is kinda little... but it has a bit of tan on him....

After tat, we went to watch the movie Detroit Metal City at GV Tampanies... wanted to watch the movie since last yr so i drag jlau n zihui go watch.... although it is not as funny as i thought it would be but it is quite gd... considering there r some things in the comic book tat is impossible to copy into a movie.... kinda regret bring jlau to the movie cause he keep saying kao which the subtitle in the movie write when the actor say F***.... n keep making screaming etc. etc.... N I ate a hotdog n nacho cheese n a large cup of ice lemon tea.... tats why i say it break my diet plan.....

We went to eat at bedok after the movie.... ate chee quay, abit of rice n veg for me at the hawker centre.... they sell the chee quay i like alot in chomp chomp but closed down.... N tat is the 2nd time i break my diet in a day.... Cannot continue diet if i keep going out with jlau they all... :(.... ok but is fun today.... nv hv so much fun for a while liao so bb.....

Oh Yea! Got this pic from zhiwen today! took this pic during last sat co games day! This is a family potrait of the NYCO exco members! or at least more than half of it! Enjoy!

A day in sch.... Only CCA

2009-03-18T23:53:00.003+08:00

Weight= 85.6kg ( jus measured after eating chee chiong fan)

Oh yea... broke the 86kg barrier n now in the 85kg region... arrive my target bf "a" division! A lot of delay due to alot of setbacks....
1) I eat at home... n i cant control myself when i eating home food....
2) I eat jap food yesterday cause somehow i hunger for gd food..... Lucky it has not much effect on my weight....
3) I nv shit for quite a while liao... jus shitted haha....

Anyway today is a long day in sch.... i from 8.30am-12.30pm hv tennis training... today was training more on returning of serves, run in forehand n volley... n serves too... Played against weilun n aaron ang doubles with thi ha!.... Was about to lose 4-0 flat.... when somehow we managed to turn back the score to 4-3... but was quite dizzy... cause nv eat much food... n was so damn hungry...

After trainin, went out to buy some bun for lunch n rush off to co to move instrument to LT4... Then went to bathe... n hv a 7hr prac for co... was so damn boring... was playing the set piece for 5 hr... fell asleep halfway or else talk to ppl... Halfway got break n miss tan bought beancurd n you tiao for us!!! So nice! thx.... i end up eat 1 you tiao.... break my freaking diet again.... but it did not affect much again haha!

Too tired liao... dont wan to talk anymore liao.... wan to slp bb...

Oh yea n jeremy hv been taking pics of me without my permission... E.g. playing tennis, slping etc........ Scary.... n vry stupid haha! N I DONT LOOK LIKE A BEAR!!! I stare at the mirror n i cant find anything tat looks like a bear.... even ppl who jus noe me also say i look like bear.... AHHHHH!!!!!

CO Game day...

2009-03-14T22:29:00.002+08:00

Weight= 86.4kg

Yea! Broke the 87kg barrier n now in the range of 86kg.... seems like vry fast able to break the 86kg barrier as things r going now.... then i will arrive my ideal weight bf "a" div... but my back is breaking too... the old pain seems to slowly come bac... although i try my best to surpress it...

Today hv co prac from 9am-1.30pm... came early to help chun kiat with his diying suona... as well as try it out... it is so damn cool... but it is vry hard to play the note pitch accurately... I also missed the tennis friendly matches against the senior cause hv to go co :(....

After co prac... we had another orientation for the co but this round is organise by the j2... We played da feng chui, chicken game n lastly shi zi lu kou.... i try to be high as an ogl for my group... but my group only got the j2 talking to the j1 sometimes or else among themselves... but some tried to blend in like winston n chun kiat so tats gd at least... my team got last though... cause we keep walking... n spend alot of time at the supermarket.... but at least is quite fun... then we had phototaking n stuff... the photos i try to post as soon as i get them :)... Then i felt the distant feeling again (refer the post below...) thus... decided to go home n emo in my room again... haha...

Alone?

2009-03-14T00:39:00.004+08:00

Weight= 87.1kg

Well... i m going to break the 87kg barrier by tml.... so i m almost 1-2 kg away from my ideal weight before a div n 0.6 kg away from getting away from health camp...without getting any excuse letter... n bout 10 kg away from my desired weight.... i guess once i arrive 85 kg... i try to sustain it for one month by increasin muscle mass n decrease fats but remain the same weight... Around june i will start reducin to 78 kg with the diet system again...

Today is career seminar... not reali interesting cause it does not hv the career direction i wan... the closest would be the medical business talk.... so i would not talk bout it... went bac home after it to get my clothes going for the one concert later n my racket.... n went bac to sch for chem...

Today self tennis training i not on form again... but manage to win some doubles game.... my serve still cant find the consistent feel.... still keep changing.... After tennis training, bathe n went to watch the one concert with suyi, andre n their friends.... not reali gd the competition... after tat then went bac home immediately alone....

Boring rite?! I always think whether i reali hv a true friend tat i can rely on totally.... Someone who i can be frank bout my true self with... or care whether i exist... Always everyday in sch or cca... i always smile... talk... or hangout.... but i hv a feeling tat even if i m not there... it does not even affect one bit of ur life... i m jus some "vase" in ur little story... I only wish tat there is someone tat would let me say those true words from my heart... letting me smile when i m reali truly happy on the inside... n giv me the feelin tat i truly exist in this world.... This feeling is the same when i m with my f*****... tat is why i nv like to stay at home....

Sry for being emo...haha!

Well tml is co in the morning n games in the afternoon... long day n i hv to skip my coaching for it... ok signin off

Verge of breaking...

2009-03-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

Weight= 87.4kg

I m in the verge of breaking my diet AHHH!!!! So many gd food in front of me n i hv to resist temptations.... I hate being in a diet....

Today... went to sch early to play with thi ha tennis.... my smash still sux.... cause i cant aim properly.... played with him singles.... but lost to him 3-4.... was about to win 3-1... sudden death.... but suddenly lose badly like siao... 3 games straight... Anyway... was too tired cause i nv ate much for the past few days... no energy...

Then when marking attendance.... then realize tat i forget to bring my file with all my hw n lect notes.... n the survey tat i hv to pass up by today... so i spent the whole phy tutorial... almost half clueless wat mr low say.... n rush off to get my file during break....(-_-)... I also end up eating a CHICKEN CUTLET NOODLE!!!! WHICH I M NOT SUPPOSE TO EAT AT ALL!!! BUT SO YUMMY!!!! tat is why after i ate the noodle... i nv eat for another 6hrs....

Went to gym after sch cause diet isnt the way to reali burn fats.... so went there with ronathan n bump with thi ha n weilun there.... gym for an hour bf hv co exco meetin regarding bout sat event... At the end it rain.... so the floor is extremely wet.... by the time exco meetin finish... 6.30 liao... n still rain a bit... floor too wet.... so at the end went home... (my back is also start to feel quite strain due to the gym.... Tml is a crazy long day... career seminar from 8-1pm... lesson from 2.30-4.30pm... tennis self trainin from 4.30-7pm( i guess)... then the one from 7pm-9pm... Crazy day....

So many issues... ahhh

2009-03-12T00:46:00.002+08:00

Anyway... today nv go pe cause was hving flue yesterday n was quite weak today.... Had a whole chunk of boring lesson so dont wan to mention bout it... Assembly was kinda of ok... cause i got some complain bout the sch.... n can hear some other complains of others which r similar to mine....

After assembly... went to see teacher for tennis matters then went for co... Today co is like crazy... till like 7pm for dazhu.... then at the end missed the whole sectional cause got exco meeting with miss tans regarding bout certain issues.... i guess i hv to master the set piece with zhongying suona bf april... manage to play the whole part once only.... in semi-slow speed...

Tml playing with thi ha tennis ... i think is to train our doubles teamwork n see each others skill... n then tml also hv exco meeting for co again.... Fri got tennis trainin bf the one concert... I still hv to collect my grip tat i ordered from tennis warehouse... Restring my racket... collect n pay the fund for my section, n start to study.... n lose to 85kg by end of march or before "a" div start... so many things AHHH!!!! Not to mention holiday hv crazy CO practice timing- 1-8pm on wed!!! SIAO!!!!!!! So tired :(.....

Flu....

2009-03-11T01:27:00.003+08:00

WEGIHT-87.9

Having a bad flu today.... my nose keep sneezing n leaking damn badly... my eyes also turn red n watery.... could not even go trainin today... so went bac home early to rest....

Today, went for german class during ct... is damn cool.... created a sentence from wat i learn... "Sie sind der swine"- You are a pig.... or something like tat.... keep saying it to octave n got him pissed off haha....

CO meeting during common lunch break... was discussing bout the co camp on sat... Get to be OGL for the 1st group! YEA!!! but the whole meeting i was suffering from the flu....

Late for chem lesson cause was stuck in toilet trying to clear my nose... n was so bad i look like i was crying.... After tat, watch james, renjie n kavan play tennis for 3 hr straight... played abit... thinkin mite help with my flu.... bout no help at all... then had dinner with them plus liesel n andre.... heard this joke n was so damn funny...." Now i noe why octave n score so well for physics, when doing wave questions, he can use his body fats to oscillate to measure for the answer..." LOL.... but it is not funny when i type it out....

Ok... gtg liao i still hving block nose.... but is much better i guess....

Ruined....

2009-03-09T00:36:00.002+08:00

Well my plan for not eating today is ruined by *****.... always like tat so nvm.... anyway he force me to eat... say tat my friend is words r not as trustworthy as his... well watever....

Today hv tennis practice with uncle mike... studied in the club for a while bf going training... during training ... vry little energy cause eat vry little food... warmup n partner derrick for doubles... he gave me alot of advice so thx.... not reali much today... a boring day i would say.... still hv 5 kg more to reduce bf "a" division and 11 kg more to reduce till ideal weight...

Dratz... i also cannot play friendly match against asc i nxt sat cause got co... wanted to play with a higher lvl team... dratz...

I guess tats all... Tag plz!

Rainy day....

2009-03-07T22:13:00.002+08:00

Well today is quite a boring day i guess...suppose to hv sch cross country.... so my dad sent me to east coast park.... but half way it start to rain.... so at the end cancel... waste time going there... Anyway, while waitin for the house exco to announce the cancellation.... was walkin with j lau n ming ling around ... around like 8.30pm.... when is officially canceled... me, j lau n kai jie went around to parkway n walk around... kai jie keep tempting me with food cause i tryin to resist due to my diet.... After a while, yuan yang came n went to food court as they want to eat again... and tempt me again...

Then, bump onto my class ppl ... so i follow them.... end up at KFC n start to make me hungry again... then after tat i walk with j lau n yuan yang again around parkway before meeting up with my class at the arcade to play for a while before going home....

Tennis coaching is canceled due to the rain... dratz... i wan to take tat time to exercise...

Oh yea.... my diet plan is gone...... my dad ordered pizza so i went to eat.... n i gain bac all the weight i lost AHHHHH!!!! .... hv to restart again... dratz... tough luk.... i hope tml tennis trainin will not be canceled due to rain! PLS!!!!!

Post a bit now... bit by bit....

2009-03-07T00:20:00.002+08:00

Well long time nv blog cause recently hv this habit to slp early.... but still make me sleepy in class... dont noe why....

Anyway.... I now starting on my new diet system a week ago liao.... lost from 91.2 to 88.9 for a week... still trying to reduce n practicing self control on wat n how much i eat.... see how much i can reduce to n train bf a division.... I also will be trying a diet on sunday but jus only drinking water for a day without eating anything... will get gastric for sure... but i think i would be able to reduce a lot after this.... then the rest is up to strengthening my body n muscles....

My block test results sux like hel... ( due to not even studying....) the longest time i study for the subject is physics.... which is 4 hr... n is the only subject tat i pass.... cause the paper is damn easy.... i guess i would not be goin to japan... will i think i study durin tat time then....

Jus got a hair cut yesterday... went to jeric saloon tat i intend to go bf prom nite but at the end went to try with royston's recommandation... accidently cut my hair short.... now look so weird haha.....

I try to blog a bit of things each day then... maybe bout a few words or so.... so tat this blog will not die.... tag too.... cause my tag box is dead haha!!!

Strain...ouch

2009-01-22T23:33:00.002+08:00

Jus came back from tennis trainin... my body hurts terribly for this whole week.... Mon & Tue my leg was still recovering from the muscle ache i pulled during last thur training.... tue i accidentally repull the muscle n it hurts again.... wed i trained for 1.5 hr only... n i kana the thigh muscles pulled.... due to suicides.... stretched for like 1 hr to relief the pain.... now i hv trainin again... n my body still havent recover.... ouch.... i even did gym on wed.... on use train on my back n chest muscle.... n they havent recover from the soreness..... ouch.....

Packed with co n tennis training this whole weak... n all clash... miss tan told me hv to put co priority first due to the promise i made bf i join tennis.... guess hv to deal with it.... miss tan also said i turn bad... mr low told her i slp in class.... ahh... noe tat this day would come....

I also met a new teacher.... cant rmb her name but she is assisting teacher in charge for tennis... she damn good.... waited n watch us play till like 9++pm....n talk to us somemore... she play tennis when she was pri sch... n now playing for leisure with the pe teachers.... shes a chem teacher so tell me if u noe her name...

Played with aaron alot this week.... i think he is gd liao.... well at least he got a strong serve now n strong forehand... jus tat he depend a lot on ppl's pace.... something like tai chi... use ppl power to hit bac... but cant produce much on his own... so when play with coach darren, he can play god like.... then play with alvin blocker type, he lose out.... but i think he is gd n a gd asset for the main team...

hang out with j lau a lot this week.... after sch eat dinner n stuff.... ok he is a nice guy lar....

OK hv to slp liao... or else my muscles will nv recover...bb....

My anguish....

2009-01-18T21:46:00.003+08:00

Sry for not blogging.... Kinda busy with the co thingy n my own studies.... But today's blogpost will definetly not be a happy one... This mite be the last post i m typing from my laptop...

-edited- gone cause too many ppl noe this even my family...

Anyway, CNY is coming.... more things hv to prepare soon, a division is bout 2-3 months away i heard.... mus make it to main team i hope.... N HW is piling up n there so many stuff i m not ready... i hope i got time....

I heard from ppl tat lawrence kinda emoing... hope he is fine.... n i hope those i noe who wan to come to NYJC can make it in! (except CURIOUS.... i dont wan to suffer another yr seeing him....)

Bday PICS

2009-01-02T23:26:00.005+08:00

Here r the pics taken during the pt:

sry only hv group pics....

I change a bit of the thank list due to ppl's comments.. take a look... bb

Tml got tennis match against yjc.... I WAN IT AT YJC!!!! I dont like playing in sch!
N then got CO
N then got coaching...
tats all bb

2009!!!! 17th bday over!

2009-01-02T00:22:00.006+08:00

Well long time nv blog... cause too busy n also hiding my blog for a while... now is back!.... if anyone reads it....

I would post pics bout past event during the holidays n OP which i promise to post bout it... but i want to thank these few people who sent my bdays wishes:

NOT BY ANY ORDER AGAIN!!!!:

Audrey
Kai li
Zhi wen
Ziyang & Jing Yu
Suyi & Kai Jie
Estelli
Peiling
Zi Hui
Veron
Renyi & Alina
Lawrence & Sherlynn
Edmund
Rachel
Dominic
Bobby
J Lau & Pauline
Hui Quan
Laura
Marlene
Zhi Yun
Ling Yan
Jeremey
Wee Siang
Derrick
Royston
Xueli
Hilary
Cheyenne
James
Ren Jie
Andre
Hsiang Yeh
Hueng Kin
Shumin
My Family

n those who did but i hv not mentioned.....( sry ... memory vry bad) THX!!!!! U made my bday special.... also wan to say happy bday to Kai Jia n Lou Ann who has the same bday as me n Suyi's cousin whoever he/she is...

But if actaully compare last yrs bday wish n this yrs... there r alot of changes in ppl.... so where r those ppl who send me wishes last yr?! U DONT CARE BOUT ME ANYMORE?! (jus jk :P ......)

Anyway, my new year resolutions for 2009 is:

To focus more on my studies
to kick my lazy habits....
To score well in both my studies n my activities....
GET A GF! (this one is a joke....... but it would be great if i got time)
SCORE FOR A LEVELS!

yar not sure wat is a resolution... but mine would be something like tat haha!

Anyway had a bday pt/ countdown pt on 31st at my house
alot of ppl came...
some unexpected.... n receive many gifts! THX!!! although some r not reali ... nice like too childish or too RA stuff.....
Well, ppl start coming in from 2 oclock.... renyi who came early taught me how to play liar dice which is quite fun....
then the rest of the bunch came n start playing majong, pool, cards, wii n chat....
around like 6pm... went to cut cake n hv dinner buffet.... kinda embarrassed cause i dont hv a bday pt with so many friends like..... Never?! But was quite happy tat my dad n my family actually helped me make the pt successful by cooking the buffet themselves n providing my friends n i our needs without complainz... reali wan to thank them....

Then well hving dinner... some of us remaind n played zhong ji mi ma... added alot of weird stuff like mayo n tomato... kana once though... alina came during tat time n increase the excitement of the game... partialy due to cheering renyi to protect her from the drink....hahah

Then went to the tatami room n sing some songs n play asshole big 2.... while renyi play the guitar.... while soon a lot left n then i went to play table tennis with my class ppl n tennis friends.... then we had count down!!! kind of fun our small countdown... shouting n zi high haha.... had another cake n chocolate fondue to celebrate....

Then went to chomp chomp with hsiang yeh n hueng kin to makan a bit.... took something from there again haha... n then went bac to play with the rest of the ppl staying overnite.... spent 2 hr playing wii wario... n then played taboo .... renyi n alina version! basically... we describe the scenario using renyi n alina as example... usually tend to sway more to the RA stuff..... but it was vry funny.... renyi was like damn pissed n wan to kill ppl liao... Then due to my pleading.... played majong.... I WON like $9-10 ++ if we play real money lar..... n my last hand was like so gd.... Ban se plus pong pong hu plus North feng which is mine n 2 animals n 1 flower.... and also zi muo .... like about 6 tai.... but is 5 max tai... so no choice got $3.20 from each person from tat game.... damn happy.....

Then after tat.... say ghost story till morning then went to new market n eat.... now damn tired.... cause only slp 1 hr.... tml got training.... i would post the pics during the dinner time.... ok so gtg now bb! PLS TAG!!!!

Gd n Bad news

2008-11-09T21:45:00.010+08:00

Well these few days hv been a whirlpool of feelings...
happiness, sadness, nervous....

These few days hv been rushing through OP slides n speech... many ppl came to my house to prac.... or slack... chun fui's group n mine especially... here a

everyone is slacking... i drinking breezer...

my pw group... all scared face camera haha..

eng tuan n i rushing on pw....

Our OP is over at mon... quite tough... i stumble a few words... hope can pass.... Our class photo is also out so here it is:

Well, after tat, we had an outing to Sentosa on thur... suppose to my house but at the end cancelled (yeah...)

OP finally over...

2008-11-03T22:38:00.002+08:00

well finally got the time to blog... well many things happen these few days ... make a brief summary

1) WR finish liao... i think is not realli at its best... but mr loh n our gp teacher help us a lot liao so wan to thx them for helping us

2) my promo result sux... mite kana retain nxt yr ... sian

3) A lot of ppl crash at my house to do PW... but end up cannot concentrate n start playing...

4) I GOT MY SPEEDPORT BLACK! yea!!!! got from a guy for 140... condition is not reali gd... but is the feel tat counts....

5) Chionging on OP these few days... not reali vry gd but it quite ok... today jus finish op exam... i screwed up a lot... well over is over... NO more PW!!!

6) CO has been quite active lately... got the new song for SYF nxt yr... n also hving 2 concerts n farewell party around late nov/ early dec... crashing my house again to make cookies.... too many ppl coming to my house liao....

yar cant rmb much cause slp late these few days... i will try to update more stuff nxt time bb

New Shoes!!

2008-10-12T23:27:00.002+08:00

Sometimes my dad is in a gd mood... it rox... i can get almost anything i wan!... For the last 2 days... he bought me a new watch and a new shoe! Adidas Barricade V Navy/ Yellow.... wanted to buy this shoe for months.... trying to save money to buy it but wanting to use the money to buy the 2nd hand Prince Speedport Black Racket i found in the net... thus use his gd mood to help me get the shoe... n successful ... love the new shoe...

Anyway, had co prac today... it is a month since i nv touch my suona n my tongue, breath n skills has not reali lost its touch....manage to play practice pieces quite easily... now i hv to start practicin if i wan to perform well for syf nxt yr...

After training, went to shop for the shoe with my sis at queensway... took quite a while to find it cause my shoe size is quite rare... 13 actually but i manage to fit in a 11.5 shoe for once... although mite be a little tight.... then accompany her to buy her stuff...

Vry satisfied... manage to fill most of my wishlist stuff so quickly... but i kinda off by somethin i saw at my tagbox at nite today... the stupid 'FOM' term!!!! This term not only insults me, but it is also created by someone tat cause me to lost a lot of my friends at the end of my sec sch life... n ruined it all... n the fault is not me to be blame totally.... i thought i can forget bout it... but it is mention again... n is by a friend tryin to put another name to play a joke at me... damn pissed bout it RRRR.....

Life's kinda fun sometimes

2008-10-11T00:32:00.003+08:00

Well the past 2 days sch is quite boring... talks talks talks talks... vry sian... but after sch is usually fun the past 2 days...

Thu
Had talks in sch bout grooming and interviews... quite boring though but true... n also had a talk about improving the school... boring also so no point talking bout it... bout more than 1 quarter of the class is missing... dont noe where they went... mus hv pon... anyway, Jeremy and eng tuan is our facilitators for the school improvement discussion n is quite weird haha...

After tat stayed bac to do WR till 6pm n was forced to leave the library as it is closing... then went to eat prata with eng tuan n lawrence n meet up xue li to go to my house to continue do PW. Had a lot of disagreements of tat idea n drag a lot of time bf still goin to my house . Went to the basement to do the work... lawrence keep complainin bout cannot do work without TV... so at the end on TV for him... He watched shows tat are for kids like Fairy Odd Parents in Nickelodeon... n laugh like crazy... like ppl with deprive childhood haha... eng tuan is like chionging non stop.... lawrence too but still laughing like idiot... n xueli also did some too... except me who cannot concentrate with TV switched on ...so at the end nv do anything for the WR for the whole day... they left around 10.30pm... this r some pics

Lawrence watching TV while Engtuan n xueli chiong WR

Engtuan totally concentrated on chionging

Fri
Well had more boring seminar talk about service learning in school today... did not absorb anything at all i think... so after talk hv tennis training immediatly... my topspin serve still inconsistent... maybe bout 60% cause most ball go over the service line... n the spin is vry high... manage to hit a few which can jump above the net about 1metre lol... i think so... Train on the backhand today also... about the end of the training... my back start to feel strain so did not try to push myself to run or hit with effort... Damn hot also the weather... hsiang yeh kana sun burn today... the skin red like hell... even though he wore a hat...

Today had the 2nd round of Round Robin selection among the tennis team... got some ping pong ball n a box from the bookshop auntie... she damn kind... let me use stuff for free n help me get a box YEA!!! i will post the result once it is over... so dont wan to talk much bout it...

Due to training, i m unable to help do PW... at the end lawrence n the rest chiong the whole thing... sry ... i will make up by making the slides for OP...

After trainin, went with Hsiang yeh n hueng kin to eat lunch at kovan... we talk alot of stuff along the way, joinin the sat class of coach alvin n stuff... At the busstop, saw a yjc girl quite chio n she play tennis i think cause she holding a tennis racket... damn... she did not take the same bus with us or else could steal some more glimpse at her if she reali gd... sry for being a pervet by tat is guys nature... :P.... ate boneless chicken rice at the hawker centre n met renyi, cheung, izack, gentson, qing bin n Chenglong while eating... then after tat, we went walking around heartland mall... went to sportslink to try on hats... No matter how many times i try... i always look shit in hat no matter how many time i look... Then when we went to world of sport.... hsiang yeh wanted to buy a nice lookin windbreaker... Then it comes to my mind tat hving a team windbreaker would be cool n told hsiang yeh bout it... he approve the idea n ask the shopkeeper can get discount if buy in bulk... It is a red windbreaker with black sleeves made by mizuno.... He sms everyone bout buyin it.... n most of them agree to buy... some disagree but at the end got "convince" by hsiang yeh...LOL....

We then went to KFC to slack around while hsiang yeg msg the ppl about the windbreaker... while me n hueng kin n i use my laptop to look at some tennis video... after tat we went bac to the shop with the windbreaker to take a pic of the windbreaker while hsiang yeh distract the shopkeeper haha... n then went bac home... quite a fun day today...

I guess tat is all for today.. results r coming out soon... sian... scared retain... n then training is going to be hell soon... even got PT nxt mon...sian... sure die liao... n CO prac r coming bac again... hellish scheduels r coming bac ... haiz...

Tennis...

2008-10-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

Well today hv tennis training.... came late due to the traffic jam... end up hv to run 10 rounds around the basketball court as punishment... i only came like 2-3 min late n i kana... damn... Long time nv train liao... only about 1/4 of training i start to feel extremely exhausted liao... Most of the training is about correcting our skills n try to recover what we learn 1 month ago... Coach still ask me why i deproved... i told him cause i spend the last 3 month recovering my back n spain prob... n i did not reali prac much... I guess... anyway it is nice to play without holding bac as my back pains r gone... Managed to do topspin serve well... mus be luck haha....

Then after training had a match against alvin twice and aaron tan... won alvin 8-6 in tie breaker n 3-0 in a 3 game match... and won aaron 7-5 in tie breaker...

For alvin, he is jus trying to put the ball into the court and not training to win the game... as wat aaron say, he is a blocker... His serve is also not fast or strong which allows alot of ppl to kill him with a return... i guess he nd to work hard on tat, overall i guess he did not play as well as used to ... as maybe he bad form i lucky win lar...

As for aaron, it is much harder to win, his serve i still cant get it well when the ball curve, end up hitting the ball floating or so... my volley in tat match also vry weak... Even my flat serve he manage to return them easily... quite hard to win... his serve isnt also vry fast so i can react abit to it... overall i had a much harder match with him than with alvin.

SRJC friendly match is coming soon after they postpone it n i dont wan to talk much about it... scared later kana say wrong thing i kana run like siao again... and round robin 2 with the tennis team is coming soon... i hope could make it to top few as the last round robin i suffer from backache so i cant concentrate to play... now recover should be able to push to the limit... guess tat is all... spend the rest of the day resting on the bed... hoping tat i wont suffer any back injuries due to the training... which hv cause quite a toll on my back... i nd to train my back muscle in order to continue to be involve in sports i guess...

Damn

2008-10-07T01:06:00.001+08:00

even after i post the previous post... i received msg tat there is tennis training at wed ... where is the freedom man...

Changes...

2008-10-06T00:20:00.004+08:00

Well, hv been slacking for the past week... my body too exhausted to do anything or study... anyway... this post will not be about my daily lousy life... more of my thoughts about the recent changes throughout the yr..

Changes always happen even if u dont wan it to... Gd n bad times has passed through this yr...

well, i get to join a real tennis team i had always wanted, met new friends n finally see girls in my sch (i m not horny or anything... jus tat see guys everyday is kinda... boring...) I get to bring my suona skills to a higher lvl tat i will nv achieve jus by practicing during cca... Tennis too... i become an assistant coach for coach mike ... will kind off... kind of slack of due to injuries n studies... hmm my life gets more meaning now i think... these changes r one of the best things tat happened for this yr n i think is one of the best through the whole yr...

Bad changes hmm... i got physically weaker... my body is starting to degenerate(lie...) ... ok my spine gets weaker than before n i cant play tennis or sports without trying to suppress the pain on my hip... everyday feeling painful when i sit, stand, walk... getting even more lazier in my studies than my sec sch... not doing tutorial... skip lectures...(dont tell teacher or i get killed) n screwing up my pw... My social life is like shit now... everyday always got co, tennis, studies, leadership roles(i m not doing my class presidnt job well...) causing me to hv less rest n even time to do my studies n it gets worse nxt yr n the end of the yr... All my friends r starting to get into a relationships i think( tat is a gd thing.... i think) .... Jus recently i heard of another of mine got into one ... nv tell me till now... :P... Anyway, i not doing much about my social life... i thought when i get out of my sec sch... i can enjoy my life than the dull life at sec sch... it didnt n it becomes a whole lot harder... I dont even hv the time to think about girls or relationships... not like i m complaining or anything :P... it is jus tat i m quite depressed bout it....

(cause SHE had already gone for someone else n i jus put a fake smile to her relationship... inside im heartbroken n felt shit..)

Well i guess tat is all... dont get emo after reading this post k?(if it reali does cause it...) I m now hoping tat i can change all this fate into better ones...

OH Yea!!!

2008-09-28T23:51:00.003+08:00

Well, it has been a long time since i blog.... partially due to laziness... n boring life these few days... been chionging for promos (or not...) well my dad FINALLY bought me a new laptop yesterday YEAAAAAA!!!!! although is quite late since i asked for one due to PW and it is now almost 2 months till PW ends... but is gd to get a new one!... My dad finally did something nice for a change though...(although he is cheap enough to get me an older version due to its promotion...) It is a Sony Vaio VGN-CR323/ W ... he bought my younger sis a laptop few months ago n it is 2 version better than mine CR35! Well better than nothing.... finally another wish came true yea!

MY LAPTOP :D :

Anyway, i went to a specialist yesterday for my back problem... had a X-ray and it turns out that i was born with a bone abnormality at my spine when i was born... a bone at my spine is like chipped off or is jus smaller n the support is lower than suppose to be... causing me to easily hurt my spine....or prone to back pains... said i can use this excuse to downgrade from NS!!!!! OH yea, means i can skip NS if i wan to... MWHAHAHA!!!! i always thinkin of ways to skip it... n i already got 1 now... Anyway, i also had inflammation on my left thigh, causing me to feel strain on my legs... Forget to ask him how to cure.. well i guess time will tell then...

Well, my promos condition... screwed... nv study nv attempt to either... except Econs... which i felt i did my best already liao... Tml goin to queensway to checkup on gds n buy another more grips cause my grips r running out liao...n check up on shoes cause i wan to buy a new one... my nike tennis shoe wear out n i left with a new balance and a adidas orignal tennis shoe(if it is...). I also recently nv trained or excesise due to my injuries... n i m getting fatter again! How can i achieve 80kg n maintain my position in the tennis team by the end of the year? Geez.... well hv to study for phy now bb!

Antz...

2008-08-30T23:07:00.005+08:00

Well sch holiday started(a good thing)... Today had my longest sleep ever... 14hr... mus be due to the exhaustion from yesterday... n i was actually woken up by a few creepy crawlies... ANTS! There were like 3 crawling on my arm... n i was like wacking it instantly... then saw a whole bunch on my bed eating something i dont noe... immediatly killed it though... rrrr... dont noe where all these ants suddenly come from... it is everywhere the past few days....

Anyway yesterday was quite a bad teachers day i think... Did not sleep at all since 2 days ago to finish up my wr... went to sch for teachers day celebration... but is not even interesting at all... is something like sports carnival... at the end.. was jus sitting around day dreaming n went to the canteen to eat with royston... at the end missed the mass dance...

Then went bac to aitong pri sch to visit mdm ang n ask my younger bro's studies... the sch added a new indoor stadium now... damn rich their principal... saw a lot of teachers patroling around to stop alumni from crashing classrooms... talked to mdm ang about my studies n my bros n other stuff... then sat at the canteen n wait see got any old friends comin to visit... at the end none... saw a lot sec school kids n pri sch kids... especially pri sch kids... makes me rmb bout my childhood...( i m still young though...) ... all the gd times... where i m still carefree n mischevious...

Anyway, then i went to j8 to eat n then buy comic book... felt dizzy n tired during tat time... say kaili at there... but did not talk to her... wish i did...too tired liao... so went early to tuition to slp... slpt bout an hour n went i woke up, lessons bout to start liao... could not concentrate or absorb anything for the whole lesson... then went bac home to rest n slp liao...

Boring rite.... tats why i dont post much cause my life is tat borin...

My body cant take it anymore....

2008-08-26T00:41:00.002+08:00

These few days i feel overly exhausted... my whole body is extremely weak... I reali nd a full day rest to get bac to study... busy rushing on my wr, eom, studies and social life...AAAH too tired...

Well let see... fri i was vry tired... dozed off during chi lesson n the teacher tried to wake me up 5 times but is useless... PE hv to retake 2.4km... it is a waste of time... i noe i fail already so at the end wasted my energy running... Then after sch hv to wait for gp teacher to check our new proposed journey plan... but she is quite busy so at the end hv to wait for her for 1 hr...

During tat time, i end up running 18 rounds around the sch hall in 20min for punishment for tennis cca... the reason i wont say out cause i scared kana punish if reveal.... Aaron Tan accompanied me thx... but sry to drag u down too... At the end of the run, i feel like fainting liao... Then discussed bout the wr n went for tennis trainin...

Recently, i hv some friction with weilun i think... cant work together... dont noe got wat prob... so
partnered with tian sheng for doubles matches... hope the problem solved soon...

Then i rush off back to srgoon garden to meet up with reg n bing hong to buy bday cake for dewei... then went bac home to bathe and pack up.... and went with reg to shufeng house to celebrate dewei bday... Would not wan to talk much bout it cause got some personal issues... In most cases, i would not even go cause i m extremely exhausted n packed with homework... But for dewei's case, i hv to sacrificed tat and i hope u appreciate it lar...

SaT
I m half dead liao... my whole body aching due to the running and i feel extremely tired... woke up bout 1 pm n realised tat CO is contacting me like siao whether i m comin, sry i overslept and could not make it... although i heard tat lawrence and Johnathan Lau is cocking up story say i pon... slaughter them if i see them... Went to Lido to meet up with dan and edmund n eat lunch... Then we went to plaza sing to play arcade... mostly play basketball machine... due to weak body, my scored arent as gd as the past... then went bac home to eat dinner... n slept early cause i too tired liao...

Sun
Woke up around 10pm n realized i late for PW meeting... n my part of WR is not done cause of the bday pt... My dad sent me to NLB... n meet up with eng tuan n xue li there... i dressed like the most inappropriate there... We went to search for reference... mostly spent the whole time readin the references for information... then around 2pm we went to Bugis Junction to eat n get yujie... met up with Lydia at there.... or she found me there... Talked to her with xueli which is her og mate durin PAE and then we left... 3rd time saw her this yr... unlucky :P... Then i rush off to suona prac at marine parade n then went to library to see i can reserve the old reference book bout Malinowski journey... bumped into elliot n a ex schmate there... Then went for econ tution tat my mum recommend me... end up hving the same tution with aaron tan n kai jia...lol... n for 3 hr.... nv seen myself can hold this long durin sch time... Met up with a lot of old friends tat day...

Ehh i hv no energy to talk bout today liao... but is abit crazy today i would say... hangin out with a few friends... but then i m goin to be damn tired again...AAR ... say so many times tired for the whole post ... now still chiongin on pw... i hate this man...

Off form... off form...

2008-08-16T00:12:00.002+08:00

Well, today sch did not do anything much... except get my wr bac which got some vry bad n insulting comments... had to redo the proposed journey ahhhh!!!! GP and CL test sure fail... Fell asleep during econs lesson... Then went to burghley drive tennis court to play against Cedar again...

Ehh i would say the most impressive match would be hsiang yeh's match... his opponent crystal... is strong i would say... however, get beaten by hsiang yeh 6-2 i think... heung kin lost his match due to double faults again... but he was sick yesterday so could not blame him... Me n wei lun won 6-0 in double one.... our opponent isnt strong... not much of shots for us to hit... tat is why i felt is not realli a gd match... i also not playing on my gd form... i even miss a smash tat would be teh match point... ahh... However, we would realli wan to play against the doubles tat we lost 2 wks ago... The aaron doubles played against them won 4-3... thi ha and karl's match did not complete so not reali sure bout it... after tat, we went to eat dinner at chomp chomp and ate a porridge and few satays... then Hsiang yeh n zhipeng came to my house to watch tennis and play pool... Quite a fun day i would say...

Talked with Joel and the matches against SRJC on 21/8... hope would finish arriving bac to top form n win against them haha... Hv to brush up on my hw now... ok gtg bb...

New Blog Skin...

2008-08-14T00:20:00.004+08:00

Some people say my blog skin look damn emo, so i changed it... looks much better now rite? This is based on one of my favourite anime and manga, "Katekyō Hitman Reborn!"

Anyway, since i did not do much on the national day holidays i would not talk much bout it anyway... only went to change my racket strings for both my Prince O3 Hybrid Hornet and Turbo Shark.... ehh i think it is signum poly spin plus string(grey) and Prince Lightning XX(pink) for both strings... looks kind of gay... but wat is done is done... it looks nice with my hornet anyway...

My Prince O3 Hybrid Hornet

New Strings :D

Anyway, today received my appointment letter as a class president...and a badge... the badge does not look as nice as what i thought it would be dratz....

Lessons boring so dont talk bout it... CO today quite tiring... i screwed up a lot... due to multitasking of suona and sheng...man... i realli wish got new member can increase the guan yue's strength... only got 6 ppl...CMI.... for my section already need 12 members for tat song and we only had 3... Today jus went through the song and then get used to it... i almost accustom to the sheng keys... so after nxt prac shld not hv any prob liao.

After CO, rush for tennis... My performance sux again this week... cannot even play properly... not sure is due to insufficient slp... coach alvin ask me why m i not improvin but deprovin .... it is like a DD graph O.o....i told him i also dont noe why... Also made wei lun suffer with my mistakes... reali sry sry sry... i will get back to my original form as fast as possible....

This Fri, goin to play with cedar again... hope dont loss again like last time :(.... I also nd to brush on my work... so i dont think i will be goin out for a while liao...Guess tats all... Since zhiwen said this is effective... try again: PLS TAG ! :D

Extreme tired....

2008-08-09T01:01:00.004+08:00

Well it is tough for the past few days... i only slept 6-8 hr for the past 3 days.... Jus to chiong on my WR... I even dont hv the strength to attend sch yesterday... tat is how bad i m suffering... well back to main points...

1) CO finally clashes with Tennis!... I hope this day would come later... like around after promos... Damn why is it so fast... anyway suddenly NYCO wan to hv a full 5 hr prac on wed from 3-8pm for 2 weeks... i was shocked when i heard bout it... Furthermore, tennis team selection is nxt wed from 4.30-6.30 to play a friendly match against SRJC on nxt nxt thur... i wan to try out for singles this time for jus a while... in order to be in the singles... mus win against fellow teammates on wed... BUT I CANT ATTEND AT ALL NOW... Trying to find loopholes in it... Anyway if not i think i might be put to 1st doubles with Wei Lun... Haha, if its both us team up is either sure win or sure lose... either both off form like siao... or else damn on form and damn gd match plays...... I think i work with wei lun the best in the whole team...i think...

2) Today national day celebration is extreme boring... spent the whole time playing with zhi peng psp... then went with 0810 to mac to eat... Then rushed bac for tennis training... due to my lack of energy n slp... i was like super super super off form until all the ball is like anyhow flying...Coach today quite pissed off or something... n today's drill vry sian... may be is jus due to my restlessness.

3) Wan to go queensway to restring racket but then at the end go to j8 with zhipeng... we went to eat subways n bump into renyi, ryan, nic cheang n their friends... said hi n we started playin psp again... then we play n play n play n play... most of the time playing lar... at the end went to watch a movie... We watched money not enough 2....It is gd... although the cartoon graphic not reali gd... n it is slightly weaker than his previous workpiece... I used to cry when i watch his movies...damn touching... but now only drop 2-3 tears only... may be is also due to lack of slp or reali not touching enough... BUT THE MOVIE IS GD! RECOMMENDED TO WATCH!!! after the movie rush bac home cause quite late liao...

Well, not sure wat to do for the nxt few days... maybe study or play :P.... I m pissed off with my dad also... Once he arrived home from work first thing scold me idiot... then alot of other stuff for some no meaning minor stuff... always like tat... one reason i dont like to go home... Well tats all... PLS TAG! haha...

ARRR MUS DO HW!!!!

2008-08-03T23:57:00.002+08:00

I kinda gotta get killed by teachers for not doin hw... aarrr i cant do my hw... stupid comp... keep distracting me.... Well today did not do much... forgot to go to watch the tennis lesson coach alvin recommended... maybe go see it nxt wk... went for trainin at 5.30pm... still weakest at the lesson as usual i hope my ground strokes can improve... coach alvin, the new coach n the rest of the team said i hv no spin n pace... i also dont noe why... ahhh... played 1 doubles n 2 singles... won the double with felicia against pauline n shiang ling 4-3 by luck, lose single against 1 guy 2-6 n pauline 6-7... lost due to my groundstrokes again... ahhhhh... the girls keep complainin bout mosquito... not been bitten though haha... i guess tat is all lar...

Dad's bac...

2008-08-02T23:05:00.004+08:00

Well, my dad's bac from hong kong... Not sure is it gd or bad... i felt that it is bad.... some people shld noe why. Anyway, today co prac like vry sian... not realli gd... played friends' psp almost at the end of the prac. But got caught... damn. Played 2 insturments today... suona n zhong ying sheng.... multitasking is hard work... Anyway, went to eat with the co lunch n then go to burghley tennis court to see hsiang yeh n heung kin training. The ppl there so young but damn pro... well tat is wat u get from trainin in spex... coachin tennis at 5pm... i think my skill better than last week... Mon going to play with cedar girls... hope dont lose... lose to girls younger than oneself is damn suay.... many hw to go... sian... Left $250 more to get a black speedport... Well guess tats all. N i m not cute... i m jus some ordinary overweight guy who dont look good at all. haha k bb

Time to start studyin...

2008-07-29T00:06:00.002+08:00

Less than 60 days till promos... hv to start studying if i wan to promote i guess...

Ok today will not hv emo post liao... every time emo post also not gd so mite as well post something good. First of all, my back has recovered... not sure i said it before but yea shld be able to play in top form... but there r many factors tat affect my performance: insufficient slp, tired, last but not least... my physical... Among all the players, I hv the weakest physical... too fat, heavy... would require more energy to move than other player n too bulky... n weak stamina too. ok if this is emo then forget bout it.

Also i helping to coach tennis to ppl on sat for uncle mike ... quite sian cause most r beginner n all the balls fly out.... once or twice there r ppl aroun my lvl... n the ball r hell fast... Earn small allowance from it n trains my volleys but i hope as i get better n got more time... would hope to take more coaching to earn more money n trainin before A division :P. Would wan to sav up to buy a speedport black at end of yr.

I would start to study properly now... cause my parents r scolding me for failing gp n mite force me to quit tennis which is my passion, So I would be studying durin the nite study program in nyjc... Hope can catch up with others in my studies due to my neglect of studies during term 2. I would be packed durin the weekends too cause my parents is also forcing tution on me now...

Today, i studied with lawrence, nigel n their friend during the nite study program... but did not study much today... Cause rushin on econ hw... played with the tennis girls team a little bit but was wearin uniform n i not realli playing serious... so did not win much... haha sry to disturb urs training if i did.

I owe a lot of hw... hv to catch up so hope i can finish by this week. Also tidy up my files n settle all my studies stuff... getting tips from saha also how to reduce weight ... hope to lose weight till 80kg by end of the year... Those ppl which we had planned to meet up, i m sry i hv to delay for a while due to my tight schedule... once it is all done, i would make time for urs :)... ok tat is all :)!!!

Feeling tired n weakn pissed...

2008-07-20T22:42:00.003+08:00

Today finally able to slp well for a long time... slept bout 10 hr n woke up at bout 10.30am... Wanted to prac tennis at nyjc or go restring my racket... but due to laziness nv go. Went for suona training at liu lao shi house. I manage to play grade 3 song quite easily now. 好汉歌 (grade 4-5) liu lao shi said tat i got the basic but all the zhuang shi ying all not clear enough... guess hv to work on tat. I m expected to play this song at the dec concert i guess... Cant wait for my first solo haha. He also expect me to finish learning 黄土情 by the end of the year... wahh grade 7 song leh... too high expectations liao... but will try my best :)

Had tennis trainin with uncle mike at 5.30pm... dont noe wat is wrong with me... all the shot sux... like i was around my sec 3 standard... feel vry sian for the whole trainin. Lost my doubles match 6-2, 6-3... Sry to pauline n xiang ling if u feel tat this match is a waste of ur time... n my partner who tried her best to move haha:) ... vry optimistic girl... or hyper lar...

Kind of pissed off with my sis... she thinks as if she is the queen or something man... today jus take the tv controller from her n she started babbling as if it is hers to start with. She even took my electronic chinese dictionary to used without askin n then when i took it bac n she attitude me. She now even dare to scold my mum as if she is jus another person... hate her for this.... N i bet she would read this post n start tagging something n my tagbox or someting to insult me n i would delete it if i see it asap... RAAAAA... vry pissed off with her...

I nd the slp...

2008-07-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

These few days my body is wearing out, i m not getting enough sleep, my thigh muscles hurt due to tue pe... i cant even climb the stairs without feeling pain. Due to insufficient slp, i start slping in class which i actually wanted to change. I m not coping well with my studies too... i better start doin something bout my studies...

Anyway i lost my match yesterday. Mite be because i was in bad form due to my strained thigh or else kaven has practice too much till tired. However, i m actually quite confident tat we might win tat match. Anyway, wat is gone is gone, still hv nxt yr, make sure win at least a trophy nxt yr :)!

CO hv quite a lot of changes, realize tat i dont nd to play the solo song for the august concert n i dont nd to perform for any concert for now... I was kinda relieved but kinda sad... i wish to perform but i guess i realli hv to train first i guess.

Today, i was empire for a semifinal match. Kind of screwed up cause i cant see without my glasses. got alot of complains... Also today hv A lvl H1 Chinese LC. Kind of easy i guess... but was blur for the first 10min cause was sleeping before. Well tml got tennis training n hope tat my leg recover in time... tats all.

NY Open round 1 clear!

2008-07-14T23:56:00.007+08:00

Well sry for not blogging for a long time. Got bac all my results which is not realli gd cause i nv study :P...

Chem: B
Chinese: C
Maths: E
Physic: E
GP: S
Econ: U

it is a miracle tat i got a B already. Anyway it is over i think i better start studying for my Promos. Anyway bac to main point, I won the first elimination round in NY Tennis Men Doubles Open, 11-5. Partnered with Kaven against Aaron Tan and his partner. I think aaron is pissed and also he is nervous n bad form while his partner is new to tennis thus is the weakest amongst the 4 players. Many people said tat my match is most boring cause not much of matchplay. They say i keep jumping around n keep saying relax to my partner, haha. During competitions, when a player thinks he is the one who bring down the team, he would feel stressed n nervous n would not play well. I keep saying relax cause kaven missed some serves n he keep sayin sry so i dont want him to feel stressed bout it. Anyway, i m empire for 2 matches, 1 is heung kin n wen jun's match and another is some other peoples... then stayed bac to tidy up n left.

These past few days i m preparing for a solo song for a concert at august... got the gist of the song but nd alot of prac to be able to perform for the concert. My suona skills is improving, managed to do hua she already but hv not mastered yet. My hip i think recovered liao so i can play 80% of my top form liao.

These few days i think through also n decided to drop it all, i felt tat it is useless to harbor those feelings anymore, since i get the gist wat u feel bout me. I feel kind of lost already n would not wan to get bac to the feeling for a long while.

Take these photos during class outing at vivo:

Nice ship!

Sentosa!!

Starcruise + The nice ship

I m camera shy! haha

0810!!!! i look extremely fat in the pic...

Round Robin 1

2008-07-03T01:11:00.002+08:00

Well these few days only doing PW. All lessons are canceled to allow us to finish our WR... So today n the day before my pw stuck in the library doing pw... but always got distracted by games and start running around... at the end have to rush at the last minute and pass up at the last minute haha... even played dota ...

Today there is a round robin match among the tennis team. I lost 2 match and win 1 match... nd to win 2 match in order to go to semi-final... Not surprised i lost... i hv not recover from my injured back :(... not in top form... well gota slp now... tml got class outing ... finally yea!

The fun...n the misery

2008-06-30T23:48:00.011+08:00

Well holidays n mid year is over liao... had my fun during the holidays... n the misery of my midyears n other stuff... well i had to blog all of it ... hate it when i blog like once per 1/2 week ...

20/6
Was studying with dewei n shufeng at the club... met alot of friends at there... pauline, xiang ling debbie... Talk with them a little bit during break...Study functions... n then do finish the tutorial... Then we went to eat dinner at chomp chomp...

I would say the most expensive dinner i paid yet... :( ... The 3 of us ate a total of 1 porridge, 2 stingray, 1 lala, 20 satays, 3 starfruit juices, 1 lychee juice, 1 popiah, 1 carrot cake and 3 plates of rice and all this amounted to $51... I ate only the porridge, the satays, the lychee juice, the popiah n carrot cake... But we paid equally ... so at the end i paid $34 with shufeng's fair... then look at uncle mike's training n then went to my house study a bit then left....

21/6
Dewei n edmund called me around the afternoon... said kana caught by security guard at the club... All thx to edmund's thick face... say wat wan to enter the main gate kana caught... made me hv to act a scene to let them enter glamorously... then went with dewei to go to shufeng house... we took a taxi... but lost again... i was nv gd with direction... n dewei said this is a century scam... i always like tat... even if i take taxi i still lost my way... Then at shufeng house studied a bit then went to slp... dewei keep chionging.... the nxt day he was afraid he could not study finish in time... become nervous or something... so talk with him during lunch... hope he score well for his exam...

Ehh mid year i dont wan to talk much bout it cause is all fail i would say.... My maths paper i nv saw the last page... thought i finished... at the end of the paper saw got 1 more question at the back... I shocked like hell...extreme pissed... can get 3 free marks n i lost it... 12 marks lost cause of tat... phy vry hard, chem is quite soso, econ no hope... chi soso also... There goes my chance in staying in the tennis team... hope my parent force me to quit :(...

27/6
After chinese test, Saw hueng kin, aaron tan n the girls playin tennis so i join in... then one by one they left... the girls went to collect their racket... heung kin went to meet up hsieng yeh, then aaron tan n i went to meet up with heung kin n hsieng yeh n went to queensway... i wan to buy grip but i could not find the grip i wan... hsiang yeh bought a baracade shoe n collect his racket along with hueng kin. We bought a box of grip together... got alot of nice colour inside.... then had lunch n rush bac for tennis training... chat alot n hv a lot fun as we return... Today trainin i participated half way cause my hip havent recover yet n felt pain at the earlier part.... then cause hand itchy so still join at the end. Then there was extra prac n did many different training... kind of tiring tat day... at the end was put in charge of extra training... due to exposure to external training...

28/6
Had co prac today... then liu jiang laoshi gave me private trainin today as convenient... he taught me how to do hua she... which i got the basic but i still cant blow properly... n gave me a new song to try, Huang2 tu3 qing2. Tat song is so damn hard.... i dont think is my lvl yet... but he tell me to try it out... nothing much for the rest of the day

29/6
Morning had tennis prac.... My usual partner always not around... so uncle mike ask me to partner one of the girls... she not used to the rule... n i hv to pla against the brothers team... both r stronger than me... sure lose.... we lost 4-0, 1-4, 0-4.... kind of expected haha... then went to east coast park at the afternoon... my family suddenly wan to hv a picnic n hv no choice but to go... but it is quite windy so it felt comfortable... it is quite a good experience... THen rush bac n meet up with hsiang yeh n brought him to the advance class uncle mike ask me to join as extra lesson... during the half court single... i lost all my rounds geez.... hsiang yeh won all of his i think... except when he play against uncle mike... lost 3-6... he is coming bac for the lesson n asking the rest of the team to consider joinin... haha

Well tats all i guess... will blog more soon...

These few days i kind of feel sad n miserable
u hv been ignoring me for some reason
i keep sms to meet up with u
but u nv replied
do u find it irritating is it?
i wan to drop this feeling away...

Ouch...

2008-06-19T00:55:00.003+08:00

Well sry for the rotting blog... cause seriously there is nothing to blog bout the holidays... is like tennis n studying... n tennis n studying... so nothing new anyway...

Well let see last sun i had to play tennis for the whole day... at the end of the day, my whole body ache like siao... My own "private" trainin starts at 9-11am... then coach mike ask him to help him coach his 4pm class... which is my old training class... so i went off for suona trainin from 2-3pm... learn some new stuff n found out new problems of my playing style again... i get too tensed easily... then went bac to SGCC to coach... first time coachin so all my volley all go haywire... get to see my old pals again like wayne... then me n wayne went to try out for the advance class at 5.30-7.30 pm... pauline is in tat class too... played doubles with some unknown guy against 2 unknown guys... i m the weakest amongst them but manage to put up a gd fight of 3-4... lost though... we were almost winning like 3-2... n then we lost 2 games... the match point is like sudden death n i lost it due to... DOUBLE FAULT... is like wasted... wan to bang my head on wall or something... but i manage to play my full potential outside nanyang all the time ... but during trainin at nanyang i felt i play badly... weird... But i manage to do a service ace during the match...

Then mon n tue all tennis trainin... my whole body now is like aching... from the back, to my thighs to my arm... i hv to rest liao... during tue training... i was put in the doubles team... yea!! I love doubles... singles always got tat tense feeling bout doubles there is always a partner to rely on... team up with weilun most of the time... once with hsiang yeh though... mus brush up on my strokes... i wan to be nyjc golden pair >.<....

Today... wake up around 9.15am to cycle to nyjc to pass the girls team the locker key on request of weilun... was like half asleep while cycling there... then went home to bathe n eat lunch n return to sch... studied with weilun, aaron, kaijia, cherlyn n little bit with deanna... till like 4pm n start to play cards like big 2 n bridge... then went to play tennis.... cant play well with the aches n then went to eat dinner n went bac... manage to do finish a chem paper.... an achievement since i hvnt start studying yet... well i guess today i quite a fine day i guess... wish the others all the best for exams n dont be emo... like me :P if i m ... which i think i m.... i guess....

Emo post sry...

2008-06-08T00:31:00.005+08:00

sry i m not much an active blogger... will try to blog more... haha

Anyway, i was thinking about this question these few days... why did i join nyjc tennis team...hmm well it is because i like tennis a lot... i think since sec4 lar... even though i learn for quite a long time... i was nv serious in tennis. I joined tennis when i was younger cause my parents force me to join a sport to exercise... but when i was sec 4, kind of hv friends to play with so change my mindset bout tennis. I think tat is the only reason i join tennis even though i hv CO for cca... but now there are many reasons to pull me out of it... One is my studies... my parents only allow me to continue join tennis if i score well for my exams... which is not looking gd... Another reason is communication prob... i somehow cant mix with my fellow members... tat is wat i feel... i m not bonding with them... n is no good if this goes on... i think i might quit soon... i dont wan to join a team which i cant communicate with ... wat keeps me holding in the team is my passion i guess... sry if this is getting emo... but this is true i think...

Another thing i wan to add... i think i m not making much of friends... my class not bonding well as i wanted... not talkin much with any pjc friends at all[ i hope they still rmb me :(...] in tennis n mshs friends too... i bet my sec4 class more than half of the class dont giv a damn bout me anymore... maybe is because of my attitude... not sure...

Hmm bac to my past life... let see ehh this whole week i hv been practicing tennis almost everyday... reasons cause i wan to improve as much as possible before the age group competition which coach mike ask me to join... playing U18 in my neighborhood isnt easy ... had my first n last trainin with coach remin yesterday... his style of coach is vry different from coach alvin but i think a little bit similar to coach mike i think... kind of like his coaching style :)

Oh yea i went to shufeng's house stay overnight on wed-thur... played majong n cards the whole nite till 5am n woke up at 9.30am to eat breakfast n play again with dewei, shufeng n edmund... i wan to apologize to shufeng for being such a jerk when we were playing during the morning... n to dw n edmund also... But it was quite a fun nite i guess... although i actually wan to study at there...

N today went to watch SYCO concert... pauline, zhiwen, jun yuan, lian kai, mr chew n liu jiang lao shi performing... it was vry nice... met alot of ppl at there too... nyco members, cornie, johnathans, hao qi... Then went bac home with some of nyjco members... they kind of joking with me for stoning around i think...

Tats all i guess... i hv not started mugging so i better start soon... my suona lesson is goin on well learning more stuff like suang tu n 3 lian tu... so dont worry tzw :)!!! i guess tats all...

Returned...

2008-05-31T23:21:00.010+08:00

Well i finally blogged again... my absence is due to goin to hk for some immigration issues n nyjc tennis camp... Hmm i would not talk much bout the hk trip cause i did nothing much at there at all except the immigration stuff... n got new edition aniz... some handphone strap toy i collect when i went to hk 2 yrs ago... got a 4th series aniz and the latest zodiac series which are all translucent ...yea.... only went to shopping centre like apm n one at po lam n elements... nv go to mong kok cause my sis dont wan to go as she was robbed there once... so did not buy much of clothes... bought a new set of Prince tennis shirt n pants also... cause i only hv one pair n my training is like once per 2 days... private and sch... Went to hk after the gp paper which is quite ok n returned at wed 28/5...

90% of my aniz collection

The newcomers

Then at thur i immediately hv tennis camp. At first, we would be doing much bonding stuff n fun tennis stuff.... at the end is extreme hell... Well starting we had some ice breakers i guess... the usual... then is the testimonial match. I teamed up with aaron ang against nyjc golden pair: cj n ben... won 6-4.... i lost a lot of point for the match i guess... the golden pair is not at their best form n not playin seriously i guess... n i made so many mistakes... aaron did most of the work... but glad we won... Zhipeng also won his singles match 6-2 n aaron ang also won another single match 4-3... All our lunches n dinner during the camp r all related to chicken rice... almost eat till sian liao... Then pt was like HELL!!!! We had to run 2.4km, 400 Buddha palm, 100 sit up, climb single steps up n down 5 floors x8, sprint 100m x6, squats i think bout 60, n gym n more... when done was like half dead n muscle ache... Then we had a talk bout mental skill by mr victor n watched prince of tennis anime movie... watched alot of times liao so was kind of stupid... graphic damn extra... well live action is worse so i rather watch anime.... Then we had our lights out... bf tat had a little snack of bread n natella... some of the tennis girls entered durin tat time n ask aaron help them spread haha....

When woke up at fri 5.30am... body is half dead liao... my hp alarm woke up most of the boys n they went to bathe... i woke up again at 6am n went to take a shower n played a bit of table tennis... around 7am, the tennis girls call us to go for breakfast n then help us get breakfast too thx. However, we still late for reporting time even though we wake up early n still kana pumping... morning pt was slaker than thur but still vry tiring, then we had another talk by mr victor bout goal setting n then the guys team went for tennis training, during 10am-12am, we suppose to hv training with coach alvin... but he did not come at all so we practice among ourselves... quite slack n then when we start packing up... coach alvin came n said he thought training was at 12.30pm.... so we decided to hv training for another 2 more hr from 12.30-2.30pm... postponed lunch to later... n was damn hungry... lucky ex-girls cap debbie brought us some bananas... did not feel hungry after 2 bananas... training today was bout approach forehand... i think i did quite ok for this part... considering i m a net player... running to the net is quite done often so i trained this bf... coach did not say much bout my strokes n said was quite ok... but most watch out during net play the opponent might do other things... during 5..4..3..2..1 game... was forced to run alot n was vry tired.... especially in the hot sun... was like hell.... so had 4hr of tennis training... after tat no appetite to eat like tat.... girls testimonial much was canceled halfway as was raining...

then we had amazing race... was in the yellow team... had to do many stuff with flour, soap like in the pics below, contact n water bomb... the last mission was to catch ben... our team got tat clue first n found him at the science block... i started gave chase n rushed near to the library where i lost him... then i heard him shout tat he wont run n realised he is at the 5th floor n went up... he lied n started running again... halfway, heung kin from the blue group caught up n started chasing also... at the end, ben was cornered at the staircase n alvin (not the coach) from my team gave the final tap n we won... At the end, the purple team lost n we threw some weird combination of soap, flour n some other stuff bomb at them...

During break camp, we did many stuff... one is to put arms around each other n say something to thx to the partner at ur right... due to my height ... the person at my left thx me being so tall n make her strain her hand haha.... at the end of the camp... zhipeng's 7 years joke is used like siao during the whole camp... there is 1 girl who had also 7 year experience n we put them together haha... bathe n went to ps to eat with weilun, aaron tan n hueng kin n 4 tennis girls.... did not talk much cause quite tired... N i think tat is all...

Now my whole body still aching... sian... tml still got tennis training n still hv suona training... will i survive... I also thinkin to find a good double partner... i guess the 2 aaron wan to form a double team n i also wan to be in a division doubles... i guess see how trainin goes... hope to find someone would work well with n get the golden pair position from ben n cj... guess tats all...

YELLOW TEAM!!!!... i look like in pain or something

blue team

Purple team aka 7 years team haha

2008-05-31T10:57:00.000+08:00

Jolene tagged me so might as well do lor... sian

Rules :Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves
~Bloggers tagged need to write on their on blog about their ten things and post the rules.
~At the end of your blog you need to choose 10 people you're going to tag and list their names.
~Don't forget to comment on their site that they're tagged.

1. i like tennis quite alot
2. Got addicted to co now recently
3. I wan to slp...
4. I born in the last day of the year yea....
5. i hv alot of ic, singapore, malaysia, hong kong...
6. ATS is one of the best sch life so far...
7. i wan to slp again...
8. i like to collect models n stuff...
9. I love manga n anime alot...
10. I wan to slp la so over lia...

Slping is the whole point of this thing i guess haha....

People I tagged:
Anyone who wan to do this thing!... cause i see alot of ppl do so u wan to do then do lor...

Tired...exhausted...

2008-05-23T00:58:00.003+08:00

Well... long time nv blog... i myself is quite tired these few days... so i try to make things short n sweet now... hmm well tml which is fri after gp paper i would not be in singapore cause i hv to rush off to hk for some immigration issues.... so would also not blog for a while... then when come bac got tennis camp so would not blog for another 2 more days... phew....

Well lets see... last fri went to watch rjc concert with nyjco.... was late for the reporting time cause went to hv a shower after pe... then we went to j8 to eat at subway... along the way i was slping on the bus n i kana taken photo slping.... well bac to the point... was my first time eating subway... so casper taught me how to buy... talk to me n stuff... reali a great help... :). It was nice... nv taught it would taste so good.... mite get addicted haha... though quite ex... Then we took a mrt to SCH.... at there i was stoning n slping n during tat period kana taken photo again... Arrive at SCH n saw many juniors from MSHS n saw shuo han... Concert master for 1 song only.... n mr chew... my sec sch conductor...haha still rmb me... The concert was quite gd i would say.... not reali my type cause i like nice catchy chinese folk songs... n most of their songs r those moody type... n i also dont like those song tat would last like 15min-20min... However, it was gd... i get to hear wat "mi" sounds like... faster than i wat i played... phew.... Then we took some pics bf taking mrt bac home…

Slping in the bus...
n the mrt...
NYCO!!
i look slpy in this pic...

Hmm not much to talk about the nxt few days… Sun went to liu jiang laoshi house for suona training… managed to complete the whole grade 1 syllabus…. at the spot… n 1 grade 2 song…. 2 lesson to complete grade 1… I think quite gd for me liao… consider the fact tat I was weak in my basics…. N he still say I m weak in my basic… hope could use the holiday to train my basic also…

Hmm wed tennis training was about serve n volley… volley would be my prime but not serve… so I cant even make a proper serve to start volleying so was quite sucky tat day… maybe until the end manage to start playin properly…. Manage to stay king for 5.4.3.2.1. single game… using net play… I was put to doubles with aaron ang for nxt thur tennis camp… YEA doubles… my type of game… although I had no time to train with aaron bf the match… on the spot try out lor…

Today… had class com meeting… mine was jus taught how to be IT rep… vry fast 1 hr over… nothing much today I guess… except me vry tired liao… I guess I slp late these few days… I hv to use the time properly I guess durin the june holidays…. Recover all the strength I nd bf sch reopen… train my body… study for the mid year… n also get on with my social life… if I hv any… n also settle finish all class stuff like class t shirt n relay system… n money too… I hv to slp liao … or else tml gp paper also die… so anyone wan anything from hk… ehh send me an email… or sms or something n tell me… I try to get for u… but not free la… k bb...

Flavours of Suona...

2008-05-15T22:57:00.003+08:00

Well, today in sch basiclly did not do much i guess... PE at the end went to play basketball which i sux at it even though i hv the height... then kind of slack slack the whole day... after sch... rush bac home... then went to jia xing as fast as i can to buy the suona book liu jiang lao shi ask me to buy... arrive in the nick of time before it closes.... Then went to eat at long john silver n then went to esplanade early to get a good sit for the concert.... Saw zhiwen n her brother there.... The performance is excellent!!!!! Although i heard tat someone say it was a little too loud... i felt it is perfectly find n normal... Meng Jie is one hell of a player.... i like especially Polka and A Flock of Birds.... Well played with zhong ying suona and gao ying suona respectively... It would take me about... yrs n yrs till arrive his lvl... As wat zhiwen says, i think he is like my idol liao haha....after the performance there was a short interview with him... the interview was quite funny.... It was his first time solo performance as he quoted... and i guess he is kind of nervous during the interview.... I also saw wat yingxiao looked like... said it was the inverse version of suona... went back home n tried blowing but could not produce a sound... weird.... Then took a pic with then i went bac home...

I realli wonder...

2008-05-15T00:35:00.003+08:00

Well, jus came bac from tennis trainin n rushing on my gpp... Today quite a tiring day... after lesson had a lot of cca goin on for me... Around 3pm went to CO to train Johnathan suona... taught him nan er dang zi qiang... although i would say is not time for him yet i guess.... Liu Jiang laoshi is rite, he has not realli master the fingering for Suona, but i feel tat in order for him to learn need to at least give him a song or a phrase for him to learn unlike asking him to keep play long notes which is quite irritating.... Jus realized how my suona skill improve over the 4 years... in the past i rmb i always breathless when play it... hving headaches and strain around my mouth area.... now is like i can play easily non stop for 1.5hr... The sound is better than in the past....

After tat, rush for tennis training.... Coach put me on a match with Heung Kin... with an advantage of 0-30 n also not using his full strength... i knew how physically weak i m... once i got tired... i start to break down... i cant hit properly, serve properly n many stuff... although won by 4-2... not happy with my performance... I felt as if today was one of my worst game n trainin yet.... I was kind of sick n little tired.... n did not play at my best... i think zhi peng can see... I felt tat mon trainin with uncle mike is wasted... i hv to buck up i guess... coach also told me to buck up on my physical training n mental... Reduce my errors too. I guess bac to trainin with uncle mike this sun....

I think i shld be able to plan finish my scheduel by end of this weak... June holiday got many things to do... Mugging, tennis camp, prac of suona n tennis, movie dates, train on my weak body of mine... n more mugging i guess!! haha.... ( part of this post is edited due to some conflict...) tats all...

Why my pw group like tat?!?!

2008-05-14T00:22:00.004+08:00

I feel vry tired liao... i cant tahan my schedule soon... at first i thought i can ... but due to some things... it adds up more stuff to my workload... geez...

Today... i cant even keep awake in all the lecture, whether is gp , econs or maths... got scolded for tat... then during ct... was elected as class president... n my class exco... only i m the only guy... geez... in a class full of guys... all the girls got position n almost all are exco... Thne quite alot of tutorial not done... kind of rush to do during the 1 hr break. Then today got tennis meeting to choose the exco. Hmm at the end, i did not vote anything cause i got chem prac... late for the voting.... Position goes like these:

Captain: Hsiang Yeh
Vice-Captain: Heung Kin
Secretary: Aaron Ang
QM: Thi Ha
Treasurer: Wei Lun

if i not wrong ba...

Haha, i cant hv position for sure cause i hv 2 positions: class president n Assistant SL for CO.... is like Lvl 1 n 3 leadership .... no point get more position... n giv others a leadership postition... Furthermore, tennis is 2nd cca now... cant get any for sure... Then i went to CO... confirm my section instruments condition... some like hv algae on it or something n i hv to blow.... is like wth... i scared kana hand foot mouth disease... Jus learn tat alot of ppl got vice class president position... Then rush bac home....

My PW is gd as dead now anyway... Ask my grp do something nv do... I m the one who do the draft 1 all by myself.... n i m sick tat time somemore... ask ppl edit draft 2 dont wan... ask ppl hv msn conference meeting.... half of the members nv attend.... now i think i will be like doing draft 2 myself again... is like WTH!!!!! i will die.... my schedule is like Tennis trainin (Mon, Wed, Fri, Sun), CO prac( wed, sun for now.... future also got tue, sat too), Tuition cause my mum dont believe i cant study on my own... I can at most manage tat.... n now got PW project tat i hv to do all on my own... where is the justice?!

VJCO concert...

2008-05-10T00:45:00.003+08:00

Sry sry .... long time nv post liao... vry tired these few days... many things happen i guess... Well let me keep things short cause i now also vry tired let see...

25/4
Went out with zhiwen, pauline, estelli, renyi n huifang to buy some bbq stuff for nyco... quite fun the whole day i guess... got trashed by pauline n xiang ling in doubles 4-1... i noe i m no good after all :( ...

30/4
Had NYJCO BBQ tat day... vry fun!!! Almost goin to burn renyi guitar tat day... too bad cannot stay over cause i got serious headache n diarrhea.... went bac home after bbq... my water dispenser end up at zhiwen house still :P

4/5
Had NAPHA 2.4km run... fail by 30s due to stomach ache... walk for the last 3 runs... thus fail... sad case la.... Then went to doctor to check wat is wrong... got some medicine ... diarrhea she says... Then meet up with wee siang at queensway shopping centre to research on class t-shirt... Met shaun at there, a pjc tennis friend.... help me along the way... HAHA thx....

6/5
Had CO prac tat day... n i also decided to join bac tennis... ask heung kin whether can join bac... said hv to trial again... CO prac i ask liu jiang lao shi can private tutor me suona... accepted n will be having prac at sun 2pm... I also kana appointed as Assistant SL... or something like SL for Sheng, Suona n guan.... They say is still a committee position i guess... i thought Lawrence would be... another position again... now got 2 position, class rep n assist SL....

7/5
Tat day went for tennis trial.... a few short rallys n i make it in once again.... kind of tired tat day after rushin on my chem tutorial n econ essay the nite before... feel faint after play a while... Now i got 2 CCA n 2 Position...

10/5
Today... was extremely boring... Chem lect i was like half asleep.... when i doze off tat time... felt an evil aura approaching n immediately woke up... n i was rite.... Mr Low was walkin to our class n start takin photo of yujie n cheng long who are sleeping.... i almost kana taken... Econ test i think i flunk so not much to talk about haha....

Then after tat rush bac home n take a shower n went to vjc... no time to even go to parkway to eat dinner n buy handphone cover.... When i arrive the bus stop, i met with 2 farmiliar ppl walking in front of me.... at first i thought it was audrey n her friend irene.... at the end i dont believe cause i thought audrey has long hair.... so when i walk pass them... they called me n it was reali them haha.... Audrey cut her hair short i guess.... cant recognize... Then i went to vjc music room to find rebecca to get the tickets.... then i met alot of friends like shawn... mjco chairperson now... nicholas, chun yong, bryan, shuo han, Jun yuan, dewei n chin cher who is now in vjco now haha!... then rush down to find audrey n irene to pass down their ticket... talk to them alittle bit... one thing is for sure... i m not gd in talkin to girls publicly... I like talk abit then left.... audrey join fencing too like yuchen... is fencing fun?!?! Tennis more fun la!!! nv talk to them at all after tat.... then went to sit... end up sitting between shuo han n irene n audrey....

VJCO concert RoX!!!! Enjoyed alot... songs like fen yong qian jing, tai wan sui xiang, ju hua tai r songs tat i play in mshsco... brings some memories... n tuo ling ding dang xiang at nyjco.... Their surprise song is wat i learn during vjco camp last dec.... n their encore rox!!! THeir percussion group is also damn cool lar.... jumping around n stuff... Their suona also damn strong... their zhong ying suona can trash me flat down... i cant play the solo part well at all for their surprise song... i used it for nyjc appeal interview n was like shaking alot during the song... tat guy in vjco play it damn nice... their suona is definetly better... i mus buck up to win in nxt yr syf... Also saw rebecca, amanda n ming cong performing... the overal performance is great.... Then i went bac home with dewei.... eat mac bf tat... well guess tat is all... tired hv to slp liao...

Thinking over...

2008-04-23T23:51:00.004+08:00

Well sry for not blogging for wk... kind of life is boring so nothing to blog... well so today NYJCCO exco position is out n they r:

President: Zhiwen
Vice President: Ziyang
Secretary: Estelli
Treasurer: Jingyu
Score Librarian: Sherlynn
Quarter Master: Suyi
Student Conductor: Weijian
Sectional Leader:-
TBY: Zhiyun
Percussion: Ziyang
Cello/Base: Kai Jie
Guan Yue: Pauline
String Instrument: Jun Yuan

Well, i no position haha!... kind of expected somehow... but quite happy as long as it is run properly... Today was quite tired... durin phy prac... manage to dictate the whole PB3 no anomalous solution ans... n answer the question n was released early bout 45 min earlier... Then pe is train for pull ups n jumpin... vry sian... Then gp i was like half dead so dont ask... Then during maths.... almost half dead also so dont ask... Then durin reading program, topic is about politics. Rushed through the answer as fast as possible cause i hv to collect the bday pizza... for Hillary... today is her bday. So after collect the pizza we went to celebrate in the canteen... we not as enthu as other class cause lot of boys our class... so after sing alittle bit we start eating... order to small size... in 10sec... all pizza slices r taken... Then after tat rush to co rooms with some co mates...

I then realised after counting tat class fund is kind of short... so nd to collect again... N when i sms to inform... i received reply like "f*** off la"... i understand u dont like givin money... BUT U DONT HV SMS TAT TO ME RITE?!?! ... somemore is yujie... he has attitude me ever since i started duty i think... ask wan to join event show attitude... i kind of like piss off... i noe tat i dont reali blow off or be vry strict when talking... but if i hv to show face to this attitude ... i rather leave u to rot n die then helpin u do anything at all...! ppl ask me to ignore him... but i hv to no choice no matter wat cause of responsibility... I guess i will hv to be stricter... if he ever dare to tell me anything again tml when i implement the new fund system or even ignore my words... i will blow off for sure.

Then after tat co start n they announce the positions n speeches were made... then after tat was released... stayed in co room cause i dont feel like goin bac home... at the end stayed n went to eat with some co friends at mac... haha was kind of quiet most of the time cause they keep talkin bout external co stuff... N tat pretty much end the day....

Royston discuss with me bout the class fund n decided to use his idea... I use the class fund on some ppl's notes while others dont nd it... Thus, i first apologize bout this matter... I will fixed this method by trying out royston idea... By putting the subject rep in charge for the funds they need... thus the money would be used better... this can also lessen my burden on money issue. I will inform the subject rep bout this issue....

I felt my life is quite miserable rite now... my studies i m not puttin any effort... my ct rep job not reali done gd enough... my scheduel is in a mess... i nd to start doin something or else i would reali be a goner at mid-year...

100th POST! MSHS 50th Anniversary Concert

2008-04-16T19:29:00.007+08:00

Yea! Finally my 100th post... took quite a while... but yea... Well yesterday is a a hectic day... So let start from yesterday morning...

Woke up quite early... to pack up my attire n stuff. Alumni attire is black long sleeves shirt n pants with a sick green skinny tie... though it looks ugly... but it is more outstanding than the pearl white tie for the normal members... which i actually wanted... So many ties... Blue for nyjcco, sick green for alumni mshsco... n pearl white for normal members of mshsco...

Only study in nyjc for 2 hr haha... gp lect n tutorial... Kind of like slping through so not much to say... After tat, went to meet up with renyi n boonkit n we rush off to esplanade for performance by taxi... At there, we thought got provide lunch for us... but only provide for 3 alumni members who r already eating liao... so went to eat at chocz at esplanade mall... 1 sandwich cost like $10... SO EX!!!!.... i wasted like bout half of my allowence already... Then after day, we rush bac for rehersal, went to the alumni dressing room which is kind of small... but got toilet also which is gd! During rehersal, i think i was in my top form i guess... but was too tired n started slping during the pipa song n ju hua tai... Then after tat had a song perform with band... i not sure how to play this song so jus keep playing the same thing over n over again... After tat is break 3pm-8pm!!!!!! MWHAHAHA... yea rite...

At first, the alumni wanted to go to marina square to buy dinner n shawn also nd to buy attire... but in marina square... was called bac by mr chew to hv guan yue sectional prac with him... at the end went bac with johnathan to prac... kind of master the last part of fantasy dance by tat time... When we r finally done, it is around 6pm... which is like wasted 2hr of our break cause of tat.... The rest of the alumni already came bac from marina square n ate dinner at there n was playing cards in the dressing room... I hv to eat the lousy packed dinner provided by the sch... which i threw away immediatly after i ate 1/4 of the set... Went to the mall again with johnathan, deshun, changsheng, shawn n joel was finding a place for dinner... at the end went to mrs field n ordered brownies to eat... kind of delicious.... was talkin bout some nyjc stuff, like today's nyjco election... cause most of us r from nyjc... n some other stuff... met alot of old friends as they past by... Saw a lot of teachers too... When we return... everybody was all upstairs at warm up room preparing for concert... so we dress up as fast as we could... maybe style our hair too...i not reali gd with it... took like 10min in front of mirror...haha... then at there we like of waited for quite a long time in tat room till like 9pm... During tat time, most people take their time tuning... so some of us start to take pics... like those below... After tat, is the performace... not realli in top form at tat time... maybe cause of the clothes im not used too... Kind of screwed up at the C diao for fantasy dance... Kenji n yang lao shi screwed up at their solo part badly... kind of horrible when played... Somemore the backstage crew forgot bout light effects so quite screwed up... Also learned tat Jennifer goh play zhong ruan in the past hahaha! After our performance, we sat on the stage for like 1 whole min... total silent i think till someone shouted encore... is like we want an encore...WTH!!! The real reason we r waiting r most likely waitin for band to come out for the last song... the band thought got encore i think...

At the end, after the last song played with band... had to sing the sch song... hv to sing 2 times... cause got ppl encore... wth... then after tat, kind of take the sch bus bac sch with deshun, kaili... Then at sch we went our separate ways... Arrived home like 1-2am... n was like half dead... Then went 2 slp around 3am...

Today, woke up n was like no energy at all... wanted to take mc but i dont noe where to get so jus go to sch... Was practically half dead... slping in all lessons.... chi was slping like hell... gp was slping a while bf debate came n i become super high.... won the debate although i dont think it is a proper match... PW slp all the way... became the group leader for no reason when i woke up... wth... then for maths slept a while... After tat, had a drink bf went to co room for elections... i decided to go for the president seat... I feel tat nyco is different from mshsco n eoco.... i think i feel tat i would enjoy my 2 yrs in there better than the 4 yrs in mshsco n 1/2 yr in eoco... So would wan to do something in there for the co... Johnathan n deshun encourage me to try i think... although others who also try for it... has like a nice speech n position in the past... mine is like nothin much... but would like to go for it... reali hope ppl would vote for me haha! Jus realised how many ppl in nyco has past exco position.... so many president n vp.... Now rushing on my hw... k here r the pics of last nite...

MSHSCO ALUMNI 08!!!!!

MSHSCO GUAN YUE 08!!

MSHSCO SHENG SECTION 08! (requested by johnathan)

Synergy 2008! 99th post... after a yr haha

2008-04-12T01:20:00.004+08:00

Kind of tired so i try to make things short.... although todays event is quite plentiful haha. Ok early the morning kind of rush cause hv to pack up for the concert today. Performance attire, suona, scores, camera, quickly stuffed into my back n go to sch. PW quite slack haha... group selection is postponed to monday n mr low say my pi basiclly sux...( he did not say tat... but is meaning tat) guess hv to redo... Then chem test i noe how to do all the ques... but i hv no time to do ... dratz... hope will pass ... mus learn how to do faster liao... CL is basically boring... my test got 36.5/70... result for not concentrating during the test haha... Then gp is worse... doing the compre i cant keep my eyes awake... i rewrite a sentence about 3-4 times cause i halfway start to slp n start to scribble words tat doesn't exist... i dont noe why i cant keep away during gp... During econs lect, finally nv slp.... but was daydreaming basically so is the same haha!

Then after tat, went to the canteen to wait for ziyang, was watching ppl playing at tennis court... the tennis team always hog the court... as if is theirs... i also wan to play but always taken... sian... When ziyang arrived, ziyang, lawrence, tai xiong n me went to nearby coffee shop eat dinner... Come bac to co room around 4.45pm n start to help yang qing ppl carry their yang qing down... After tat, immediatly change into performance attire... Then my top button drop... damn sad case... hv to use the tie to hold the shirt together... When waiting outside LT4, my tie got 1 part break... confirm bad omen coming... Then during 5.30-6.30pm, jus waiting outside so can move in instrument for Synergy 2008... alot of pic taking around n around.... got 1 guan yue section pic also. Then after tat, i was put into logistic i think, move the chairs n things, then we dont even hv time to rehearse properly once n then hv to close the curtain of the stage n wait quietly for the concert to start... which is like from 6.40-7.10pm... sit on a dark stage waiting sia... Didnt hv time to even to get a drink....

N here comes the bad omen tat i predicted... Quite nervous i guess... as i screwed up alot of parts during the concert... part of my solo... damn flat... i reali feel vry ashamed after performing... some alumni senior also heard a lot of screwed up n told me... well i hv to start to buck up! Then when moving the instrument out, veron drop my wallet n is like mia for a while when someone found it... Cant blame her... is my fault to bring it out n put in her sheng box.... somemore she is like bout to cry when she lost it... was like i cant stand girls cry... so i really sry to make u worry. Then went to watch the rest of the Synergy 2008... kind of make alot cheering n jeering haha!! some part of the show is funny like when mr kwek, our principal n a magician doin magic trick... N got some guy from project superstar finalist which is a ex-nyjcian came to sing... Dont noe who is he but estelli sure like him... keep shouting ... During interval, hv to move the timpani back to co room... logistic life is tough i guess... Saw alot of friends there too like rachel n liesel. Then at the end of the Synergy 2008, which is actually a talent show, for those who dont noe... two groups tat is made from co members won the best performance price n best teamwork price... HAHA! GD JOB GUYS!...

After tat, a few remained n we went to eat at chomp chomp first, but too full so went mac... did alot of crazy stuff there... n zhiwen keep laughing at me for unknown reason sometimes... once during the Synergy 2008... another during crossing the road... not sure...? but quite fun at the end... Also i got a new nickname i guess something called ball ball ghost... dont noe it has any meaning in it... haha, wan to thx to these few ppl for this fun day: lawrence, zhiwen, renyi, junyuan, estelli, ziyang, weijian & lester& tedson i guess, veron, jeremy, both miss tan... n all co members basically... Shld organize more outing in co... or is it i jus nv go....

At the end, a short summary became a long story haiz... Tml still got mshsco rehersal dratz... Here r 2 pics of today event... the bottom one is stupid:

Guan Yue SECTION!

SPECIAL ORDER! ANYONE ORDER A JUNXI?!...(lame...)

Down again...

2008-04-08T23:40:00.004+08:00

Well today is not really goin well for me... today during chi lesson, had to made announcement to class for the bread of the world competition... ask ppl join, yujie tat guy say it bac to my face to tell me to own self join... kind of pissed off... i dont like to force urs to join, but if this is wat i get bac for forcing myself to work to as a ct rep... u can take the ct rep job if u wan.... Forgot to bring my econ lect notes also... forced to sit in front of lecture hall... verge of slping for the whole lecture... I also nearly lost my suona again... left it at the parade square bf morning assembly... sure get lost if i dont do something bout it... Then after tat, i went bac to mshsco for prac for the upcoming founders day concert... Saw the alumni uniform n it sux so terribly.... i rather wear the algae green china shirt then wear the glow in dark alumni shirt... I played terrible during prac... cannot blow a single note right at all... my own suona is failing me slowly... 3 more days till nyjco concert n a week till mshsco concert... i realli nd to buck up to get back wat i m used to be a year ago... At least i can see the backstage of the esplanade n also get a backstage pass too for the mshsco concert... or i wont play...

I cant believe wat i saw a while ago... i did not expect my heart to hurt so much. I thought i gave up .... but it is still hard for me to let go... if i ever did make an effort earlier ... will the situation be different from now....

NYJCO camp...

2008-04-07T19:31:00.006+08:00

Well sry for not blogging again... was dreaming these few days whether shld do my hw or blog or do some other stuff... n i m like sitting in front of my comp everyday think wat to do for 2-3 hr... then go to slp... like an idiot...

Well anyway finally feel like blogging after staring at the comp for 2 hr doing nothing... Last sat was co camp... well fun i guess... better than my sec sch a lot of times liao.... so at 9am went for co prac... screwed up at alot of parts.... my solo part... which the sch suona keep jamming at high notes... n my personal suona keep playing extremely flat... then at some other parts like at the end... was kind of pissed off... Suona is always so hard to prevent urself from being embarrassed... There is always one part where u get screwed up so badly.... dratz... Then after tat was lunch break, the whole guan yue only left like practically 4 ppl.... lawrence left for his piano lesson... saying tat giv the boys more "ppl"... N veron dont noe where she gone to... other sections occupy one whole row of table... ours occupy only 1 table... n still got space to spare somemore... Then after tat, we were sepereated into groups... play games... forfiets.... like wearing balloon hat for the whole entire day...playing a food game in toa payoh... n i hv to wear the hat on... estelli said tat got some kid keep pointing at my hat when we walk pass... i felt like a total nutcase... tat escape out from woodbridge hospital. We manage to win the food game... by taking taxi to the finish point... n got 3rd for overal results... AT the end, i manage to make new friends i guess... n hv fun... kind of feel vry tired over the days... Wan to thx Group 5 members for the fun day: Renyi, Zhiyun, Estelli, Jocelyn WenYing, Shu min n etc. haha sry if i spell wrongly n the rest of the co! n the teacher-in-charge n alumni... sry if i did any irritating things to urs when we managed to hog a taxi first....not sure i did or not... but jus in case

Then at sun, went back to visit my old tennis training class... wayne n the rest of the batch r still there... so as clare... haha thought she would quit after o lvl... Saw pauline n xiang ling at there... their class is nxt so they came early.... played a little bit of games with those kids... i was given some disadvantages like... my sole was injured, wearing slippers... holding my guitar, hv to spin 1 round after each return, n challenge 3 opponent at the same time... THey dont even spare an injured man... at the end still win :P... Then paid my lesson fee n left... Dratz... hv to go... i still got alot of hw to go... tml still got co prac at mshs n goin to queensway to buy somethingz. CIAO!

Oh yea here r some pics during the camp n some old clips of 0810!:

Our Teacher in charge: Ms Tan n.... Ms Tan....
Group B of water games: A monster (Junyuan), a freak (me), an auntie (Renyi) n a whole bunch of girls

3 retards: junyuan, renyi, me
GROUP 5: A cheekopeh, an auntie, n Girls!!! haha
The whole co!

PS: Zhiwen: Ok, i look weird in tat pic... but funny meh?!?!

Ultimate Bad karma...

2008-03-24T22:42:00.002+08:00

This is like the worse day of my life yet!!! First thing when i go to sch... my bike kana stolen... F***... is like i only park there for 1.5 day n it got stolen so fast... my dad is gonna kill me if he noes... I curse whoever is the guy who stole it... Get bang by car... whole body disintegrate... I wish the sch got a bike parking stand... at least the risk of getting stolen will like reduce by half... I mus suggest this man... Then after tat is phy tutorial... which i forgot to bring cause i thought it would be use to revise bf the test... hv to show him at wed.... Then at phy test... i was like i dont noe how to do lar... die liao... Somemore nd parents signature... Then during pw... hv to collect notes for the whole class... last minute say... rush down to photocopying shop n buy... $3.90 down the drain... Then during econ... i thought the qn discuss in class... at the end nv do .... kana scolded like hell sia..... Then after econs... i rush to amk hub to wait for jia hua for the ticket for he sch fest... at first i only wan to spent $10... but dont hv spare change... so i thought maybe buy $20... but she did not hv change tat time... so she only gave $10 for the time being.... now i left $15 to spent for the whole week... is like die liao!!! Damn i mus hv done something to get this bad day... i hope it would return bac to normal soon...

The conductor finally returned... n left again...

2008-03-23T00:01:00.002+08:00

Well, today basically nothin much la, today i arrive sch early... went to play a little bit of tennis trainin on the wall myself... then at around 1.30pm went to bathe in sch toilet... which is definetly much cleaner n nicer than mshs... Then after tat, was co prac... ding lao shi came bac for a week haha... she came today to conduct... so strict.... i screwed up so many times... especially my solo ... dont noe wat is wrong with me... guess i spent too much time on changing to use gaoying suona on 'tian shan' n forgot to concentrate on the solo.... hv to buck up then.... but she is overal nice... better then lao zhou... :P... At the end, nxt wk recruit concert, i dont nd to play tat stupid maggie mee song yea!!! n also dont nd to play yea!!!!... at the end of the performance... kana raining... hv to park my bike near sch.... tml collect... Return home n played monopoly with my family... once again won... easy to play with my family... but when i play with friends keep losing... weird... k stop blogging bb...

I guess the fun has jus began....

2008-03-21T13:57:00.002+08:00

Well i guess my life in nyjc is improving i guess... it has been more fun... playing tennis with ppl in my class sometimes n some schmates... i trying to get to noe more of my co mates... i guess... still hv a lot more to go... But i guess i m still not a gd class rep haha... teacher ask me bout the attendence i not sure somemore.... i guess it is hard for me to rmb the whole class... N i manage to enter tennis through trials... haha but my mum dont allow me to join 2nd cca... scolded me for tat... thus hv to forfeit my chance of trying to entering tennis team... dratz... well at least i get to play tennis with friends like zhi peng, aaron tan, kavin.... didnt noe he play tennis damn well... well i guess i hv to catch up in my hw... i kind of lack behind stuff... However, i guess i m getting tired these few days... i lost my energy n focus most of the time.... k i guess i stop blogging for now... BB!!! TAG PLS!!!!

Class rep....

2008-03-18T22:46:00.002+08:00

Well today is tiring day... phew... jus came bac from co now rushing on hw... Well today hv lessons from 8 am- 5.30pm.... n only hv 1.5hr break!!! 8hrs of study... maybe not all 8 hr... cause 1 hr
is ct time.... Talking bout tat, i kana class rep... cause of a stupid sports carnival form... i was sent to collect a form regarding bout the sports festival's activities. So i went to ask around blah blah n stuff... During ct time, i was still doing tat... n they choose me... Won by majority votes.... majority is not right all the time!!! Rachel become assistance class rep... well at least she is responsible person... n had height n weight today.... i grew1.2 cm... now 186.2cm... i thought i 187cm... my growth spur is over i guess... n my weight is like OMG!!!! i increase weight again... ahhahah! like now is 95kg waaa! increase like 8 kg.... damn... mus loss weight again... AFter tat, lesson continue then after lessons, i went with lawrence to buy bubble tea n to collect my bike n park it in sch.... Then start co prac!... well the teacher in charge, ms tan n miss tan... both same sirname haha, went to talk to my coach whether to change suona... or buy new one... at the end not realli nd... they also advice me not to drink to much milktea... will grow fatter.... haha didnt noe tat... then during break time... i was somehow invited to a chatting club haha.... the 2 miss tan also joined in LOL!! it is bout the low recruit rate n thinking of ways to improve it.... Cant believe 1 of the ideas is to ask me to wear a bee costume n play.... WTH!!!! another idea is to play maggie mee song.... lol... at the end i did not hear wat is the final decision cause i was dragged bac to prac.... Also heard the both teacher in charge r ex-nyjcco members!!! So loyal!... THen went bac home... I m glad to hv damn nice teachers-in charge haha!!! not like sec sch... so stingy in budget... n dont chat much with students at all... haha

Reborn New Openin...

2008-03-17T19:19:00.002+08:00

Well to start off the new story arc of hitman reborn anime.... A NEW OPENING IS CREATED!!!! WOOTZ.... sang by LMC, which also sang for the 2nd opening too, this song istitled 88. The future arc... hope u enjoy... sry i m an anime freak....

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Holiday blues...

2008-03-13T23:38:00.003+08:00

sry for not blogging again... jus not feeling gd this few days... i felt quite sa n sian... these few days... haha

Well the orientation n level camp in nyjc is quite fun i guess... the disco nite was quite crazy... went crashing in to other groups n get high but is only for a while though... mass dance i think i dance with xueli.... a classmate of mine... lucky at least to dance with a girl... all of nyjc dance nd to at least contact with ur dance partner... so guy n guy dance is vry sian lor... Also went to j8 to eat dinner with ct n the ogls... quite fun i guess... lawerence, octave, james, jeremy, steven, cass, wei ing, pinglee, rachel, xueli, liseal, derrick, hong wu, chun fuin the rest of ct... thx for the blast...

Then the holiday came n everythin became damn sian... i went bac to malaysia for the voting n visiting relatives for the first 3 days.... missed co at sat cause of tat... lost the chance to get to noe them... sian... then come bac wed got co prac... like only me n lawerence at there practicing only WTH!!!!

Went out to eat with dewei at wed too... called me out at last minute n also went to my house to play for a while...Then the rest of the time is like staring at the comp blankly ... one of the worst holiday ever... at least i get to tidy up my room n study table up... can someone get me of this life....

Lazy blogger...

2008-02-29T23:43:00.002+08:00

haha sry not blogging again... well i m kind of busy i guess... Oh yea where was i... oh rite... Lets start from 19/2...

Well when i woke up tat, i received a msg from moe.... lah... when i see i shock till like wtf!!! i got pioneer again which is my 5th choice i think... Even catholic did not accept my entry when i m affiliated n is like 9 points after bonus... i was so pissed off tat day... zijian also called me bout his results too... i immediatly appeal to nanyang through internet... at first deciding not to us CO as a backdoor way to enter... then rushed off to watch jumper with CT08S17 peeps... waited 1 hr for them in the mrt ... i late 15 minutes... they late 1hr 15 minute... n they get away without punishment... majority always wins... The movie cg is nice.... but the storyline is boring.... so after tat movie... i left with zijian bac to his house n then nanyang to try to appeal for him... he wanted to use cca.... however, they said tat they didnt hv the cca he can use his track n field on.... n they show us a list of niche cca members they nd... one is CO.... i think durin tat time n decided to use CO ... no choice... then i also try my luck at CJC... appeal for fun... no testimonial, no talent blah blah blah... jus write the form for fun :P....

20/2
Ten i went bac to pjc for O2... this time i m in og8 n beta clan... although i didnt hang around with the og at all :P... always crash og9... cause it is leonard's og!!! zijian n eric manage to appeal bac to pjc... n crashed og9 to haha.... hv lots of fun lol!!! Oh yea i also went bac to nanyang for audition through CO... rusty n extreme nervous... nv touch my suona for quite a while.... n i did not even practice before the audition... i played suckly durin the audition....

21/2
Well tat day it is station games n war games... helped beta n og9 as much as we can to win...haha myra face swollen cause someone in our clan hit her with a hard water balloon... when she wanted revenge by attackin our clan in war games... i try to stop her la... but then when she look like cryin... i hate girls cry sia... so jus let her pass lor... dont noe she got succeed... Then also, zijian friend pei yun, created og zero... it is for those pae remainders.... i joined in la... but they like super 'hi' created a cheer called captain planet or somethin n do it at a kopitiam durin dinner... i was like reluctant to do haha....oh yea n this day i received the call from nanyang said i successful appeal in ... so fast... i was happy ... but kind of sad when i hv leave my pals at pjc...

22/2
Well this is the last day of the camp... i went to nanyang first to collect the form to appeal out of pjc... then went for the last day of camp... i try to enjoy as much as possible... during mass dance practice... was kana pulled by pei rong... my crazy og mate at pae... now an ogl at jae for og10... make me become her dance partner.... n do the girl part of the dance... cause i still rmb the moves... tat is why kana dragged.... was so sad la... even dragged me to dance durin the campfire... but she is quite a fun girl haha... then i also become cheer ic at the end of the day... shout untill my throat pain sia... My favourtie cheer would be the banned cheer... cause it is kind of vulgar, so nv use:

B-E-T-A, better than the rest.
K-I-S-S, kiss my ass!

wah say tat sure win woohoo... also there is alot of bombing haha... beta clan won the best station games price haha... then we also dance like crazy durin finale.... i sweat like bout 2litres i think... damn wet... then when it is bout to end... kind of cried when they play an emo song... don n zijian too when we giv farewell hugs too... cause it is my last day... let see i hug quite a lot of ppl tat time but also vry sad: myra, zijian, don, joshua, tian feng, eric, leonard, steven i think, pei rong i think, yea if i missed out sry... then took some pic n left... 08S17... THANK U! U HAD MADE ME FEEL LIKE MY SECOND HOME WHEN WE HANG OUT TOGETHER...EVEN THOUGH WE R SEPERATED BY THE SCH BOUNDARIES... I HOPE U WOULD STILL RMB ME :)

23/2
Well i was msg by nyjco to go for prac this day... so when went there, saw pauline... well she is my kindergarten classmate, played tennis with her durin pri n sec days... n now same co... she played the dizi... well so is like i noe her for like 11-12 years... quite a long time... the co is mostly make up off chung cheng high ppl i guess... played 2 songs today... had to sight read all... somemore got a solo part at one of the song... i long time nv play liao n u expect me to be pro... phew... too high expectations... i also made a new friend lawrence( dont noe how to spell)... he play gao ying sheng... why do i make gd friends with gao ying sheng players... first is lk, then is my guitar teacher who got top 3 in the sheng/suona category, n now him haha... Realised at the end same OG n CT as him...lol

Well then my life in nanyang is although not as high n fun as pjc... it is managable... either hangout with zhipeng, renyi or else lawrence ... At cca bazzar, also perform for co... not realli my best performance i guess... still thinkin i shld join tennis too... I aso saw many pri sch friends like rachel, jin jia, wan xing, ryan loh although i see him in sec sch too... I also jus heard tat, kaili n zijian appeal unsuccessful to nyjc... im sry if i took ur chance from enterin or not... i hope there is no hard feelings... actually wanted both of urs to come.... make my life in nyjc more fun :)... Also many sec sch mates... like aaron tan who recently make it in to zhipengs ct... n also saw sikuan... i still dont noe got the rivalry... i jus dont wan to cross path with him still though... boon kit too... I guess i jus settled in...

Then also met up with 08S17 yesterday, to collect shirt n hang around... still a crazy n bunch n had a lot of fun with them... they look so different in pjc uniform haha!...

Ok will blog the rest soon with pics... Chaos

As i grew...

2008-02-16T23:53:00.003+08:00

Well i found this pic in an old album... i think it was taken when i was 5... 12 years ago... wat do u think....
Then this was when i was sec 2... haha damn fat n chubby... beside me is my sis... the difference btw 9 yrs...

Now wat do i look like now? Refer to my past post n see lor... the changes i undergo between this 12 yrs....

Happy CNY, V. day n Friendship day ...

2008-02-16T21:41:00.008+08:00

Well sry i m not much of an active blogger these few days... partially becos i startin to make my models... partially also i m tidin up my room n study area as my new room is almost complete... or else everythin is in a mess... Past few days hv been hangin out with my CT... Many memorable memories r created... i had so much fun... from happy v.day celebration to hangin out with mr tong... i would miss the fun timez with urs :). Creatin a family tree which is actually a huge mess as it consist of gays, incest, lesbian, 3rd pt blah blah.... Vry funny.

Well talkin bout cny... i did not do much actually... no relatives to visit cause all r in malaysia or hk... cant do much of visitin... thus vry little money.... i guess i hv bout $50 to pocket only wah..... Went to watch with my family cj7 with my family at 2nd day of cny... it is ok la... vry touching n quite funny... but the storyline is quite screwed up i guess.... it is hard to squeeze all the scene they actually wanted into a 1h+ movie... although in this movie... steven chow did not do much actin but the kid... I CANT BELIEVE TAT THE BOY IS ACTUALLY ACTED BY A GIRL... the person doesnt look like a girl at all... then at 3rd day of cny visited mr chew, my sec sch co conductor... looks the same to me... gamble a litte at there...

Then it is happy v.day n friendship day... bought a few Ferrero Rocher for my ct n friends… I did try askin ppl out I guess… nv did tat bf in my whole past life… mus be because finally get to interact more with opposite sex I guess after I came to jc… I wont tell who is it anyway… Got rejected anyway… not surprised… I m a below average looking guy… who wold like anyway :P…

Went to sch to see tat there r hvin a mass dance early in the morning… went to dance with some of my friend…. During the fun dance… almost rmb all the dance moves haha… After tat, durin morning assembly, I distribute out the choc… also received some choc dipped marshmallows from jen boon… thx for the gift haha! Although I not vry fond of sweet choc… then I also received some packet choc from chirstine thx! Then went for 1 hr maths lecture… which we used to discuss the class t-shirt… so fast make…. Then nv attended a single lesson after tat till lunch break… Durin tat time, we allowed to dedicate songs to ppl in the canteen. It will be played through the sound system in the canteen. It was Leonard n steven the dj tat time… so me, zjian n Leonard dedicated a song for our class… zijian dedicated some song to his friends…. N many sabo dedication like I sabo jen boon dedicating to her “husband” Alvin a song n the msg is “Lao gong, Happy V.day” haha… so much fun…. Then we took some pic with mr tong n I take with quite a few ppl too :P…

messin the dj machine

zijian, me n iva

me n niece myra... i hv to bend untill so low

younger sister jen boon, me n bro in law alvin

08S17 with mr tong

Then after tat, attended physic tutorial… there is a video recordin of the lecture so we also act durin the lecture… damn funny the way mr lum teach haha… he even disguised as this halfway during the lecture hahaha….
Then I tried wearin it…. N act gay in it…. Mus be the sugar rush from the chocolate… or some joker ghost possess me n made me do this… cant believe I did it… mus be the gays in the class tat affect me AHHH!!!! After tat, cannot tahan n then fall asleep…

After tat, I went to bishan library to return n borrow comics again… met up with jia hua, a friend n colleage at my part-time n exchange gifts… got panda biscuit n some rice bar as gift… THx! Saw some guy at there too… with his gf n her friend…. Don’t wan to disturb their date so nv call him… then went to watch juno alone… it is a long time since I watch movie myself…. Don’t wan to go bac home I guess… it is ok I guess… but too much couples huggin in front of me… n I was like maybe the only loner in the theatre… sian… then went bac home…Hmm yesterday, dewei, reg n bing hong came to my house n stay overnite… we played pool n majong till like 3am in the morning n went to buy food at 7eleven some more… was like crazy…. Slept around 3-4… then woke up by them again… around 7-9 tat time… to play majong again… was like damn tired n still play… then after tat bing hong went home while we went to eat at rk house… n then play again till 3pm… was playin like crazy….lost bout $10+ tat time… then we changed to Big 2…. Won back bout $2.4… cards r my forte I guess… not majong… at the end… I totally loss bout $8.50… sian… But it is kind of a mess in my house now hahaha…. Hv to tidy up… Well I guess tat is all… I wan to special mention some ppl especially my ct… bf I leave pjc I think:

Eric, steven, Joshua, Leonard, Don, myra, zijian, jenboon: Thx for those fun timez… hangin out… eatin… taking photos… makin stupid family tree… urs truly make my days in pjc special… even though I hv to travel so far to there everyday haha….

Zijian: Thx for accompany me to bishan after sch sometimez… or maybe I accompany u while u wait for someone… although sometimez… u keep telling me some girls to u r not so bad lookin… n to me is like damn average I guess….haha!

Jia hua: not realli much I guess… thx anyway for chattin with me a little… n the biscuit too… givin choc does not mean crush k? haha!

Well I guess tats all… will try to blog often… see la 1 post become so long…. In microsoft words… it is like about 2 page long without pic. OMG! Oh yea… n here r some pic with my ct during this 1.5 month J.Sry bou the middle finger

All aboard!

hanging out with mr tong

look there!

After tennis trainin in *ahem* changing room

O lvl resuls... n yjc carnival...

2008-01-29T00:05:00.000+08:00

Well, received my results... at first not nervous... then at the last moment nervous like hell sia... when i take a peak at my eng... saw a b4 i was like "shit... not as gd as i planned... die liao"... Then, reg help me check... n scored 13... i was like close sia.... not as gd as i wanted... but at least i got below 20... for not even study properly during o lvl... i guess tat is wat u get for slacking for 2 years... well i accept the fate....

This is my results:
L1R5:13 L1R4: 10
English: B4
Combined Humanities: B3
Maths: A1
A maths: A1
Chemistry: A2
Biology: A2
Physic: B3
Chinese: B4

so basically 2 of every grade from A1-B4... no Cs... yea... thought mite get a C for my comb humanities cause i sux at it... got a c6 for it during prelims... n i think i nv finish a sbq n a seq question during ss.... n nv finish map reading for geog... still got b3 is a miracle man... close... congratz to zhipeng for getting 11 n the rest of my classmates who score well Oh yea, n i saw pralad teaching at mshs... i was like shocked to see him....gosh... alot of seniors like to go bac n teach...

So i decided to go nanyang as 1st choice, catholic as 2nd... decided not to appeal to sajc... to risky n jus dont feel like goin anymore after URS REJECT ME LIKE HOW MANY TIMES!!!! hate trying n trying n still cant make it....haiz...

Well so yesterday, i went to yjc carnival... invited by zhipeng, kind of got lost at yishun n took a while to find my way... but arrive there in time to hear their co n zhipeng performing... soso la their co... met grace at there... n kaili who ask me to play her class station games...followed zhipeng around n to his store to get some coupons... bf heading out for the carnival... went to kaili game station... saw Benedict there... so spent $4 on their station... their station is called wack the mole lah... basically jus wack the human mole... first round i target benedict only so only hit a little bit he ran away... 2nd round i hit... I KANA scolded by some guy say i hit inhumanly... halo... i hit vry light already... if u wan me to hit hard also can... so when play again... i hit as light as possible... at the end they did not count how many times i hit... so gave me a cow statue as rewerd... but at the end i broke it accidentally... so threw away haha sry... then i went walking around... nothing fun there... then kaili pull me to go to the haunted house with her friend.... waited for an hour for her friend... half an hour cause the ghosts r hving a break n another 1/2 hr queing up... vry sian... chat with kaili n her friend alot... n finally can enter the place... wasted $4 at there sia... so dark... at least u go to real haunted house there will be some creapy light to guide the road... at there is total darkness... cant find ur way .... was like banging on walls n floor... n got ghost boo u ... prob is u cant see the ghost... so wat is the use.... the whole thing is like a dark place with stupid sound... not scary at all... n the 2 girls behind me keep laughing cause of me banging on walls n stuff... at the end the haunted house is a waste of time... after tat, i saw a friend who went to the same tennis training with me... she is senior in yjc tennis team... n vry pro too... in the training saw her quite pro... then after tat, i left the carnival with kaili n her another friend... stupid days... n i apologise for making u get drencehed tat day kaili... sry for following with my stubbornness...

oh yea bf i forgot ... took this pic with gurmit n my CT... came to our sch donation drive YEA!!!!!

08S17 with Mr tong

08s17 with Mr tong n Mrs Tan

08S17 with Mr Tong, Mrs TAn, n GURMIT!!!!

sry for being dead...

2008-01-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

Sry long time nv blog... hv been busy these few days... been through ups n downs... I now at pjc for pae... enjoying my time there.... Well...

I will not talk much bout my orientation camp n potluck leaving ceremony but i enjoy it alot... all the dancing n games... thx for making it fun OG20, dedicated to ruoying n weiwen, my ogl, wing loon, peirong n all my og mates ... even though some of us r not communicating much :)!!!

N now my CT08S17... i fun bunch... with our wacky n crazy CT teacher MR LUM... making us laugh all the time haha...basically we hangout most of the time in sch... during break time n so... thanks to dominic, zijian, jen boon, joshua, don, christine, rendolph, myra, farid, veejay, kash n many more... making it fun in sch too... enjoyed ct lesson with urs... n playing cards n stuff... hope we still communicate after pae...

I also joined tennis as my cca in pjc... actually i wan to join co... but mr chew left so there is no much meaning for me staying there too... maybe will join at jae... but at pae i think i wan to try somethin new for a change... so i tried the tennis tryouts... basically the coach gave us a set of rally, volley n lastly a serve... dont noe i did well or not... ever since my right wrist is wasted after the accident... i cant play long... manage to enter the team with wing loon... trained with the jc2 last wed... was pushed by the cap... i dont noe why he wan me to join their training... i think i m the weakest there... i only manage to pull out a service ace at the alumni during the double games with my cap... I think tat is luk... it hits the line of the box... tat is why he unable to react to it in time... but still got trashed by them haha 4-0.... but enjoyed playing with shaun, mark, n the rest...hehe

I also quited my job... my dad is damn fucked up... he scolded me for working at fri nite.... even threw money at my face...said tat i nd money so much... there here it is... iwas so pissed off... i apologise for quiting at the last minute , manager... family prob haha!!

Well i guess tats all ... here is some pic for the past few days...

OG17

Guys at OG17

Me n Weiwen

Our OGL, Ruoying n Weiwen

Gamma! KANMA?!

Me n ruoying

MR LUM!! WOOTZ!

CT08S17!!! yea!!!

New year...working

2008-01-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

Ok so this is bout new year... well tat day... i went to mos burger to work again... u noe double pay n stuff... i would of couse work if i hv nthing on tat day... so i went to mos burger... n work... jia hua n wenjing n gwen still working... haiz... basicly work from 12-8pm... hv half an hour break only... n got 2 girls keep calling me didi or xiong mao...for dont noe wat reason... n i think one of them rubbed my head when i woke up during break for no reason... i m older than urs k giv me respect la... then i also taken a pic with jia hua during break... kind of ugly... n she say i act shy in the pic... hello? i m a guy...wat u wan me to do put my face close to u is it... i m an antisocial freak... i wont do this stuff... then also after work... pei jeng came n then we had a group pic with gwen wenjing n wei liang... i vry reluctant... dont do this things unless i noe u well... so kind of stand distant when taking pic... they say i emo haha... thx for making new year kind of fun... so this r the pic...

Happy birthday n a happy new year....

2008-01-02T02:39:00.000+08:00

Well my bday is over... gd thing my dad manage to control his temper the whole day n he did not release his anger on me... bad thing... i felt tat i getting to become anti-social day by day... Anyway so well today... i called dewei, told him tat i could not go to meet up with them to celebrate so they called carlton... n which i was still bad terms with him for dont noe wat reason.... then i went with my aunt n uncle to shaw house to buy a new board game...risk... Vry fun to play the last time i played in hk.... anyway... Then i went to ngee ann city mos burger to visit my colleage for a while... jia hua served me tat time so she noe bout my bday n said those happy bday wishes n i went off... Then when return home... we went to the italian restaraunt to celebrate my bday, had a tiramisu bday cake... when singing the bday song... everybody was like lookin at me n heard some said...wa got ppl bday on today also... i was "so?".... So my day at the end was celebrated with my family i guess... Then after the pt... went bac home to play risk with my family till count down ... WON AT THE END!!!.... using strategy to persuade my younger brother to weaken my pro uncle then i trash him n double cross my bro... ultimate talker n strategist...haha... Well n tat is how my b day goes....

K New year resolution... Well ok this yr went off quite bad la...

Well bad things happened:
- Slp in class
- Ignoring my exams n o lvls
- Pissed off a bunch of ppl... tat caused me to be dao by most ppl...
- Pissing my dad off
- Did not score well
- Did not enter the JC i wanted
- Got my hp stolen n also broken....

N there r some gd things:
- Meeting up with new or old friends.... Like from my old pri classmates... to camps like vjcco camp n adam khoo camp n also my colleage where i meet new friends...
- Start working for my own extra income... my parents nv giv me money for anything i nd... so hv to start working real better jobs ... used to tution for only $2/hr n work at my mum office n the pay comes from her... now working at mos burger at ngee ann city... learn new experience n meet new friends...
- Better friendship with a few friends... like jia qi n huan yu... they r not well with me at sec 3 but now quite ok ... zhi peng become 1 of my pals... but due to some bad connection with some other guys... make him suffer... sry... N gals like drey n kai li... i dont talk to them much...at all when was p6... but after meeting with them or communicate... become better friends... n also yuchen who organize the bbq for aitong p6f pals... really thank u... ur a pal tat nv change after all this time... n also... my mos burger colleage... i would not wan to say we r really gd friends yet especially those young girl part timers.... tat always joke bout me... urs vry disrespectful to ur elders sia...tsk tsk...
- Moved to new house... with new room n everything... got my own music room... really wan to thx my dad for making all this possible...
- Getting more sociable... i guess i m not a social guy... but joined quite a lot of camp... n exposed to the outside world more often... although still kind of quiet... but i hope i become more sociable after all this exposure...
- Getting alot of items in my wish list ... well i bought many items i nd in my wishlist... after much saving n hardwork...

PPl i wan to thx:

Chicky, zhipeng, huanyu, shufeng, dewei, reg, co peeps, wen chuen, chia siang, johnathan, freddie, chong kai n others... thx for making my life in mshs vry memoriable... ok maybe not as gd as pri sch cause i dont feel like going there at cny haha... we hv went through ups n downs... some although i hv crossed bad lines with urs... thx for those times in the past when we were still friends... n if u r still pissed off with me up untill now... ur 1 really f***ing asshole... only for a card... urs hv to make till like tat... n my bro is real... if u really dont belive me check on my family background... i didnt fake tat sound... tat is really my bro speaking

Yuchen, louann, joleen, kaili, szehan, rachel, n all other 6f03 aitong pals... thx for keeping this friendship lasting for this 4 years... although some of us went on seperate ways... urs tried to keep on the friendship btw us... organizing n helping on bbq... thus i wan to thx u for all the hard work...

pals from vjcco camp, adam khoo camp, my colleage at work n those i noe... for even jus talking to me... n giv some impact to my life even if it is little... thx...

N i wan to thx drey... for talking to me n chattting with me even during ur o lvl... gd friends k!! UR bday present pls collect from me asap... i hold vry long liao... always go oversea or got exams... i dont like owe ppl things u noe... U help me when i m down... if i did... talk bout co n stuff n also hang out. Thus, really wan to thank u n apologise if i had trouble u ... n for those ppl who think tat i had a crush for this person... or she is my gf... dream on... i m still single... n still hv a childish mind which thinks bout games, models n comic... so dont be like my immature sis n do stupid stuff....

N maybe kaili n yuchen also who talk to me quite much around the end of the year... thx for the advice bout girls, kaili... although i dont think it would help me much anyway :P... hope u would really seriously start think differently bout relationship or guys... put me on the list if u do k?! jus jking haha!!!

THings to improve on n hopes on 2008:

Well basicly jus wan to improve my social skills with girls especially, always bad with girls... hard to even speak up to them... n also really buck up on my studies... i m lucky to even stay on jc ... i actually barely go to poly... thus mus concentrate... n ehh make new friends... save n earn more money... LOSE WEIGHT...cant lose weight for the whole of last year... so better do this year... n also get the things on my wishlist la.... N peace n quiet in my family... my family is always brawling here n there, especially my dad... yup so tat is all

Thank u!!!!

2008-01-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

Well i jus wan to thx all those ppl who has sent me birthday wishes... SO they r

NOT BY ANY ORDER! (maybe except for the first 3...)

- kaili , first person sent me cause chatting with her.
- wei xing, my manager
- binghong, both who sent a few minutes later....
- yuchen
- jolene
- edmund
- dewei
- daryl
- jack
- chicky
- renzhi
- reg
- my family
- ehh pei juen
- gwen
- nesh
- jia hua
- wenjing... vry late one...
- shufeng if he did
- rebecca
- herman
- serene, reg mom, even if idont noe u well
- renyi
- michelle

n all those who did but i forgot to mention pls tell me :P some by hp but i renew sim card so lost all contact since hp spoil also... So i also wish each of urs too a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :)

Bday eve...

2007-12-31T02:31:00.000+08:00

Well tml is my bday... although i would say finally... i hv to wait till last of the year for this... but isnt such a gd idea.... my friends wan to hang out with me tml... but my dad's forbid me to go out... wan to hv dinner with me tml... n i dont think my friend wan to hang out with my dad... i guess i hv to reject their offer... although i really dont wan too... it is always like this like last year... I wan to go countdown n stuff like other ppl... but my dad doesnt allow it... like last year i tried to go countdown with my friends... it end up being with my dad throwing his temper n sarcasm... I guess in order to protect them from receiving this situation again... i hv to explain the situation.... to them n cancel the trip...

Anyway today at work is like any other old days... cs duty again... got jokes from wenjing n friends again etc... hv to get delivery from ps... travel all the way there... phew... Got some ppl noe my bday after i told them... some wish me all the best n stuff so thx anyway... Then rushed back home for the 2nd housewarming pt ... another boring event... played a little bit of pool with my dad's friend... tats all... not much of fun anyway since i didnt invite any friend along... too troublesome n daddy's issue... seriously i had ever thought of leaving the house many time... but i nd the food, money n education... or else i would seriously step out... he scold me for the slightest issue... calling me idiot, stupid n stuff... n he is jus to RRRR... cant stand it...

Everytime i think bout my bday... i seldom hv happiness in it... when i was small i always share my bday with my sis... my bday cake n things... it is nv once junxi's bday cake, it is always shared... When i grow up, i wan to celebrate with some friends for a while, my dad took the freedom away from me... i seldom had a happy bday.... life's tough i guess... a friend said tat i had pre menstrul stress or something... maybe she is rite... well since new year is coming... n i had to work tat day too damn.... time to write new year resolution n wishes.... SO I wish everyone A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! :) And wish lou ann a happy bday to u!

Lives nowadays...part 2

2007-12-29T01:58:00.000+08:00

Well jus talk bout work today before moving on to things happen the past few days... today... saw lydia again... she always go to taka i also dont noe why... she say she here to see me... i thought otherwise... so anyway work is not as tough in mos today... there r less customer as xmas is over... but bad customer today... there is a pair of custoner... one order wrongly blame us... at the end i hv to pay for her upgrade from normal burger to rice burger... one say bread not nice looking so one to change... wan to wack them up sia... but customer always rite so no choice la... uncle albert's family also visit me... my uncle's friends so tat one nvm... n there is one auntie keep call me di di... at the end... everybody start calling me tat... even those younger than me like wenjing... say back " hey, i older than u by 2 years ok?" actually wan to say back her auntie haha...

Well so bac to the past few events... My relatives from hk came to my house to stay... at 18/12 was my grandma n 2nd elder auntie... 20/12 was my eldest auntie n uncle n his son which is my couz terence... but no time to attend to them as hv to go to work those few days too. at 22/12 was my little auntie n uncle with their daughter n son... n my eldest auntie daughter, michelle... Well so basiclly my eldest auntie n uncle n terence visited me at work tat 21/12 n my sis n michelle went to visit me at the 23/12... they keep taking pic damn irritating... so at 21/12, after work ... me n terence went to swee lee at sim drive...to look for stuff for my home studio room n a new electric guitar...(finally my dad would help me to buy)... we selected some things before we headed back... there is quite a big showroom... bigger than all the stores i seen so far...

Then we had a house warming pt at 23/12... i did not invite anyone cause i think tat my dad would be pissed with their attitude so better dont bring... old neighbours n old friends of my dad came... my sis classmate also came... dont care much bout them anyway... well basicly i jus played guitar hero 3 during the whole pt... bo heng helped me complete the game when i not around... he is a game freak... so this stuff cant bother him... There is also a piniata... which is very stupid... use a tennis racket to hit it... The pt isnt fun anyway...

Oh yea... i also brought terence for lan few times... played dota n battlefield 2... but hv to lie to my family said tat we go to coffeeshop... since our family dont allow at all...

N my music room is now almost complete... i got a recording system... a lancy amplifier, 2 dynamic mics for recording, n a all new gibson usa guiter.... think is a les paul... since my dad is a cheap skate... 1k after 30% discount is a single coil pick up... but the sound quality is vry clear... finally after so long a new eletrical guitar... now trying raining blood by slayer tat i heard from guitar hero 3... sounds quite nice... now i nd is a monitor for my recording system, some wires n upgreade my recording system...n a better laptop to store the music... will take a pic for tat soon...

My aunt now jus came from penang to visit... there will be another house warming pt at 30th... so those who wan to come can jus come lah if u not scared of my dad...

Lives nowadays...part 1

2007-12-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

Well now after the vjcco camp... i jus moved in to my new rebuild house... although when the time i move in there is not even a living room... everything is a mess... everyday workers come in n out... fixing this n tat... My dad's everday become grumpy... keep scolding me stupid, idiot, bastard... pissed me off everytime... there isnt any conversation tat does not involve scoldin me n insultin me... really makes me wan to walk out of the family... jus bcos of the money n education thus i would stay behind... Now my room is almost complete jis missing a glass cabinate n the curtains... n some touch up on the paint n the skin of my cupboard... when is dont i will put the pics of my new room n my music room :)... the house is now almost complete... jus still nd some touch up n stuff... So well then i also received a phone call from mos burger at 15/12 to ask me to go to work... finally at that time i thought wat took them so long... but didnt noe tat they accept me without any interview *shug*.

Well, so at 11/12 i went to my mum's office with dewei, ed-san, n wenxiong... my mum gave us a lift there... at there, the HR put us in different group, ed-san n wenxiong at finance, dewei in HR, n me in operating, so basicly my boss in operating nancy aka pink panther aka pp ask me to pack up a whole drawer of paper work into boxes... at first they told me to put in by year... which i did... but after finishing paacking 3 boxes... pp told me it is wrong n told me to arrange by wat is in the boxes... SO i hv to unpack everything... rearrange every paper... n pack again... which is super tiring... so lunch time went to imm at mos to eat... n talk bout life n stuff... then went to the cafeteria at the office upstairs... at there saw pp n the HR in charge n also auntie belo... talking... we kana scared like hell so we quickly drink something n head down n do work... after 4pm i had to go off so went bac home n bathe n rush to ngee ann city to work at mos... was taught CS (customer service) at there by the manager... bascilly jus serve ppl food n also clear the tray n clear the gabage n also collect food supply from other stores n very seldom deliver food to nearby store... work from 5.30pm-10.30pm....damn tired after tat... but my manger is quite kind over there... so no prob working at there...

12/12 is the last day working at my mum office... the other ppl in operating already moved the paperworks into the boxes for me already so i jus packed up the catalogs n another cabinate of file into the boxes tat day, my mum treated me n friends ajisen ramen for lunch so kind... :D Dewei ate a bowl of volcano ramen which is the spiciest in the store... n he said it was ok... was damn shock... i cant tahan spciy at all :(. Worked untill 9pm n went bac with my mum... kind of moody n pissed off after work cause nobody helped me during work... dewei ran away from operating n went to help finance... left me alone... so damn angry... did not go to mos to work for 1 week cause my leg was totally injured n rotten from the camp n moving house... damn...

So i went bac to work at mos at 17/12... working cs all the time... soon i got used working there ... once i was asked by a guy to giv his hp no. to a girl cashier which went home... at the end realised tat she was actually my sis's exclassmate... n my exschmate... did not noe her presence during pri sch anyway... haha so at mos it is like a big family... there is always joke n laughter n chatting everyday... share food tat we have too, like the 36 donuts they bought during xmas. They also provide free food during break time YEA!!!! n 10% discount if we buy anything at there... so i bought like milkshake at there continously... for a week haha... oh yea... met a few friends at there too... saw audrey n her friends at 21/12... at first saw her friend irene n felt familiar... she came to my co concert once n add her in friendster... then saw audrey sitting at a corner... so i went to serve them food twice... n tat bloody audrey still did not notice me... till i asked her a question... then she was like shocked to see me... sian... n also saw lydia my vry old friend from my pri sch at 25/12 during xmas... I even worked at xmas man.... well i dont wan to go near my dad cause he will scold me again... so went to work. She saw me n went to say hi... n asked me a few questions... didnt talk to her much... cos she is with her friend or bf or i dont noe n is quite busy so didnt talk to her... but she kind of like to go taka alot... when i apply my job at mos at taka also saw her... now also... haha
but i wan to thx to all my colleagues at mos for these timez working there ... wenjing the girl cashier i mentioned earlier...for her joyful attitude... my mangers, sendra, nesh, xing, n franz... cant rmb their name well so right in short hehe... gwen for helping me alot during afternoon shift... the uncle n auntie... tat help me in cs... n others...like those girls in cashier who talk to me n joke with me... alot of the part timers r quiting as sch start... i think i will be working still during the weekends... so take this time to thx them all.

K i will stop here first... will talk bout my family from hk's arrival n bout the housewarming soon...

VJCO camp pics

2007-12-27T01:05:00.001+08:00

Small group pic

PLaying Ice-breaking games

Nite watch
Group pic 1
Group pic 2

WATER GAMES

VJCCO camp...

2007-12-23T00:47:00.000+08:00

Well sry for not blogging for bout more than half a month... for those who noe... i moved back to my rebuild house... At there no internet connection so nv use internet for a while... i also busy working my butt out... so no time to blog... so let me state everything from the beginning... first vjco camp at 5-7/12.

5/12

Well my dad send me to the camp this morning... scolding me again for giving him wrong direction. At the camp... there are 4 groups... my group is the smallest....

Valibah or something...

Joey... the president of vjco...(create to suck up more points)

C diao...( so co enthu)

n lastly Oreo... my group.

I dont noe why it is called tat so dont care la... At tat time i was e only guy on e group... well basicly co is usually more girls than boys in mixed sch... so... yup... THen we created our group cheer... mostly done by our group leader... Shi pei n zhuo mo... exco members of vjco. So i jus joined with the cheer....

1st Cheer:
We moving in, we movin out
Oreo lets hear you shout
Catch the spirit we create
Today is the day we dominate
Say it loud, say it proud
Oreo, Oreo, yea...... OREO

kind of ok i guess...

2nd Cheer:
Oooohh....ooohh..oohh( got rythmn but cant type it out la)
we love to yup (x4)
(REPEAT)

kind of weird isnt it...

3rd Cheer:
same as 2nd except for change the yup to someone else.... not for guys to do... but wat u expect... the majority r girls...

SO after tat, we had our icebreaker... one is wacko... vry fun but i kana once.... another one is the moving chair... vry violent n fun too... i also kana once for tat... but the result of these games tat it breaks my hp... :(.

After tat, we went to our bunks. Boys at the 3rd floor, girls at the 4th.... Well since ther bout vry few boys... each guy has his own big space... n kind of nice too. There is air corn too yea!!!!! After putting our things down... we went to eat lunch.... interected with a few of the guys... ming cong, darren, daryl n ivan... we sit among ourselves n talk... after tat is fen zhu...

Well, guan yue consist of a few ppl, ruth the sectional leader, zong xing the vice president... a senior of my ... tat i long time nv see :)... cephia who is a suona player like me...finally... found a girl suona player tat can help me... i always hv guys senior n teachers... mr yang, vincent, tian kai...etc. Ming cong, darren n daryl is also guan yue... at first vry sian nothing to do... cause i nv play for so long so i cant rmb any song to play... only ming cong n the dizi played n practice... the rest jus try to recall the songs... Then cephia came n gave me a song to prac on... Faster to catch on the song then expected... After tat, we had a game called Chicken kingdom... it is a 3hr game... is like an RPG... except it is real... u hv melon seeds as money... n there r taxes, n erp n diseases around... u hv to pay for those... u do quest n activites for more melon seeds... there is one activity called the 200s no nG... the hardest quest... u hv to do 10 stunts in 200sec...

1) Put a soap btw ur knee n walk back n fro
2) Burst a water ballon (HARDEST)
3) Drink a cup of water in push up position
4) Take a mentos out from a pile of flour
5) Take a bite of an apple in a pail of water without using ur hands
6) Flip a post card without using ur hands
7) Say ur Group Cheer
8) Recite the singapore pledge

there is 2 more i cant rmb...or is there...

Anyway... we manage to finish it first.... but it has the lowest pay then... but we cant do it again cause i cant inflate the water ballon again...to burst it after tat... weird... but xing zong can do it easily... joey too i think. but we hire xing zong to help us do for the other attemps...one is to -80 from our timing... manage to beat the time though... eating the apple is quite easy... but taste horrible... Then we also do the pictionary... earned alot of points from it... with a few intelligent ppl from my group not me :). i m bad in chinese n soso in guessing. N we also hv to do our group cheer no.3 to gain extra seeds... n is stupid... We also missed alot of taxes which in the end of the game backfired us 3x back. So we lost quite a few points in these games... The no. of melon seed would then be added up to the point for the group for later usage. After tat game, i m all sweaty n wet... so went bac to the bunk to collet the clothes n went to bathe.... after tat went to eat dinner.

After tat, is movie time... i brought my pringles.. share with ppl while watching...at the end eat a few only rest other ppl eat away... Watched music n lyrics... the nice part is only the song i guess... After tat, went the girls' dorm to play chinese chess while other guys play cards with the girls... after tat, i was sent for nite duty at 12am... with joey, zong xing, johnathan... learned how to play bridge after tat... took a while to get it... n also played asshole big 2... at 2am then went to slp...

6/12
Woke up around 7.40am... went to wash up n head to canteen for breakfast.... had dried bread with chocolate jam n biscuit for breakfast. after tat, we had water games... First up is captain balls... it is Valibah vs. Joey n C diao vs. Oreo....
Valibah won suprisingly... with 2 guys in their team during the 2nd half they won...
During our match, the first half we were losing... n i injured my foot along the way... but during the 2nd half.... with zhou muo as captain n not me as player...but a defender... manage to win... i guess i m not fit to be a player anyway *shug*... After tat, we had a game called super soaker war... the captain will now hold a piece of paper n objective hv to prevent it from being the most wet... so valibah once again won against c diao... during our match... we draw against joey group... i become defender... so kana wet like hell... After tat, it is a game call hai dai quan... water game style... so basicly there is a pail of water infront a player... then u play hai dai quan with the opponent... winner can take a cup of water n spray at ur opponent... n the loser change to the nxt player... so it is valibah vs Oreo n Joey vs. C diao... had quite a lot of fun... though. After tat, is the last game... basicly... V n O vs. J n C. So the groups will line up in a straight line... n we hv to throw a soaked towel behind without turning or moving around... n to the end there is a pail to collect the water... then the last guy mus come to the front to collect the soak with water in the pail at the front n pass backwards... which team n fill up the pai the most wins... so there r also water bomb thrown at so if u r able to catch it without break it u can hv the water inside... SO this game... is quite fun n wet... haha... so at the endd...dont noe who win... at the end of the games everybody is wet... Too bad all girls wearing black so cannot see through... or else a lot of horny boys would go see through :P

Anyway, went to bathe after the games n i went to wash my clothes with jus water... dont wan it to stink with sweat... so after soaking... hang it to dry so tat it wont stink... Then went to eat lunch... played a bit of bridge again... then went to fen zhu agian... then again more sian... prac the same song over n over again for 3hr ... after tat... it is movie time... this time it is the simpsons movie... Decided to play bridge instead so played with ming cong, ruth n rebecca i guess... then after...we had our banquet.... aka better looking take away dinner ... haha kind of delicious i guess... then... went up to the music room for more bridge again... haha...n another game called polar bear... played this game at yu chen house before... vry fun... then had a group photo then alot ppl left...except for the sec 4s... n some jc 1... which we then went to the canteen to play indian poker with forfiet...since is late at nite... forfiets r scary... one of my forfiet is to go to the end of the canteen bounce the basketball 5 times then come bac... which is not really scary... but all scared to do. AFter tat, all the jc ppl left n the sec 4 start to hang out at the concourse... playing asshole big 2, chess n piano... then ming cong n darren go back to ming cong house n left me, daryl, ivan, elroy the only jc1 left... rebecca, francine n grace... the girls asked us whether we can slp at the bunk nxt to theirs but we rejected... so the guys start to play bridge again n grace came in to watch us.... before she go back to her bunk n slp... Then we also slp at 3am...

7/12
Washed up then went for breakfast... hving the leftovers of yesterday's breakfast... stale bread plus biscuit... then, hv another fen zhu again... now ruth gave me a new song, chun... playable... manage to go through it once before practice end... after tat it is debrief... there r some snacks giv away, n we use points during the whole camp to caution it... my team teamed up with valibah... so tat we can get more snacks... at the end we got quite a lot n we share a few with the other groups too... then a bunch of us went to park way mall for lunch... after tat, we played indian poker n the forfiet is go to a stranger n sing a happy birthday song... i always kana forfiet... so i found a young boy n jus quickly sing to him... but HE DAO ME le... hi grandma told him tat i was talking to him n still dao me... attitude sia... the rest take video of the situation... after tat, jc1s start to do a trick at us... i did this trick once so i knew it.... so once they try to trick i stop immediatly... another trick i didnt noe bout it... till daryl revealed it. I wont say the tricks out so tat wont spoil the fun :). After tat, i took a cab home... to see my family start moving things over to the new house... We then hv dinner outside then sleep in my totally empty room.

8/12

Well this hv nothing to do with the camp but hv to do with vjcco so jus add in... well tat day is the official day i moved in to my new house... which is extremely incomplete n dirty... why moved in for?!?! Since my dad believe much in feng shui... woke up at 7.45am to go the new house... to step in the new house together at 8.18am... then moved in all our laugage before i rushed my way to the recital concert.... vry interesting concert... the percussion group n the band r my favourite... then went to the music room to wait for the others n play bridge before going to parkway mall again for lunch... then went to the top floor to play polar bear game... was a hunter in 1 game... but killed myself instantly...cause i did a stupid thing... then i rushed home to help pack up... ok after the long talk bout my camp... will talk some other soon... like my new house progress n my part-time job... pic upload soon...

New haircut...

2007-12-05T00:55:00.000+08:00

Well today went to meet up with dewei n edmund at kovan at around 1pm... nd edmund to guide me to the hair saloon he said is popular to the marist... But i was late... so they ask me for a treat... which i cant afford... i m broke again. :P they check my atm card also hv no money so they finally gave up... so i went to cut. At the saloon, i ask the guy to cut something suitable for me... at the end... he cut my hair till like all gone... become short again... he said this would make my hair smaller... i dont noe... but jus accept it. Then i went to eat with them n told them my mum is hiring part-time... they seems interested so i told my mum to hire them n she hv no prob with tat... they wanted me to go as well... which means i hv to work my mum office in the afternoon n mos at nite... tiring day man... After tat, we went bac to mshs... i nd to collect my suona while they jus wan to do something funny. After tat, they left immediatly n i stay behind to hear the co's standard... one things for sure... it sux big time... well cant do much bout it since i graduated. Then i left during their brake... At nite, yuchen asked me whether shld jus hv a gathering at christmas... i not sure... but if more than 15 ppl vote for it... then i would host one at my new house... something like house-warming party... Recently, i realize i m good at researching on ppl... Finding wat they r doing in their lives n stuff... so BEWARE... although i only do it on my friends...

Another trip with old friends

2007-12-04T01:09:00.000+08:00

Today, went out with a few co friends to movie... woke up late so had to rush n take taxi there... to realize tat the bday boy is even later than me... oh yea HAPPY BDAY SHUFENG once again. So when arrive burger king at ps, saw reg, edmund, dewei, bing hong, herman, ying hui, n 2 other guy tat i cant rmb their name... So after eating... we went walking around orchard road aimlessly... while waiting for shufeng.

Then we arrived the old cathey... to meet up with shufeng then went to buy tickets for movie fred clause... Then went to arcade... i play with bing hong an old classic game of bomberman... lost at the 2nd boss though... then bought a hotdog before going in. The show... not so bad lah... can be better. Like making santa die... world revolting... before turning better... n not really tat funny...even though it is comedy.

After tat, we went bac to the country club at my neighbourhood to play bowling... at there we saw michelle chong acting at there... We played 2 rounds at there... first round concentrate a little bit while second round jus anyhow throw... both score less than 100 so dont wan to talk bout it. Halfway during the 2nd round, they jus act finish... so we went to ask whether can take photo with her... with help from dewei.

After tat, we went on our seperate ways... At wed, i will hv a camp at VJC so would not blog or be around...so maybe jus sms to contact me... n i also moving house at 8th dec so would not be using comp for a while too... so tat is all!

Kaixin's bday...oh man

2007-12-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

Well tat day is my sis bday... i dont wan to get out of the house... dont wan to celebrate cause my sis will start to increase her bossy n bitchy attitude to the max n i cant do anything bout it... We went to see the new house rebuilding result... my room is smaller... but at least got a nice music room. We also had a damn cool doorknob for the main door. It requires fingerprint to open... so damn nice... i also wan one in my room. My dad went around the house to look for errors... can last for 3hr non stop man... one level 1hr of complain to the construction manager... well expect to move in at 8 dec... although it would not be complete still... but able to settle down first. So at nite at round 9pm we went to the fish market for dinner...cause my dad went furniture shopping till so late... n the fish market is a resturant name... not a fish market. It basicly sell stuff related to seafood... ordered a fish n chip... not bad... but still like botak jones better. Then after tat... is serve my sis her bday cake... the staff in the resturant help to sing her bday song... while i seceretly sing my own...

Happy birthday to u!
U live in a poo...
U smell like a dog shit...
N u look like one too...

She didnt hear of course so... who cares. Well basicly tat day sux alot... except looking at my new room.

New blog skin!

2007-12-02T02:56:00.000+08:00

i trying out the new blog layout so n also new skin... since harry potter is all over!

6F03 BBQ07

2007-12-02T01:24:00.000+08:00

Sounds like a code... well anyway tat day... wake up quite early... has been a long time since i woke up at 9am... then i went to sch. Nd to for mr yang for my shao zi... After he check my shao zi... which has no prob... prac a little while before i went bac home n get the chicken wings for the bbq... So after collecting the chicken wing at home... which i received damn lot of phone calls from my friends going to the bbq... i quickly took a cab n head there...

When i arrived at yuchen's condo... kind of got lost for a while... around 10 mins later found the function room. I saw few familiar faces... nigel, zhangyi, wilson, louann, szehan... these few nv change much... kaili changed quite a bit i think... maybe i didnt see her for 4 years... They were playing bingo... n the whole function room is damn empty... at the end realised they all waiting for my game console... which i forgot to bring. Wilson brought me to his house... can hear his band playing damn loud... When enter, recogonise a few like izack n ryan loh...2 schmates...n a girl which i dont noe at all. I left the chicken wings then asked whether got majong can play... but prob is... no one noe how to play... sianz... so yuchen tell me to bring down his tv n dvd player to the function room. We watch ratatouille... first time watching... halfway joleen n renzhi came n wilson ask us to go up to watch yuchen band... So we went up to listen to his band play... The band played well... singing... not really tat gd. Yuchen's voice does not match most of the song at all. Not sure the girls like it but the boys dont i think... they playing cs with yuchen's comp... However, the girls like 1 song called recess... I felt tat one sounds like a guy hving flu. No offence. Soon lance came soon n jinjia too n we start to bring all the bbq food down.

We went to the pit at around 6pm. The girls start to talk to themselves while the boys start to prepare the bbq... lance is in charge... n took us quite sometime to start the fire due to strong wind. Rachel then also came n at tat time the charcol is finally done... around 1/2 hr time. At the end, the only few ppl cooking is me, lance, jinjia, nigel n zhangyi... the rest? Went to play card games vry happily n eating cucumber... We cooked otah n some sausages... bad ones let renzhi eat...lol.

After cooking for a long while, they finally finished playing n start coming to cook n eat. By tat time, the sky gets dark... n u cant see wth u r cooking. vry little light though. We had to use handphone light to see... Shi rui n Bernadette came... not much change btw them... though i thought there is some changes with Bernadette. During the bbq, the 2 schmates joined in too... n ate some potatos... not sure wat is the commotion bout btw them n kaili... but something bout sour cream... n keep calling kaili sour cream or something... But they socialize among themselves vry well... which if they continue after this bbq... i dont noe whehter sparks will happen btw them. Jus a joke... but true. After bbqing a while, we went to play a game called heart attack. I won quite a lot of times... n lost once ... n had to chuck down a quater bottle of fake bacon flakes... taste damn horrible terrible... unbearable. After tat, we had a group photo cause shirui n Bernadette is leaving... they did not talk much tat day... so we took some shots.

After tat is the fun part... Lance plan to throw renzhi into the pool... so first we lure him close to the pool as much as we can... though it is still quite a distance... then we carried him with his hands n legs. He wanted to remove his shoe but we ignored n threw him in the pool. Fun n funny... but dont noe why we like to disturb him... After he came out of the pool he tried to get me in...so i started running away... bout 1 whole round the condo... He finally giv up n then went to change clothes... Thus we waited for him... n then we head up to the condo... In the condo, renzhi n a few of them went down to play basketball... n the rest stayed in his flat to play card games... soon kaili n her gang left... n lance taught us a pub game... except the punishment is eating cucumber than drinking... ULTIMATE PUNISHMENT is drink a cup of water... which is polluted with stuff... So there a some cards mixed up... n we pick a card one by one.

The card rule is like this:

A: Last guy to put both hand on ur cheek punish
2: Everybody punish
3: Choose one guy punish
4: Last one both hand ground punish
5: Last one both hand up punish
6: The guy at left(or right?) punish
7: The guy at right(or left?) punish
8: Person who cannot say a superstar name starting with the last persons first letter of the name punish
9: Person who cannot give a word tat rhymes with the last person punish
10: No one punish
J: All male punish
Q: All female punish

K is different. WHen u get one... u can add stuff in ULTIMATE PUNISHMENT. THe guy who got the last K hv to receive ULTIMATE PUNISHMENT. FUn right... The ones playing r me, lance, yuchen, szehan, jinjia n the 2 schmates... cant rmb their name damn. I collected all my cucumber...cause i seriously dont wan to eat it. Then after tat, when there is not enough cucumber in the ULTIMATE PUNISHMENT cup... i dump it all in it... thought i could escape... at the end, jin jia kana ULTIMATE PUNISHMENT... but he ate only 4 cucumber in it... n i m forced to eat the rest...cause i cheated by not eating... hving to eat damn lot of cucumber in one mouth... damn it is another terrible experience... at the end i cant even chew or swallow it n jus puke it out... After tat, i head to the busstop with lance, szehan n jinjia. At there, renzhi, nigel n zhangyi caught up. We talked bout some sch stuff. Then, sze han, jinjia n i took 162 to yio chu kang interchange... along the way we talk bout sch stuff, whether we would meet again in the future n stuff... Then we took a pic in the bus... try to act like those ppl who do those stuff.

Jin jia, Szehan, me

Then at the interchange, i decided not to go for my nite shift job... actually i wan to quit cause i hv to change my slping habits from nite guy to normal... cause i got a camp coming up... dont wan to faint halfway during camp. So we waited for szehan's bus to come when jinjia walk bac while i take a cab bac home.

Walking down memory lane...

2007-11-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

Today, i felt quite stress sitting at home... so decided to go out n hv some fun... so first stop i went to junction 8 to look for some furnitures for my new room n maybe some files from popular... oh yea return an overdue book to the library. When i arrived there, i met yu chen, a friend from pri sch till now... we always active in our ex pri mate events. Met him when i was p4 in the basketball tryout. He was going bac with his band i think so i went to look around in j8.

After buying a clear file n some manga, i went to a shop to look for a new alarm clock. At there, boon kit saw me n came to greet me. A CO member in my sec sch... hv gd n bd times with him so dont wan to mention much. After tat, i went bac to sch to find mr yang for some shao zi. Long time nv go to co n also play my instrument... now i practicing cause there is a vjc camp nxt wed-fri n a concert at sat. Dont wan to lose face. However, he did not come tat day n melvin said he would come tml... I also heard tat their concert not doing well... fuhua drop out of the concert... n from the erhu group... it sux... honestly. Kenji i dont noe wat is going on with him ... but sounds like he is going on the road to xiu yuan... Xiu yuan is staying bac at sec 3... not surprised... n still misbehaving... jie jun... still quite behave... Anyway, i jus left my instrument there n left... since coming tml.

Then, i went to sunshine plaza... see whether i can get some tools n stuff. Halfway, i bumped onto weijin, my sec2 classmate. Now a dropout i think... sry... He is working nearby n was taking a break. So said hi n continue my way. At the store... only bought some sandpaper n look at the gundam... then i thought there might be a year end gundam sale in ngee ann city... so i went there... at the end it is a dissapointment... there dont sell at all n only sell kiddy stuff

Thus, i start walking around b2... where i caught a glimpse of an old classmate from my pri sch when i was p4... Lydia i think. I rmb bout her when i was packing my stuff for moving house n found a pencilbox... with a poem she wrote bout pokemon when i was p4... When we sat beside each other during class. Terrible poem... there is even a pokemon called jingglypoof in it... N she used to say hi to me with zhiwei during sec 1 n 2 when we were at J8... but tat time i forget bout her. She did not notice me i think... so i continue walking when i decided i think i would take a part time job to spent my holidays... so i went to mos burger to apply... since they r the only store tat accept 14 n above... n i m only 15 by bday... so i think other job wont accept as they accept only 16 above. After the application... i head to the old cathey to look at more gundam model... they sell the DESTINY GUNDAM EXTREME BURST MODE... but at $139... ha i bought it in hk for only $79... so cheap... but they sell a lot of rare gundam... tat i wan. But since not much money ... so jus went bac home.

Meeting so much old friends in jus one day... weird isnt it... recalling bout my childhood n stuff... Well tml is another one... had a bbq with my ex p6 classmate... busy holiday...

Bac from HK... n as fat as ever :(

2007-11-27T10:27:00.000+08:00

Well for those folks who dont noe where the hell i hv been for the past 10days... it is hk. There are a few reasons:

1) To make a permenant resisdent card... (mum is a hk ... so make for fun)
2) Visit relatives...
3) Go get more CHEAP gundam models!!!
4) Maybe buy a guitar hero 3 back
5) Wan to feel some decrease in temp...

REASON 3-5 R NONSENSE...

Anyway back to the story... I cant rmb much wat i did for the past 7 days... but i could summerise. Well there is a shopping mall called APM in there... maybe it is called like tat cause it opens 24/7? They sell alot of fashion stuff... bought a few of my clothes there once. Well this trip i went there twice... first is tat my mum n sis wan to shop so follow them around. 2nd time is tat my sis wan to go there again... so i follow her n my couz... to shop again. I went there only bought a few keychains from the gachapon... Went to arcade n play. Their arcade got all those new games from japan... even horse betting... they even hv a virtual one. N the 2nd time took a photo sticker with them unwillingly. Here r the pics:

Well nxt is tat i went to work at my mum's office in hk. She hired me as photographer n ask me help her take some shots on the furniture as the office closing down... heard tat it is bcos they wan to merge hk n china office together or somethin. Work from 1pm- 6pm then we went to at some jap food at Causeway bay before going bac. Here r some shots i take there:

MTR
Oh y ea rmb i said my couz, terence is in a band called discombobulation...(long name) Well they released a cd some months ago... stop selling now... but this is wat the cover looks like:

There is once i also went to a resturant in a hotel to eat buffet... their dessert table is so damn gd... There r bout 20 dessert for u to choose from... bread pudding, to puddings to cakes... to even this chocalate fountain... DAMN NICE... end up this is the order i eat:

Dessert (cause i mus try the dessert)
Main Course
Appitizer

Anyway, there is also a gd sushi store at po lam for those who wan to go there to eat... went there twice... Well the first time, my parents r in China so my aunt brought us there. Terence n i sat seperated from the rest n we started ordering stupid stuff to eat... like unagi salad?! i thought is those unagi cup rice sushi so i ordered tat... we ate untill bout HK$360... eating like crazy... 2nd time my dad is around... so there is only bout $250 budget for me n terence... so when we eat.... we got a paper beside us n we were calculating wat we eat... crazy idea... at the end we ate bout HK$256 including the 10% service tax... if dont hv service tax... maybe can still order another roast unagi sushi...

Well lastly, for all those gundam freaks out there... There is a shop near my house in hk i staying. It is at Tseung Kuan O centre... can go there by train. They sell items from gunpla... models from japan n stuff n cheap too. I start to choose alot of things to buy... There is an arch angel which is selling like hot cakes n is the last one left... a blue gouf but not the custom one which i dont like much of the colour. Lastly... is one of the latest MG works... DESTINY GUNDAM EXTREME BURST MODE!!!! After their production of Strike freedom gundam full burst mode... they produced this... THey gave me some free catalog for reference... n they hving a promotion of 20% discount tat time... It is like... 40% cheaper than in comics in singapore... i m sry for those who wan me to help them get but i couldnt cause no more luggage space :p Oh yea n my bro bought this gundam exia 1/144 for my bday present... so sux... but appriciate the gift...

Lastly, i also bought a guitar hero 3 for around SG$132... vry cheap... but cant play now cause my wii is a jap one n is busted so i send it for modification n repair ... would not take a pic of it though... I also spent n some money on the handphone strap keychains... look quite nice so my sis keep buying it... She has a handful but i got some... here they r...

Well tat is all for my whole trip in hk... By the way... I HV INCREASED 4KG FOR THIS TRIP AHHH!!!! hv to reduce extra more...dratz...Will blog something soon!!!

Rich Cousin...

2007-11-19T01:54:00.000+08:00

17/11

Tat day i went to my cousin, bo heng's house for the whole day... he is my mother's younger sis son. His mum owns mei zhen siang barbecue meat in hk. RICH RIGHT?! I went to his house... i saw a big sound system in his living room... a plasma tv n a projector... n a xbox360, a ps3, n a wii... ALL THE LATEST CONSOLE UP TO DATE!!!! Rich right?! n a whole cabinate full of games... damn... But he is trying to follow terence foot steps... which is my cousin also but from different aunt. He is in a band called discombobulation... which he created with his friends in his international sch... u can look up at his videos at youtube... basicly his band is metal/doom metal/HEAVy metal... yea. He is lead singer n guitarist... So bo heng tried to create a band...

So he was playing halo 3... so i joined in... played online with same ppl... got trashed though... i dont hv xbox360 n this is my 3rd time playing only... Then we had lunch then had majong... I played for a few hours though... a noob... but i manage in win the 2nd most... Halfway, my mum came... n she also play... my aunt say tat she is very pro... nv seen her play at ALL!!! not to mention teaching me... is like when my aunt n her play... got trashed badly with michelle... terence sis. Then she started scolding me when she realised tat i played the mini version at once in sch... i was not even playing seriously tat time.

Then we had dinner then bo heng showed me a demo of guitar hero 3 in his xbox360 n is very fun to play... except i now use controller instead of guitar... will buy it soon in bout days time. Then i went back home. Wish could play the ps3 though... BUT HE IS RICH DAMN RICH!!!! not to mention HE ONCE HAD ALL THE PAST GAME CONSOLE !!! HE N HIS DAD R GAME FREAKS N RICH!!! so jealous.

18/12

Well today i had to follow terence n michelle with my sis to go to church meeting at causeway bay... saw some familiar faces there... then they start singing n also talk alot of stuff... dont understand at all cause it is all in cantonese... Then we had board games to play... We played risk... me n terence allience but the other 3 guys realised tat n allience... 3v2 sure got trashed badly... So lost...damn.

Then i went to kowloon bay with terence to play arcade... Played some basketball games... punch game... I BEAT THE HIGH SCORE! hard though... Then outrun 2... n some ghost game... most of them r not in sg n is fun... then i had dinner with terence's grandma n his parents before going to jumping gym to help my bro get cards for mushiking... but is super embarrassing. We find a ppl to help us get tokens in a much cheaper price... n the staff keep looking at us... like we r some teen cheating ppl money... then when we got the money we went to play the machine... 2 guys in their 16 n 19 playing at 6 yrs old game... is super stupid... we look like dumb ass in there. But when i spent a HK$100 on those machine... i crack money HK$150 from m younger bro as there is a shiny card btw them... with a little of persuasion. Then played at terence's house card games... before going back to my grandma house n slp on a sofa... sux as the house is small the only place for me to slp is at there. here is a pic of us playing... k gt slp bb.

At HK NOW!!!

2007-11-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

Well, finally o level is over!!!!! Finally, i can get rid of the books n paper all around my room :P. I m now in hk, staying at my relative's house. The past days i hv been playing maple n slping only 4hr a day... start to hv very big dark eye ring... n getting tired also... hv been helping jun yan playing his dk to fight sg boss. Also i hv to assist yu chen for my pri sch ex class bbq. It would be at the 30th nov for those who dont noe.

Well today, i arrived sch early for the PAE talk. got bac my report book n stuff n had a short briefing. After tat, i went to gabriel's house for a while with renyi. We played Halo 3, which we r quite noob cause we dont hv xbox 360. We got owned by gabriel bro...badly.After tat, i rush bac home to pack up my bag for the trip. Then my mum went for nail treatment... even though we r late for the flight... n she blamed me cause i dont noe the taxi hotline... at the end i manage to get a taxi outside. During the trip, there was a couple sitting in front of me n my sis. They keep kissing n the girl is like a whore... my sis talk about her to me very loudly, vert embarrassing... The whole trip is very boring so i went to the toilet to take a pic...for fun in the toilet.

When we arrived at hk, the whore took of her jacket, revealing her wearing a sleveless top tank... n is like it is winter in hk n she still dare to so much of her skin. My sis saw it n when she walk pass her during walking to the immigration she called her bimbo!! I was like shocked!!! The whore looked at her as my sis walk away. My sis would hv been slapped...

Well, tml i would be going to my 3rd aunt's house for reunion dinner... not really enthusiastic... monday maybe go to make my hk ic... So MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD NOW!!! HAHAha. Oh yea, i would try to make up with any misunderstanding before i leave mshs... if u noe wat i mean... although is not my fault. Very jealous other sch tat hv prom nite... well... make no diff for me anyway since i dont noe any girl tat i can invite there is one in my sch... Blah ok tat is all

O levels n studying...

2007-10-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

Well, long time nv post...(i did update the Gradution nite post jus yesterday...) after the graduation nite... i still hv to go to sch for extra lesson... or else i go out with chicky to study... rmb there is once tat we wan to find a maths teacher to ask qn... but all teacher went for meeting... left ms png. Due to our past misunderstanding, i dont really wan to ask her... but chicky went ahead n ask. She is quite busy tat time so she said she later help us... she came to 4d class room a while later n answered our qns. Then chicky took the chance n ask to take a pic with her... but she rejected... THen chicky went to the staff room n ask ... n she rejected him again completely... pity... i got a pic with her thought :P.

Then it was o levels... actually i m not prepared for it at all...even untill now i m still slacking ... weird why i still hv the lazy attitude... i did not study anything even for the past few days... n i jus went head on for the exam... i cant believe myself either...well the first exam was a maths paper 1... n i went through without any difficulty... but actually i realised i made a mistake tat make me lost max 7 marks... quotion rule of differentiation i messed it up... so i wan to make up during the 2nd paper... at tue it was a maths paper 2 i had difficulty in this... cause i dont noe how to do 2 qn at first n started to daydream for 10mins!!! then at the last 4 min i managed to solve it n i confirmed i did it correctly. Close call... but i did not check so not sure i correct. Nxt paper was chem paper 2... It was quite easy but i lost 3 marks i think... i hope it will be well... last for this week wascombined geog... I did not study for the test so i hope i wish i can score at least a pass ... now i trying to force myself to study... but i still cant do it... i hope there is a miracle... I nd to score at least L1R5: 13 points... if i wan to go to the jc i wan... this is the results i targeting: L1R5: 10 -2 -2=6 (due to CCA n maybe appeal to SAJC is successful)
English: B3
Maths: A1
Amaths: A1
Chemistry: A1
Biology/Physic: A1
Combined Humanities: B3

This is the results i mus get at least:
L1R5: 13 -2 -2=9 (due to CCA n maybe appeal to SAJC is successful)
English: B4
Maths: A1
Amaths: A1
Chemistry: A1
Biology/ Physic: A2
Combined Humanities: B4

I jus hope there is a miracle... i also trying to lose weight... cause of the past few weeks due to stress... i increased 8kg in 2 weeks !!!!!! i was shocked... like when i was in pri sch during exam i keep eating due to stress... from thin i grow fat... now i doing the same thing... well gtg... nv slp well the past few days...

MSHS Graduation Nite 2007!

2007-10-06T01:41:00.000+08:00

Sry long time nv update cause studying for o level... Ok well at fri oct 5... it was so called last day of school... graduation day... I brought my camera to take some pics to rmb some friends... well basically the first two period was maths... i think i was sleeping through out the lesson... not much to do as only practice urself... After tat was physic... For the whole lesson, varella cant do much of a thing... so the whole class went round to take pictures of each other... I went around n take a few with my friends... later wen chuen, chicky, chia siang n johnthan wan to style their hair... so follow them to the toilet n lend them my gatsby moving rubber... chicky jus spike his fringe... which is really a waste of time... while chia siang help johnthan style his hair... wen chuen try out mixing both my blue n purple rubber together... wan to make his hair shiny n spike... i did not use much... jus used the blue wax to make my hair shiny n wet... n a little messy. We took some pics outside the toilet after tat... kind of weird...

After tat, was SS with mr low... jus listened to his lesson... during recess our class start to drink the champaign chicky bought with class fund... while i took a photo with mr low. After recess, we had a talk... could not rmb... then we were released from sch... except my bio class... cause mrs tey wan to return us some exam papers n other sch prelims to prac during the holiday... after tat, we had a class photo with her... my cam batt jus nice flat... n able to take one pic before it shuts down... Then i had a solo photo with her using christian's phone... then i went off...

At first, suppose to watch movie with joel... but they left already... day watch is the movie... vry reluctant to watch cause i dont like scary movies... but then they say they not watching so i went back home... personally i felt tat is because they arrive at the cinema already n i m still in sch thus they dont wan me to come... but it is jus a doubt... i hope is not true though...

I went back home and bathe n prepare for the graduation nite... kind of sux cause it is not in a hotel like other schs... n it is not a prom cause my sch is a boys sch... sux alot. I arrived at sch bout 5pm... i only saw huan yu arrive... the decorations r all put up... like lantern festival... which is pretty weird... Then mr Low came n said he would be replacing thoedy as form teacher... not surprised as he is so disappointed in my class tat he did not wan to come... he did not even rite any comment for our class in the booklet for the graduation nite... We then ask mr low to take a class photo for us... 1 formal n 2 informal. Was the only wan squatting on the ground... lol

Then we head down to the hall to our seats... saw mrs tey along the way wearing a black revealing dress I think... damn pretty. At the table ... we basically did nothing much but wait... first for parents to arrive... nxt the speech... played psp to spend the time away... Then they showed some group pics of sec 4... some of them r from my class... one is where shufeng is bullied haha n also our formal pics... I had tat pineapple head when I went for the photo taking… look like shit… Then they had videos of some teachers giving their speeches... animation is added to make them look like angels... except for mr jeremy wong... where at first he is a devil asking for ransom...joker n damn funny... After tat, it is time to collect our graduation cert... which is only a hollow tube as they will hand us the real cert later... this is jus for show in front of parents..the first few classes has not much of a cheer when they receive their certs... when is my turn, i heard someone calling out my name... i think was yang sheng... Mr low is the one who presented me the tube... gave me some encouraging words... before i bow n left the stage. Not nervous though... cause perform on tat stage many times liao. When marcus (i dont wan to insult him anymore cause i felt this rivalry is stupid) went to present the flower to mr low... he did a slide n kneel in front of mr low n gave him the flower... lol... was the only class tat did it. We then return to our table n started playing with the tube while waiting for the rest to finish collecting... the last few classes the cheer become damn noisy... It is damn hot n stuffy... the fans are also useless... wish the sch is generous enough to jus go to hotel for the graduation nite. Then mr kwok played the guitar n mrs loh sang in a song... which is sang beautifully, while another is all the teachers...which is quite horrible...Then we receive our real cert from mr low privately... got 20 for my L1R5 with moderation ...vry poor... but this is wat u get if u nv study :P
Finally, it is dinner time... but i could not get any food at the student buffet cause too many ppl crowding... Thus, i went down to the court yard to find some teachers to take pictures... first took with mr kwok n then ms jazilla with winston. then winston went to ask ms png, our former maths n form teacher to take a pic. She was eating n said she would take later... She is willing to take with winston n i also took a pic with her... i rmb i caused her to cry a few times... like once during maths lesson the class was so noisy she started shouting n crying... the whole class was in silent after tat... i was slping at tat time so i dont noe anything... n was still slping. N i was slping beside her... i think she saw me n was still crying... i only woke up when the recess bell rang n ran out of the classroom...lol Vry sry, ms png for my bad behaviour last year. Then i went to the teacher's buffet to eat haha. In front of me was si kuan... after he take the veg... he scoped some veg n started to move around n around not intending to put on my plate. after a while later he then put it... i did not eat much cause is not delicious at all n went to the hall with chicky to take pic with many of the teachers like : dk, mrs koh, mrs tan chin, ms koh n paul leong. i also took a pic with shuo han. After tat, i went to mac with chicky to eat dinner as we did not eat much at the grad nite... saw wei jin at there. Then i left n went bac home... n i finally graduated from mshs. Here r some of the pics n videos taken:

Mr Kwok n Mrs Elenda Loh

Teachers at MSHS

Overnight stay n results...

2007-09-25T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm well last fri, reg n dewei came to my house to stay overnight to study... at first after tennis training... dewei gave me a call n asked me to pick him up at the circus at my neighbourhood(when i mean circus is not clowns n animals, i mean a garden in a circular shape) at around 9.40pm. Then we went to coffee bean to hv a drink... tat time wearing singlet... so during the 1 hr wait i m frozen to death... while waiting for reg. During tat time, he gav me a talk bout merger n seperation n the decontextualized SBQ i doing later tat night. After tat, he went out n met his pri mates while reg came... then went bac home.

Then... dewei kill us with damn lot of papers... i was asked to do a normal ss test paper n also 1 set of seq... Damn... tiring ... do untill 4am!!! Reg is doing a chem paper... n dewei is the teacher... scold n giv us more paper. Reg also damn greedy... he at first say he hungry... so i gave him an egg tart... then after tat cook for him instant noodle. n he went to drink some milk tat belongs to my sis... He also lie say tat dewei hungry (he is but he jus dont wan to eat... end up gastric) n cook another one... end up i hv to eat it n wash up at 3am!!!! Tat night dewei also keep complain got gastric pain n wanted to go mac... but i damn bad mood after washing up n also hv to do some many work so ignore. I then started slping around 5am.

Nxt morning my sis, bro n mum keep calling us to wake up to hv breakfast. Mr sis start to complain n suan reg for drinking her milk n blah blah blah. Then they went off to mac to study again while i go for guitar prac. at 12.30pm, we went to play pool. Well... onyl dewei n reg play cause they hv the appropriate attire while i dont... so end up they play for 2.30hr while i sit at one corner doing SBQ... sad case... Then they left n i went for my amaths tuition... at tuition saw 1 girl dress up vry gothic... scary in fact... but when she wear glasses she look so shit... she take off look like ah lian...weird.

Today got back my results... chinese...B4 again...sian no improvement for the whole year...
Emaths got a1 naturally but is n0t much cause alot of ppl got a1 n some got 92/100, christian. I scored around 79 n was not impressed with my result... nv practice anyway... Geog... fail again... E8 this time which is better than F9. Hv to do something bout humanitites. Eng i only got back my compre... scored 14... jus passed but not to my satisfication... but saw a lot of ppl scored 8-9 beside me... i guess this compre is hard. Doubt can score well but try to get as high as possible. So currently My L1R5 tat i will be choosing is: E Maths : A1... for now...

Tml may receive phy, chem, more eng, amaths n bio. i also hv to take my bio practical for one of my ws this thur or fri... the only student who hv to do it cause i absent...:(

Dead blog...

2007-09-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

Sry long time nv post due to prelims... being through rough time now... both in studies n social.

Firstly, social... got some issue with a few ppl...It was the saturday of the start of the sept holiday n i went for guitar practice as usual at my neighbourhood as usual n guess who is at the coffee bean nearby... carlton, chongkai, marcus, sikuan n some other ppl. i ignore them cause these ppl only noe how to suan ppl... n also i m late... so went for practice. When i reach home 1 hr later, Sikuan call me n tell me to play bowling with them... wan my membership card so they can play. I was bout to hv tution n they start threatening me saying tat they had my bike which i rode to guitar practice... which is a lie cause i rode it back home 15 min before the call. so i say cant. They then get another to call me and ask again. This time ask me to pass them my membership card n when carlton meet me at tution at thur he return me. This is a stupid request... i lend u my card... u spend hundreds of dollar n then my bill i hv to settle myself... so say no again. Then i had chinese tution at home... left my phone to my bro so tat he could settle them for me... 15min later my bro tell me those ppl pissed him off n he off the hp. I told him to divert the call to our home phone n let my grandma settle... They called as usual n my grandma settle them.

5pm, i was at united square studying before going to orchard for another tution. N THEY CALL AGAIN... They laughed at me say i had the same voice as my bro. I shut the phone n was damn fed up. These type of friend i not sure whether they only befriend me cause of money...

Then things started... sending me msn to go n die... Creating a freaking friendster group called FOM... which i would not mention...tat insult me. Asking my classmate to join them... chicky was invited to join but chicky decline cause he is not against me... Sikuan then called me an ungreatful person ... WHEN U DID ANYTHIN TAT HELP ME?!?! All u can do is call urself a genius when u r actually a dumb-ass... If u can prove me wrong, then show me, then i let u suan me all u like... WHen chickey ask marcus wan to eat with us... he said he wont come if i come... chicky tried to be nice n he go wack chicky up...

Prelims started this week n i m off to a bad start... loss quite a few marks in each exam... hope for a miracle now...also hv been slping 3hrs for the past 5 day. Today nearly faint when going to sch. Went to eat with johnathan alot of times... mon at pastamania, thur at mac, n today at hawker centre... Also went with him, joshua to chicky house n study... at the end only play xbox. However, we still study at mac...

N today i saw 2 pic tat has definetly cross my limits... At the FOM group... they used 2 pics of me in it n put a cross on my face or a malaysian flag, putting a pic of a middle finger pointing towards me... i noe i m a malaysian... but tat is due to my nationality... i m born in singapore n so r u... i also can hv a pink ic after ns...ur ancestors r also not from singapore...N I NOT OBESE I M JUS OVERWEIGHT CHECK MY BMI OR FAT PERCENTAGE OR SOMETHIGN!!!!! THis led me to 3 thoughts in mind:

1) Settle through brute force (dont like it cause i also will get in trouble)
2) Complain to parents... but this is like a mama's boy method...
3) Settle it with dk... even more troublesome cause i also get in trouble...

Maybe i would create a group called a F***king dumb-ass (sikuan) n his butt-licking dog (marcus) :)... but i wont do something like tat which is jus a waste of time...at the end of my sec sch life most of my friends hv now turn to enermies :$.

Crazy Day...

2007-08-08T00:59:00.000+08:00

Today i hv been totally active non-stop... once thoedy gave me a bottle of medical oil for my headache... I felt he is vry kind when he gave it to me...so kind of a happy mood. Was studying continuously till around 1.20pm. My chem test result got a 11/20... not wat i expected... but i got above average for my class...(although my class average is below average of the whole level). After tat, went to play soccer untill 2.15pm then went for more lesson till 5pm... Went to a study area near my house n continues studying till 9.30pm... THen when return home, went to run 3km then my day ends... Still hoping to get a new hp ... ANYONE UP FOR STUDY GROUP PLS TELL ME!!!!

ALERT: STUDY GROUP NEEDED!?!?!

2007-08-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

anyone interested to join a study group?!?! Well i m available at this few times, so maybe can create 1 at this time:

MON 7.30pm-9pm (Humanities)
TUE 7.30pm-9pm (Pure Physic)
WED 7.30pm-9pm (E/A Maths)
SAT 2.30pm-6.30pm (Pure Chemistry)

Venues: 1) Bishan Library
2) A study area at a club near my house.
3) Starbucks or Coffeebean?
Suggest any venue if u wan. When there is 3-5 member in the timeslot, it will be official.

Subject for the study group can be change...if all members agree... Sch does not matter... as long u study tat subject u r welcome!!!

TAG if u wan to join or ask ques... msn me also can. but dont call or sms me... my hp not back yet.

Bad times hv arrived...

2007-08-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

well, this few days kind of sad n fustrated...:

1) my hp got stolen in sch...
Happened around thu... i jus left under my desk for a few minutes n it is gone... other classes u put ur hp on table ur hp wont get stolen like tat... my class u put ur wallet on the table n walk off for 20 sec ur wallet is definetly gone... There are a lot of suspects... jason, dexter...this 2 most ppl suspect... justin yip, those who hate him then say... he did not go to my seat, Gereld... those who hate this mud would only say... he also nv go to my seat...yea this few... i set my hp in sim lock n phone lock... so he might nd to send it to shop to get the lock down... also called the police n pass my imei code so selling the hp to 2nd hand shop is hard... yea...n already lock my sim card.

2) I cant get a new hp...
Currently, my dad is so pissed off bout this n said he would not giv me a new hp or even let me bring one out in case of an emergency... He scolded me n i was kind of sad n angry... then he tell me to be positive bout it n ask me why i show a sad face... "U JUS SCOLDED ME TAT BADLY N U WAN ME TO SHOW U POSSITIVE ATTITUDE?!?! I HV BEEN TRYING TO BE POSITIVE THE WHOLE AFTERNOON AFTER I LOST THE PHONE N U SCOLD ME, THUS I M FREAKING SAD N ANGRY!!!!" i yelled in my mind. Then today, he went to buy a new hp for my sis at starhub... at the end it not only end up she hv a new motorola k3 for my sis, bought himself a new nokia hp, n my mum a motorola V3. N buy it in front of my face after my tuition. N he did not buy me 1. He even trade in all the old hp tat i can use for now except a lousy touch screen hp from china which i will immediatly throw the phone down n step on it if i hv it. He can afford to buy so many hp for himself... how bout me which i dont hv. At the end, i decided to work for part-time job after o level to buy one hp myself... currently my current choice of phone is either my old W850i but white in colour, K850i or a W910i. Will save part of my money on tat.

3) Havent start studying...
Well, this hv to be my ownself to be blamed... kind of slack n doesnt wan to study... Will try this week.

Yup tats all. Still kind of sad with my lost hp... maybe wont be blogging for a while pls tag too...

MY last shine...

2007-07-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

hmmm... Few things happen the past few days... i think i will start with:

27/7/07 Fri

It is the once a year founders day... one of the few days tat has stupid mass... well during the mass... i was ... slping of course... while alot of my classmate where singing aloud like with the songs... I think tat is why it pisses the teachers one level below us... cause my class is one of the 4 classes able to sit at the lvl above the sch hall during mass or assembly... After tat, mr kwok let us watch some video which i cant see n understand cause i nv bring my specs... n then he were announced tat our class will hv to stay back for walking around n singing too loud as expected...N i did not even noe bout it. He also made the whole sch stay in the hall for 2omin for punishment of being noisy... seriously... he like punish ppl like tat he might as well get back his DM job from dk...

After tat it was an english paper 1 mock exam... did not do well i think... was stuck at the letter writing cause of the content... Then i had to stay back for extra bio lesson till 2pm... At the time, i was starving to death cause i nv eat a single thing since 6.50am. So went to mac n eat n went bac home to prepare for the REAL founder's day celebration at sch.

When i arrived sch, was bout 5pm. Reg was kind of mad for coming late... but i senior so he cant do much bout me... as i m not in the co anymore... was kind of like invited back. The dinner provided to us sux....SUX!!!!!!! It is some stale rice plus frozen duck meat... I think i ate 2 mouths n immediatly throw it in the dustbin... Sch nv giv us proper dinner... I rmb once the only time is at 2 yrs ago founders day, where we r given fried rice plus fried egg n chicken wing... still warm n nice. After tat, we had a last practice n went down to SRC to wait for our performance... I was pacing outside of SRC... kind of bored n bout 2 hr later is our performance... Playing Mambo No. 5 n Tian mi mi... We got the attention of the crowd n we had trashed other performing arts... THe applause is the loudest amongest all... due to mambo no. 5. After tat... i went to eat the buffet provided for the parents... which is so much better than the dinner provided to us... sch is always like this.

28/7/07 Sat

Went to cut my hair tat day... which turn out pretty bad... I was slping during the haircut n did not tell the hairdresser wat i wan... at the end... i got a high slope n also spike on the middle. WHen i woke up n see... cause i was still dreamy... i jus paid n when home... When my mom saw it, she said" Why u cut like a pineapple?". When i saw my hair style... i wan to chop myself on the neck... I look vry horrible n my individual phototaking is at monday... I would look stupid...

Today i did not do much. SO nothing to mention... Tml is the phototaking n i m screwed up big time...DRATZ... Well i also promised someone a treat for lunch at her birthday... hope she does not rmb it tat day... I had already giv zhipeng n edmund their present... n wenchuen already comfirm wat he wans...i would become bankrupt if i giv something to everyone during their birthday... tatz all... i wish i would get something great during my birthday... a gundam model or something on my wishlist i guess.